I've made a deal with the devil
Signed in blood I gave him my soul
With each passing day my life unfolds
I wake to serve, to fulfill his deeds
My twisted words cut others with ease
What choice do I have when that's all that I know?
I play with your head until you grow old
With the devil on your shoulders
I stand blindly in a trance
Knowing those were my orders
I send you a glance
I Brighten your day
Am I a normal person?
Who's to say?

I turn, into the rain
Behind me is my pain
The drops seem to wash away all of my hate.

I now know I was right
About the way you lie
You turn your back on me
I pretend it's all just fine

But they deep ness in my chest
Doesn't let my nightmare rest
They fill my brain with sadness
I can't describe this madness
My whole life has been one joke and I
Can't seem to look around this

But my time will come soon
And you'll wallow in self pity
Because I'm the one who cared
Yes I did all your bidding

But now I must go
I know it will be hard
I just need some time alone
To find out how people are
But don't worry my heart will stay at home

Don't worry about me now
I'm as free as I can get
One day I'll come back around
To tell you about my trip

I hope I'll gain in happiness
And lose a little shame
But remember that I loved every second of the pain.

-BB

When I have fears, I runaway
And hide, concealed by a mask.
When I have fears, I silently cry
Hoping that no one will ask

When I have fears, I sing a song
Letting the notes comfort me.
When I have fears, I feel young,
Weak, vulnerable, and lonely.

When I have fears, I tell myself
It's not real it's merely a dream.
When I have fears I always know
It is real, though crazy as it may seem.

When I have fears I try to fly,
Leave, abandon the pain.
When I have fears, I always remember,
That fear just means I'm sane.

Yo **** this life
**** where I am
This world is mine
I just have to take it
Travel the world
Meet new people
Experience new things
Love unconditionally
Get my heart broken
Find myself
Inner peace
Just one step
That's all it takes
Start to wonder
Start to

LIVE.

Emptiness kidnaps my heart
No one who cares
My memories of happiness go dark  Sleep will bring nightmares

Thoughts trap my mind
I can make it all end
But all eyes are blind
I just need a friend  

The lights seemed to flicker
But i had no more pain
When I pulled that trigger
I was happy again

I'm emotionless
My heart just feels so empty
I stare a blind eye
Inside I die
My life is stuck on repeat

My mind has a picture
Everything seems so clear
Save up money
Keep on running
My future seems so near

But reality is much different
There's a whole other plan for me
Dead end job
Against a mob
When will I ever break free?

For now I'll hold my head high
Until my time does come
You will never see me dare cry
Because I will rise above.

The fire in your eyes is fueled by your lies.
I don't care anymore I ignore your cries.
I sit back and watch as our love slowly dies.
I bought every word as you hid In disguise.
Your chiseling heart is filled with cold ice.
My heart is like a bird slowly it will rise.
I'm glad that it's over, no more sacrifice.
Love is a game I will no longer try.