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Destiny annalia Mar 2018
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they say censorship causes blindness,
id rather be blind than in this mindset
Destiny annalia May 2018
Your eyes
Swimming pools of colors you’ll never see
Black, white
Whatever I look like
Thank you
For seeing
me
colorblind boy, paint me in your perspective
Destiny annalia May 2018
I still love you
i'll always love you
and if I ever lost you,
i'd have concrete on my feet
and water in my lungs
you are my oxygen,
my problems are carbon dioxide
I still have issues,
but
when you're near
all I breathe is oxygen
Destiny annalia Apr 2018
Curly hair that tangles within my finger tips

Glasses that magnify into my eyes, seeking my soul as you bite my lip

Hands that not only play the guitar, but grip my hips and never let me go far

Arms that wrap me up and tie me down

You cover my mouth so I don’t make a sound

You used to hold me through the night

Now its like the floor is falling and i'm losing my sight

I lost you and now I’ve lost everything

You are my heart my soul, my saving grace

Our hearts are magnets, but with same poles

Like metal umbrellas mixed with lightening bolts
2am
Destiny annalia Mar 2018
2am
I walked for blocks to find the moon,
all because you asked me to.
You didn’t know about the trees in my neighborhood
interupting my view
But for you I walked blocks
Just to see the moon
still to this day i walk to that place
to reminisce on the us i miss

but

i wonder if you knew
that i walked blocks
just to find the moon
Destiny annalia Mar 2018
I told you I loved you because I knew thats what you needed to hear
I told you I missed you because I wanted you near
I told you I was sorry because I saw you moving on
All these things I told you, the real you is now gone
i never was the person to play people, but playing people feels better than being played
Destiny annalia Mar 2018
I no longer write about her along my binder
Or search around the halls trying to find her,
I don’t want to hurt you.
Although I already am
Would it hurt less to move along?..
Or keep her wondering whats going on
Im sorry I do this.
You aren’t the first one
Its not anything you said
Or something you done
I always said commitment wasn’t my thing
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imissyou
Destiny annalia Mar 2018
Galaxy girl,
With amber eyes
I caused The clouds in your mind
You saw stars in me that no one else did
A reason to not give up break or bend
And as I pushed you away
You still stuck by
Allowing me to cloud your sky
Hiding your stars
While other cities admired your beauty
I had the chance
But wasted the opportunity
A girl that showed me who I wanted to be
Destiny annalia Apr 2018
Here I am having a break down
When your name appears across my screen
How is it that you always know when I’m in need?
You tell me the words that you know I should hear
Change my perspective and vanish my fear
p l e a s e  c o m e  b a c k
Destiny annalia Apr 2018
Left the disaster
Miss your eyes

Picturing your smile
And your hand in mine

Hating the distance
But feeling your presence

You’ve got me addicted and
I don’t know how you did it
Destiny annalia Apr 2018
You said we couldn’t be friends anymore
I feel the same
Except I meant we shouldn’t be just friends
And you meant we should be nothing at all
players only play themselves
Destiny annalia Mar 2018
I just want to burry myself into her arms
and feel her heart race against me
just once more, maybe in hopes she'll miss it as much as i do
im sad
Destiny annalia Apr 2018
i remember when we met, we clicked instantly
i still remember how much you meant to me

i remember feeling whole in your arms
like not even a meteor could keep us apart

i remember when you told me you had been cheating
and how i begged for you to stay

you were the first person to ever make me feel worth something
and then you took my imaginary worth away

i remember when you told me you loved me,
and then told me you didnt actually mean it

i remember all the people ive left,
just because they werent you

i remember their words, in pain as i left
but all i can remember is the love i felt for you

ill never love anyone like i loved you
so why should i love?

its been 3 years
i know you dont care
i know all this is just wasted air
youll brush this to the side
just like how you did me
but i loved you
with a love that was so rare
one that no one else will ever experience
because how could i ever love anyone
like i loved you
fell for an ugly guy with a beautiful heart and a love for girls in other countries.
Destiny annalia Apr 2018
You’re not what id usually go for,
But you’re what I’ve always needed.
Someone that’ll pull me close when I try waking away,
Someone that lets me know they aren’t going to stray.
Someone that says those 3 words..
And actually means them.
Someone my age ,
Where our relationship is socially accepted
Someone intelligent with an open perspective
Parents that motivate you to try,
Ones that have shown you the way.
Instead of telling you to give up
Because your head is black and grey
I don’t get it.
You’re just everything I always thought id hate
But you’re the only person I can appreciate
everything i write is ****** but ok
Destiny annalia Apr 2018
You laugh at my jokes and blush as I tease
You drive me insane and I swear you’re flirting with me

Please reply

I’ve thought this for a while
So I decided to say
I like you a lot, but I know you don’t feel the same way

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You’re straight and I know I can’t change that.
Am I just telling myself what I want to hear,
Is it true that those intertwined hand holds were anything but queer

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They fit like puzzle pieces and I swear when we pull away..
Its like they don’t want to let go, they just want to stay

And oh how I wish they could. 

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They depart slowly and I can still feel the heat
Sadly not the warmth from your rosy red cheeks

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Is it true that when we locked eyes, blushed and chuckled,
It was nothing, simply a friend, your bright eyes rebuttal

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Is it true that my heart beat shouldn’t have increased and my face shouldn’t have turned red
Is it true I shouldn’t be lying here writing about you alone in my bed
Or at all

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please reply

Please

Just 

Reply
sigh
Destiny annalia Mar 2018
I grasp you for a second
Then I set you free
In that moment you meant nothing to me
Sometimes you knocked me down
Or caused me to lose my balance
Truth is,
Having you around felt more like challenge.
You didn’t feel like fresh air
The type you live for in the spring
But the type you turn on in the summer
for a moment before you leave
Once the season changed
I realized I messed up
I didn’t know the hardest part of wind
Would be knowing you need it to live
But still having to give it up
wrap me up in the wind of your hurricane
Destiny annalia Apr 2018
I miss seeing your lyrics
abstractly spread about across your screen
Reading them..
not letting you know the things I had seen
Once we went our seperate ways
Dark and blurred became my days
Writing about you
While you write about her
Listening to your songs about us
And how I didn’t listen enough
And then one day..
I had to listen to your songs about her
The one whom treats you right
And deserves you,
Unlike me
Destiny annalia Mar 2018
they said you made me fade
but I never liked myself to begin with
youre my boomerang

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