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Ayn Oct 2020
Within these wistful wonders,
A wave made to shatter the ledge.

Upon the edge I watch it crumble,
The wonders of time reduced to rubble.
Ayn Mar 2020
In a paperless world,
The mind will never thrive.
So hold your imperial strive,
And anger our inken hive.

You can burn the book,
But the pages still survive.
Ayn Feb 2020
It’s good to write of those
Who left you broken.

But I find it fulfilling
To write of those
Who still have yet to leave.
Maybe it’s my message
That they’ll receive.
A poem in response to nyleda‘s poem “who i write about”
https://hellopoetry.com/poem/3724125/who-i-write-about/
Ayn May 2020
the glimmering tides
glisten like December snow
in the faint moonlight

a short yet swift breeze
blows clouds of majestic surf
along salted rocks

the frigid air-strewn clouds
capture the faint radiance,
in each moonlit drop.

a thousand jellies
fly through soft luminescence
and for a moment

time is paralyzed
I decided to forgo punctuation and capitals on this (the only capital being in the word December)
Ayn Feb 2020
Penetrating the soul’s every layer
And spreading influence like
a dangerous pandemic.
You have ailed me with lovesickness
And none of my soul was spared.
Thank you for the emotions
That you brought me on these
Unceasingly fleeting days.
Would it be weird to walk up to her (and him) and say “thanks for being the object of my obsessions.”? Yes, yes it would.
Ayn Oct 2021
A sheer slate of industry,
broken by the melodic ridges.
Echoing the smallest whispers,
and dulling the mind's largest cries,
these walls defy all which seems sane.

Without color,
without shade.
Simple textures
resonate my cadence.

Standing strong and stagnant;
unrefined,
undefined.
This place looks like a prison. The chairs in the lecture hall are literally bolted to the floor.
Ayn Jan 2020
I know I swear a lot,
And many think it’s ******.
Sure words have power,
But who gave them the power?

You.

And.

Me.

We gave words power,
And I gave them less power than you,
These words are ways to express myself;
Showing how things **** me off too,
Not words to used to destroy poetry.

I thank you for your time.
That last line... it’s stayin’ because it’s necessary, but it’s kinda awkward.
Ayn Dec 2020
Through ashes and dust;
Pillars of rot and rust,
Accomplishments lie,
Untouched.

Seconds sail into minutes,
And minutes fly into years.
Within this corroded world,
Time is all of our material fears.
Ayn Apr 2020
Why is it always others
That find requited love?

And why do I
Still enjoy listening to their boasting?
It irritates my interest (that’s basically what “piques my interest” means), and irritates me, but I really do enjoy listening to others talk about their relationship, good or bad times. Is it a bit creepy, or do others feel that way too?
Ayn Mar 2020
Nausea shot through a syringe,
Filling me with surreal senses.
I must not stop,
I must not shudder,
I will not pause,
I will not falter.
There is no place
For a burden,
No space
For dead weight.

I am not a burden,
So
“I feel fine.”
My view on work is like this. I’m working my *** off and I can’t stop. If I’m lying in bed, sick, I’m a burden. I don’t have time for that. Hell I could have Covid-19 right now (In all seriousness, I probably do) and I’m still refusing to take a break.
Ayn Feb 2020
Sitting,
An article of stagnance,
With a heavily dusted window,
And a soul in heavy fragments.
Looking at you through the glass,
Wondering what has come to pass.
I’ve been here forever,
But nobody stays forever.
Now forever feels like home,
And I’ve turned up alone
After you vanished from my head
And filled my mind with lead.
Through Glass, by Stone Sour. The lyrics are so loud in my head rn, and I had to restrain myself from copying it. I was recently reminded of the dude I liked who I ended up rejecting and it took a toll on me. I wonder, if I had said yes, would we still be dating now? Would I be happier? No clue.
Ayn Jan 2020
Using System;

Namespace Poem
{
     Class Program
     {
          Main(string[] args)
          {
               Console.WriteLine(“1 or 0”);
               String dec = Console.ReadLine();

               bool life;

               if (desc == 1)
               {
                    life = true;
               }
               else
               {
                    life = false;
               }

               string msg = MADNESS(life);

               Console.WriteLine(msg);
               Console.ReadLine();
               life = !life;

               Console.WriteLine(life.ToString());
               Console.ReadLine();
          }

          Public Static String MADNESS(bool life)
          {
               bool suffering = false;

               if(life == true)
               {
                    suffering = !suffering;
                    return “madness ensues.”;
               }
               else
               {
                    suffering = false;
                    return “madness took over.”;
               }
          }
     }
}
I wrote this and formatted indentation on my phone, but it didn’t carry over, so I indented it on my laptop. This is my best attempt at fulfilling what seemed like a challenge (or request, idk) from Grey. I gotta say thanks because it was fun writing. I’m pretty sure this would actually compile into a program successfully.
I’m sorry if anyone doesn’t understand it. and any fellow C# coders, remember that c# is cool. Jan.12.2020, but indented Jan.13.2020
Ayn Dec 2019
I am a poet,
Who is only 16.
I am:
****** in speech,
Lacking a lot of street smart,
But in fact rather book smart.

A 16 year old boy,
Who watches cute anime,
Is incredibly weak to cute things,
Is buying an acoustic guitar...

And listens to metal music.
KORN, TOOL, Slipknot, and Disturbed
ICE NINE KILLS, shinedown, and Atreyu.
These wild bands help me get pumped up.

This is who I am, and will be
forever, if time allows
This is just me.
Another unknown poet.
Apparently poetry is becoming popular once again but IDK. I hope it is because it is a wonderful art that everyone should try. Also the bandsI listed are awesome, check them out on YouTube or spotify.
Ayn Feb 2020
You can do little to none
For a poet in distress.
Left to their own devices,
They’ll write their way out
Using beautiful words.

If you truly desire to help,
You can keep their inkwell full.
All I can do is write away this excess emotion.
Ayn Jun 2021
Do we really know
Where our soul shall go
After we decide to die,
And let our phantasm fly?

Or do we cry
After another futile try?
And do those who pass us by
Suffer through the same lie?
It’s been a while, or has it? Depends on your viewpoint. From a house fly’s viewpoint, they’d have died and rebirthed several times since my last work lol
Ayn Mar 2020
Do we really know
Where our soul shall go
After we decide to die,
And let our phantasm fly?

Or is our hurt cry
Another futile try?
Do those who pass us by
Suffer from the same lie?
I guess I’m back into writing. Yay!
Ayn Feb 2020
All it takes is some time,
And things can happen.
I waited in my solitary state,
But eventually the raven came for me,
not a half a second too late.
It bore a letter,
A letter which filled a book.
I’ve been bored today, so I’ve just been writing.
Ayn Jan 2020
START

FORCE STOP [PROGRAM]

END
//(read the notes)
Some of my poetry consists of hundreds of lines of code in C#, and instead of putting an image in your mind, it will complete a task. I guess I’m tryna say that not all poetry is words on paper.

Also, this code would just end the program that started. It isn’t real code, hence the term pseudo.
Ayn Apr 2020
I mean it’s a possible reason
For those years of a facade.

Feeling nothing;
No connection,
No emotion.

Just blank.
Only old morals
Kept me from
Arming myself
With intent to harm.
I’m not sure if you can come out of that though. All I know is that I felt a need to retaliate. I thought of bringing death to those who left me forsaken. No guilt, just righting wrongs. Only a brief remembrance of how harming others has repercussions stopped me.
Pun
Ayn Jan 2020
Pun
I lay in my bed,
In the aftermath of
That...

After a quick nap,
I wake only to find
Myself chained down,
Unable to move.

My sloth sin
Consumed me,
Leaving no active
Pieces untouched.

So I lay,
And I ponder
My wandering mind.

I think to myself
“If I lay here long enough,
Could I get laid?”
And
“If I sat in a puddle of
My own **** for long enough
Would my leg disintegrate?”
Both answers are probably no,
But...
You never ever could know.
Yes. This is what my mind is doing to me now. I only want to figure out what happened but my mind is saying “no, *******.”
Qs
Ayn Feb 2020
Qs
If I posted a poem
Containing my feelings,
Would she see it?
Or would it be lost,
Like many other things,
In the silky sands of time?
I mean it’s not like she uses the sight,
Right?
I hope she doesn’t see all of this. Embarrassing stuff...
Ayn Apr 2020
Why do they smile back
When they know my grin
Does not make it to my eyes?

Is it to mock
My pained eyes,
Which shouldn’t exist?

Or because...
They don’t notice;
And never bothered to look?
I’m glad they don’t bother to worry about me. Saves them time an emotion as well as saves me from excessive guilt.
Ayn Jan 2021
A vast dark sea
Approaches overhead,
Like a distant diver.
The silent scenery
Swiftly slides
Into a world of noise.
Birds caw their warnings,
The wind rushes by,
Like a helicopter
Sitting too close for comfort.

As twinkling lights
Shine like starlight
Through a cold night,
I look for another calm
In this unruly tempest.

As my fears disappear,
Like a toothpick
Among the amber blades
Of fall-going beach grass,
I admire the excellence
Of the rain’s soft persistence.
Inspired by Down In It by NIN, but that song has nothing to do with this poem. Just the lines “Rain rain go away, come again some other day.”
Ayn Jan 2020
It’s all a game of chess
you are just another pawn
We are all pawns, I digress.
Everybody is the same
Nobody is more special than the other
Not that anyone is special in this game
“The players don’t exist, mother.
There is no god, there is no satan”
A child will say this to their parent
This action was as useless as probation.
truth lain upon deaf ears, that is apparent.
We are all entrapped here, it is eternal
There is no cloud nine, it’s all infernal.
April or May 2019. Angry for some reason... I forget why. Name was taken from the song of the same name by Mudvayne.
Ayn Feb 2020
Why should I write?
Many reasons present themselves.

To not end my life,
Prove that I’m not good,
Release of emotion
To refrain from bleeding

But now,

I write to love
And show this love
To that unwatching eye.
I think... yeah, that title was the phrase I was looking for. In a way it is the opposite side of the same coin with an ultimatum. Think about that for a bit.
Ayn Feb 2020
Why does my fear overrun?
I just want to be honest
And end all the forsaken lies,
But, again, my mind screams and cries,
Looking for a way to hold
Our currently standing ties.

Why be such a coward
When people say
That I’m a fearless Leo,
A Lionlike leader
That fears none which precede her,
And will stand for her rights
As well as uphold her dignity
Across these eternal nights.

I am not a lion...
I am just Aidan.
Yes, Aidan is my real name. Adrian is part of an anagram of my full name, and is the pen name I decided on. I saw someone with a rant poem, so I tried it. It’s meh.
Ayn Jun 2020
I’ll do it in a poem bc this is a poetry website.

With each that comes along,
A timer is set upon them.
Why let the timer be?
When defusal is possible.

Why let the bomb explode
When just being friends is fun?

Living stagnant is painful
But losing to the timers
While time is stopped
Pains me more.

I have a question for you, A:
Why make me decide
Between two paths?

There’s always a third,
Right down the middle.
Defusal sounds better than defusing so... once again, I summon creative license to create better flow!
Yeah I know it’s not a great poem, sorry for the lack of quality everyone.
Ayn Jan 2020
Blood wells out like a fountain,
a spring up on a mountain.
The emotion is carried by the stream,
Flooding my senses, making life a dream.
My mind was once again, guiltily freed.
So full of transcendent lust,
I hungrily watched myself bleed.

My blood is my last article of trust.
In this case, a vacuum is like space, a place devoid of something. There was a time where I thought I could only trust the thoughts I had when I was bleeding. I was... odd... back then.
Ayn Jan 2020
Little lamb, little lamb.
Run along little lamb.
Just try to remember that
life is a ******* sham.
It honestly is quite a shame,
how you continue to persist
and take part in their game.

The cards were marked from the start,
yet you still innocently play along,
getting ****** over by men with no heart.
In this story, You're the main part!
so go **** the men with souls of stone,
hone your weapon, make it your own,
and tear them apart, skin from bone.
found it in my math book. I wrote it mid December I think. very angry
Ayn Apr 2020
When you gaze into
The darkness inside your soul,
It stares back in you.
I’m tired. About looking into yourself and how when you question the morality of your actions, your actions question your morals or something. I’m too tired to explain it well, sorry.
Ayn Jan 2020
Her face,
a moonlit visage
shone more light
upon my life;
upon my soul,
than the
solitary moon
ever could.
Yeah... another dumb, lovestruck teen. I wrote this while trying to write something that was more descriptive of the night reflected in this poem.
Ayn Jan 2020
The moon reflects
the sun's simmering shine
onto our planet's nightly shade,
just as the sun
reflects her circulating radiance
onto my darkening world.
Written in math class again. It's been a wild week for me with workload so that's why I haven't been posting as much. I haven't had time to do what I love, which *****, but school is important.
Ayn Sep 2021
The ringing in my veins
courses through my aching body,
Like a rampant child;
Reckless and unrestrained.

It calls to me,
screaming for my attention,
to once again feel my ‘love;’
My dedication.

I can only deny such crawling advances,
And feel my yearning spirit cry.
Eventually I will break,
That will be the day I hide.
I tried it just a bit today, don’t get mad, I didn’t bleed at all, you can’t even call it a scratch. I just couldn’t stand not doing it. It was getting to me. I wanted to so badly i couldn’t resist. I’m sorry but the runs aren’t working anymore. I promise i can be safe.
Ayn Feb 2020
Dripping blood
Each and every
Blissfully painful day
Had many consequences.

No longer
Will my thumb sit
Without a sun kissed tint
And scars to glaze it.

No longer
Will I feel
That spiking pain
In my left wrist or thumb.

But...
Now...
Any wounds
On my left hand,
Or even that arm,
Close faster
Than ever.
Still, don’t cut yourself to the point I did. There is not one scar on my forearm or my hand that will ever go away for good. I can still see all of them, some clear as day, others are slightly less visible. I stopped because the pain dulled, and the wound would scab over in less than 3 minutes.
Ayn Feb 2020
Starting the journey
Is far harder than the trek.
Just as finding a reason
To leave my covers
Each draining morning,
I have to strive and strain
To find a reason to start
On this journey.
I want to continue reading “The Murders in the Rue Morgue” by Edgar Allan Poe, but I don’t know whyI can’t start it. I really enjoy it so far.
Ayn Feb 2020
Silence.

Cold wind
Shaking shackles
In its violent breeze.

Voices chat
Of odds and ends,
Have their arguments
And make amends.

Silence once more
Not a voice heard
Over this uproar
Of silence galore.
...
Ayn Jan 2020
Picked up and put down.
Thrown into the ground.
Suffering from pain and hate
My mind goes a blank white,
My blood is stubbornly irate.
The day holds less light,
And the night now controls,
Filling my heart with empty holes.
I haven’t been so sleep deprived in a while. I don’t think my insomnia is comin’ back, but who knows? Certainly not me!
Ayn Feb 2020
With my chin upon my hand
And my countenance bearing
An unintentional scowl of boredom,
I realize that my hand is beating
Just as my heart would.

I feel the pulsations
As my blood continues
With its rhythmical circulations.
I’m bored so I guess I’ll play Minecraft. A bunch of new updates have come since like 2015 so I kinda wanna check it out.
Ayn Jan 2020
To all those oppressors out there,
I say "**** you!"

I pray to all the masses:
Let the rabbits wear glasses,
let the pigs wear suits,
and let the accountants...
let them wear their favorite boots!

The cows can don their horns
and the sheep will wear their wool
while farmer brown scorns
the fool that wrought this chaos
into his farm stand kiosk.
inspired by the start of Disgustipated, a song by TOOL (I really suggest listening to it ****) also the **** you from this poem: https://hellopoetry.com/poem/3482287/i-fear/ started the idea. Thank you Larry Marshall!
Ayn Nov 2019
I'm here,
at a table.

A white tablecloth,
holding a poster
sits in front of me.

This precarious
group
of four
finally finishes
a frustrating part.

A wave of
euphoria
swept over all

jumping up
I looked across
the white expanse
and noticed
something
new

She's right there
Who?
I didn't pay attention
beforehand

we lock eyes.
She suddenly becomes

e v e r y t h i n g

and I become

nothing...
It's been a year and I still don't know how she felt then. The mysteries of this world...
Ayn May 2020
What if the things I say
End up as too much?
And that line
Was long since breached.

It’s something I will regret,
But a something I can’t take back.
If words were really that easy to take back,
Why are there still wars.

All I can do is apologize
And hope that this game
Wasn’t rigged from the start.
It’s a reference to Fallout: New Vegas. A quest is called ring-a-ding-ding, and in that quest you **** someone that shot you in the head (it’s weird). That person has a famous quote at the start of the game “From where you’re kneeling, it may just seem like an 18 karat run of bad luck, but the truth is, the game was rigged from the start.”
Ayn Jan 2020
Living a lie,
wanting to die.
Saying you're okay,
but you are breaking down;
hour by hour, day by day.

Suddenly,
swiftly,
and silently
swept out
into the sea
of your fruitless lie.

Now only you will ever know.
You reap what you sow.
A riptide can pull a swimmer far out off the coast, and sometimes really fast.  I lived a facade until recently, so people were surprised to find I was deeply suicidal at one point. Jan.10.2020
Ayn May 2020
Leave me and go,
so I can watch the gentle flow.
The words I've spoken
left my mind shattered; broken.

You said you'd come
and, yes, you came.
Now let my melodic drops of memory
silently evaporate, beyond the flame.
It isn't. It can't. I won't let it be.
Ayn Nov 2020
As slightly rusting walls collapse,
A pressure beyond worlds moves south.


Shards of dirt,
Shooting towards the ground;
Grains of rebar,
Dropping like bullets.
And flakes of snow,
Spiraling in their conceited madness.

Yet the sun still rises.
Cold frost against warm air;
A flickering blue behind the shadows,
And an unsullied white
When lying within the sunlight.
The title carries a different meaning with that comma, well at least to me. I’m playing with imagery once again. How’d I do?
Ayn Mar 2020
Do you know why
The sun has yet to fall?

Will you retry
When you are left to crawl?

Inside your eyes
A light shines down the hall.

Now look in mine,
You’ll find no light at all.


Are you to fly
When I fly from fear?

Hey, please don’t die
So just persevere

No, please don’t cry
I won’t leave you here.

Give life a try
‘Cause I hold you dear
Kind of a song, I guess. The first part follows a 4-6 couplet rule thing (4 syllables, 6 syllables), 4 should have an “I” ending, 6 should have an “all” ending. The second part is 4-5 couplet rule thing, 4, again, ends in “I”, while 5 ends in an “ear” ending. Kapeesh? Kapeesh. (Another way I say “Got it? Got it.”)
Oh yeah, forgot, thanks to Caleb for the idea of writing a song.
Ayn Jul 2021
The yearn for the bird;
Letting the wind lead the skies.
A life of fluctuating flows;
A life I despise.
Ayn Jan 2020
With each strike of the hammer
Embers launch themselves out
From the source of such a clamor,
Seeking a space to seed doubt.

The seeds are forever sown,
But the farmers are soon neutralized
They never get to see their work grown,
They only started getting them unionized.

But each earthbound cooling spark
Is just a part of the movement’s progression.
The real movement is each hammer mark,
Created from each act of oppression.

As the weapon of war is finished,
An army rises, and an empire is diminished.
I find this is a bit weak for speaking of such a strong movement but I got no idea on what to do so I just let it be.
Ayn Mar 2020
The rivers are never too deep,
The chasms never too wide.
My bones are made of sinking lead,
Yet I hold myself with this broken pride,
Knowing that I’m on over my head.

I’m under the torrent,
Swept in the current.
Falling through a chasm,
Seeing death’s phantasm.
q
Ayn Jul 2020
As I watch the ebbing tide
I am stripped of all but pride.

Left to confide
In the riptide.

Let it drag me through silent waves
And dig me the watery graves
It follows a syllable count for each couplet:
7s
4s
8s
Because I said so.

Also each couplet rhymes with itself. That’s why I’m calling them couplets.
Ayn Dec 2019
Robbed of my money,
Robbed of my well being,
Robbed of my hatred towards pain,
Robbed of my sight; my moral compass.

They stole it all,
And left me with nothing.
Nothing but black and blue bruises,
As well as a few red cuts littered over my body.

I wanted it all back,
But how could I ever ask?
They are horrible people all around.
Unreasonable and unpredictable are the defining words.

As I moved on, with time,
I found none of it ever healed,
None of it. The may have cuts gone away...
Yet so does the wind, but we know that the air is still there.

And so are all these ******* memories,
That cloud over my friends like viscous tar.

Why couldn’t they have just left me alone?

I still don’t know,
but since then I have grown.
I am ready for these ***** to come once more.
I hardly remember my best friend from those years because of those people. Also the line sloping for the first 4 paragraph thingies (term I’ve forgotten) was intentional.
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