If the tears in my eyes aren't enough To tell you to stop talking Maybe you should look at my arms And then tell me it was a joke
If you hated me that much You should've told me sooner I wouldn't feel this empty And I wouldn't have this ache
If you hated my complexion You could've helped me change You could've saved me before I fell Before i sunk deeper into depression
If you hated seeing me in public You couldve told me, and I wouldn't have gone You could've saved me before i cut deeper Before I sunk into death's awaiting arms..
She looks into my eyes as if searching for my feelings for a hint of my disposition today can’t she tell by the softness of my voice the sweet things I say can’t she sense my love in these moments together or are we both really alone and this union a figment?
It is as if she is wondering in her little mind behind her amber eyes what it is like being human as I wonder what is like being feline.
Her wraps, her tears, her health, Oh dear She's fading, she's gone, once it's past dawn She's smiling, she's laughing, like she's truly happy She's suffering, she's dying, she finally stopped trying
It hurts me to tell them lies To tell them "I'm fine" when i'm not To fake a smile and a laugh To look them dead in the eyes And have them believe me
It also hurts me to tell them the truth To watch them cry For them to ask and ponder what they did wrong To see the sadness in their eyes To know that it's my fault
Because it is ... My fault I did this I created this Me ... I did it
When I imagine meeting the man I will marry We are in a conversation with others And someone says something To which I reply A quote from a movie Off to the side Too obscure for the average mind And he would laugh Or maybe say back Another great line
Expose yourself to the natural radiations of life, the cosmic waves of energy, so that even when you’re in darkness, you’ll still be emitting light, become phosphorescent.