In two hours
I will be happy
For an hour.
But in three
I will get back
To being
Unhappy.


F.Z.**N

It's a beautiful night, isn't it?
The only problem with it
Is that when you are gone
I won't be able to watch the sky
Without thinking
The moon and I
Are murderously alone.

Lies, bruises, insults right to my face
I thought our love was worth it
Until somebody told me
That the people who hurt you
Couldn't have loved you.


F.Z.N

Meet me at the café at 5pm,
It really can't wait.
I text you.
Two hours later you reply;
Not today, no.
Why not?
You are no longer allowed to ask questions.
Why not?
We are no longer together.
Why not?
You messed it up.
Did I?
Let's not go through this again.
It's fine but I want to see you today.
I told you I can't.

I don't know which hurts more
The fact that you moved on
Or the fact that I couldn't.


F.Z.N

You were my umbrella and my parasol
Always sheltering me,
Always protecting me.

But now that you are gone
I cry tears like rain
And burn inside like a flame.

An umbrella and a parasol
Protecting me
From the moody
Weather
That is me.


F.Z.N

There once was a fish in the sea
That promised itself eternity.

That fish is you and me
And everything we'll never be.


F.Z.N

In a room
The colour of the dawn
I turn the lights off
And you turn them back on.

I keep your shirt on
And you lift mine.

I kiss your lips
And you pull away
Quickly reaching down
Between my legs.

I open my eyes
To find yours wide awake
Exploring every inch of me
As if that's all there is.

And maybe that's all you see.
But I just want you to love me.
Rather than simply **** me.


F.Z.N