Lyda M Sourne

Feb 2018

ashley

little alice feels so small in the corner of the room
The walls are quite empty
The room is quite boring.
Air becomes thick within layers
overthinking shackles little alice
little alice cannot think anymore.

sometimes little alice can hear
a rabbit running outside
she so desperately wants to follow him
the little rabbit's watch ticks
the clock ticks slower
ticktickticktick
tick tick tick

the room
can't breathe
tick

#alice #wonderland #walls #poetry #poem #clock #tick #ticking #rabbit

Lyda M Sourne Feb 2018

Google search: do i have

I take all these tests
all over the internet

they come back
all the same

they come back

I don't need the tests
I live it

Because they always come back

I had an official diagnosis, but I didn't go to get therapy. I don't have the time or energy or money to get it. And I don't want to make my family worry.

#anxiety #depression #trigger #attacks #anxietyattacks #warning #tests #mentalillness

Lyda M Sourne Feb 2018

Unfriends

I just want to sleep
why can't you understand that
we're not friends
Insomnia

Give me something i can't have

#insomnia #sleepless #nights #alone #sleep #tired

Lyda M Sourne Feb 2018

○○○

I was too kind
and kindness became a

       s

   p

          i

   r

             a

   l

to the circumstances I could not stop myself from happening

#kindness #sad #betrayal #anxiety #spiral #poetry #prose

Lyda M Sourne Feb 2018

You are starlight

You are starlight
With galaxies reflected in your eyes
Planets within your soul

Made up of particles
Universes within universes within universes
An unfathomable and wonderful creation

Mind over matter
Made up of matters
You matter

#night #stars #starlight #hope #matter #galaxy #alone #reassurance #lonely

Feb 2018

mikhaila

Untitled

do you still love me
do you still love m
do you still love
do you still lov
do you still lo
do you still l
do you still
do you stil
do you sti
do you st
do you s
do you
do yo
do y
do
d
di
did
did y
did yo
did you
did you e
did you ev
did you eve
did you ever
did you ever l
did you ever lo
did you ever lov
did you ever love
did you ever love m
did you ever love me

#love #life #pain #heartache #broken #question #poetry