On the horizon
Dawning sun
Is burning out my eyes

And my soul yearns
To be the one
Who dare not fear the skys

The darkness crawling
Deep within
The caverns of my soul

I do not dare
The suffering
For i might lose control

So many things
Uncovered
By this long and wretched year

So many answers
Yet unknown
Are covered by my fear

Is there a place
A universe
Tangential to mine

That will not shatter
By the depth
Of what it finds inside.

I think of you
Your back against my chest
Breathing softly

I close my eyes
And listen, wide awake
For your heart beat

I breath in
Slowly, the musky smell
Full of lost memories

I mummble in my sleep
Gently, almost silent,
Wishing you Goodnight...

I weake up,
Dazed, and for a monent
You are still here

All conflict fade in light
Of what is yet to come
I fear muself sometimes
Destroying all i’ve done
Confused by feelings, old and new,
By deamons i create
My love, i wish you only knew
What rages in my brain.

One second passed and all had changed
I am not ready still
To just enjoy the things i gained
The bliss i yearn to feel
Feelings of Love obscured by Fear
Of all that is unknown
Of monsters dwealing in the deep
Of deamons i had known

If you to ask me weeks from now
About my deamon friends
Ill lauth and tell you that right now
This deamons have no chance
But in this constant solitude
In castle made of Ice
I lock myself so far from you
Stare into deamons eyes.

In darkness, sitting here and wonder
What parts of you belong to me
As i am spirit i am thunder
I am not bound by gravity.

I feel illusions grow beside me
Back in the corner of my eye
Its where my darkest fear might find me
Its where my deamons hunt their prey.

This time around, not like the other
I stare my deamons in the face
This time around my soul is calmer
There is no storm, theres only grace

This year, a long and epic journey
Has gave me a new sence of Me
I grew up quickly and eternaly
What ever happens now, im Free

There once was a boy,
Who fell in love with a girl
An incredble story
Inspiration for all

But you never can tell
What is hiding beneath
Inside each fairytale
A dark truth underneath

So the boy had his deamons
From life lived long ago
He kept them as a secret
So the girl won't find more.

But as time passes by
And the secrets revealed
And their fairytale life
Seam to rumble downhill

In this darkest of times
Almost all hope is lost
This boy suddenly finds
A flame covered in dust

Worming up by the fire
Watching it be restored
Come alive with desire
To swollow the world

Thou unique and refreshing
This bond ran its cours
And with renewd ambition
The boy got on his horse

He came back to his home
Where the girl built their nest
Face to Face with their deamons
They woav a bond built to last.

And somewhere in the desert
The flame dances her dance
Glowing stronger then ever
Breathing in every breath

And althou far away
Never really appart
Since the flame and the boy
Share the same unique heart

In a far distant land
A land covered in snow
I have traveled to find
Something i have not known

With no real expectations
Of this country of old
I had fallen in love
With this city of gold.

Where this fake plaster statues
Cover treasurs beneath
Of a huge concrete gients
Like monsters of myth

I have not come here looking
But came here to hide
From the past that was lurking
In me deep inside

And in darkness of night
In a bed not my own
I have felt something bright
Unexpectadly warm

Sometime life has a strange way
To tell us we are wrong
That some things are unique
Untill new once are born

In this city of concrete
Of fake plaster and gold
I have found something diffrent
A tale to be told

Of nights spent in wonder
Of freedom and love
Of a new kind of thunder
And one unique flaming heart

The Viking King is dead and gone
His memory will live in song
On a frozen night and misty dawn
His body will forever burn

But time has passed as war subsides
New sun has rosen in the sky
The history became a myth
That teenagers will not beleave

Time passes fast for fragile men
And what they fear, will come again
All kingdoms fall, all leaders fail
And soon become a part of tale

As History repeats itself
We will all burn in pits of Hell
But there is no Hell and there is no Heven
Theres only Death.

I let go of my fear at last
And look at you with open eyes
My enemy, my crutch, my past
You are not welcome in my life

You came in times when i was wounded
In need of comfort and of love
But you have kept me weak and bounded
Without the confidance you stole.

Now that i see you without bariers
I see your true face and rejoyce
Because now i treat myself with kindness
Cause now i know i have a choice

In this amazing vast creation
That we call our universe
The only real revalation
Is that you always have a choice

The only way that your choice matters
Is if you take it with belief
Own your decisions and your actions
Let go of what you cant recive

Some days i stare into the darkness
Feelings are overwhelming me
My heart is yearning for the kindness
My mind will not let me receive.

I'm trying to make sense in madness
Trying to sort, compartmentalize, breath
It is not easy to endure the sadness
To overcome, despite the grief.

I don't know where this road is leading
I don't know where i might end up
I hope that after all this "feeling"
I will let go of "giving up".

There is so much beauty in the world
So many places i have not seen
So many stories waiting to be told
So many people i have not been.

Inside my heart there is a purpose
It beats so strong inside of me
So why do i feel so hopeless
If all i want is to be Free.

Inside the world that still defighn us
There is a castle in the sky
It is a place where there's no darkness
Where our dreams will never die.

Inside the walls of this foundation
There are all sorts of magic beasts
They are the fruit of our creation
They roam the world and rule the mysts.

I walk the grounds of our kingdom
Astonished by its vast green fields
I love to gaze to the horizon
And play with dragons in the clouds.

I wish it could have been our present
Our future dreams and flawless past
Inside this walls there is no desert
No wishes that are turned to dust.

But life is never as so simple
As childish doodles in the sand
I cant keep praying to this temple
Sometimes all good things come to end.

So now i roam this halfway blindly
It is so lonely in the dark
I sometimes feel you walk beside me
Your steps leave echo in my heart.

But now i need to leave this palace
And see its walls crumble to dust
I must move on, restore the balance
Reglue the fractures of my heart.

Dont worry Love, all our creations
Although are buried in the past
Were not a waist but a foundation
For a new castle built to last.

"In distant parallel dimension,
17 years ago we met,
And just like that, without intention
Our life became a single thread.

But then you left to roam the forest
And i got drafted in the rain.
We said goodbye, but we had promised
That someday we will meet again.

And so time passed, i split the army
And i had wondered where you’re at.
You traveled almost every country
On the vast Old World continent.

I came to meet you in a valley
Of vast, eternal, endless grass.
And from then on we wrote our story
Creating magic as we pass.

It feels a bit surrealistic
To know that somewhere in the world
This path has actually existed
And our story has been told.

But in our actual dimension,
Where our story won't be known.
We have to fight our intuition
So our lives will not be blown.

I think a lot about this concept,
Of spinning doors or simple fait.
If things do happen for a reason
What is the purpose of this pain?

This is a complicated feeling,
Conflicted between truth and hope.
I wish i understood the meaning,
Of life, the universe and Love."

“Some days are better than others,
Some souls constructed the same.
An infinitely complex puzzles,
A dark abyss that's calling out my name.

I wonder can you tell the difference,
Between the broken and the mad?
If you share part of your existence,
Will you feel purer in the end?

Is it the need, the lust that guides us?
This inexhaustible, eternal thirst.
It swallows all the light around us,
Creating tunnels where there should be shores.

Sometimes i fear its gooey substance,
Will drag me down into deep sleep.
It's easy to embrace the darkness,
Its harder to decline defeat”

"Show must go on!
We own this life,
We set the tone,
We roll the dice.

It's ours to own,
It's worth the fight,
We will move on,
And make it right.

Don't fear decisions,
They are you.
All the illusions ,
Are not true.

You make your own fate,
Set your course,
Walk your own path,
With no remorse.

In darkness,
Stars will guide your way.
They shine inside you,
Everyday.

Don't look behind,
Don't stop and stare,
Don't feel ashamed,
Just live, just dare!

Dance in the rain,
Breath in the air,
Feel pain,
And love, and loss, and fear.

Your life is yours,
It's yours to keep,
To set your goals,
And find your grip.

So live my friend!
Inside this world
There is no end,
No truth, no hold.

Just you, existing,
All at once.
A single thought,
A consciousness.

Creating worlds,
Creating lives,
Creating thoughts,
That never die."

“I lay in bed at night and wonder
Whatever story will be told
When we are lying six feet under
And our grandkids rule the world.

I wonder if we made a difference
I wonder what it all had meant
I wonder if inside this system
An individual can make a stand.

But after all of this conclusions,
After debates and sleepless nights
I do not have any illusions
About my love for you tonight.

As two souls lost in this tornado
I am forever bound to thee,
As time will pass and storm will settle
Our path will start to become clear.”

“There is a fire, it is true
Sometimes it's red, sometimes it's blue
If you’re not careful, you’ll get burned
If you give up, it won't be born.

There is a place beneath this sun
Where our story becomes one
But its not here and it's not now
We’ll live threw it, alone, somehow.

And maybe someday, you and i
When we’re both looking at the sky,
Will see a dragon in the clouds
And think of others whereabouts

And for a moment, in our hearts
We’ll know we’ll never be apart
Two souls collided in the woods
And it made all the difference”