I thought you loved me, i thought you cared..
But the truth is, you were just to scared.
This is the reality, i guess, it wasn't meant to be.
But i guess that's not what fate had planned for me.
It hurts to know, how i felt was never returned, that it was all fake.
I guess my smile will always be hard to make.

A dreamer with her heart in the sky.
To bad, soon she will always long to die.
You see this dream i have inside, it will soon all fade.
And the consequences will be present for the actions I've made.
Just give it a chance, i thought..
But it was to late and we fought.

I thought this would be the reason never to cut again, but i was wrong.
This is why Depression has once again come to sing its evil song..
A slice of a blade, a swallow of pills.
This Depression is a monster and it kills.
I thought i would be alright.
I thought this would make my life bright..

A single pill to sleep the night away.
A handful to never see the light of day.
I thought i could control it, the monster inside me.
But guess what, he is finally free..
A single cut, and how does the blood flow..
All around the edges start to glow.

Another to ease the pain of whats hidden inside..
I wonder, who would care if i had died?
Love is a trick of the mind, an imbalance, a rush.
The way the look at you is perfect, when you have a crush.
Well, its all a lie.
I thought he would never make me cry...

I thought if i wrote a letter...
Maybe someone would see and it would all get better.
But they didn't notice me.
They believed the smile, they saw what i wanted them to see..
They never saw the artwork i made with them in mind..
They didn't say it was beautiful, how unkind.

So, one last day to pretend..
I'm sorry to all those who thought i was a good friend.
The last piece of artwork will cover my wrist.
So long world, you will be missed..
If you knew this was my final goodbye..
I wonder, would you cry?

I thought i could handle this.
I thought i could live without your kiss.
I thought i was enough for you to love.
I thought it would be better to float with the angels above..
I though you would cry...
I thought it was time to say goodbye...

Chosen to replace.
Moving forward.
Limited space.
Life is sweet.
Then quickly replaced.
No saving grace.

Stuck in a prison, in
the shape of a heart.
Its messing with me,
Slowly tearing me apart.
This can't last forever,
Knew that from the start.
I was the first to fall,
You just played your part.
Sands build castles,
Then time, rips them apart.
Its all worth the hassle,
Like any precious piece of art.
Everybody Loves falling in love,
But they forget  the painful part.
Not all is forgotten,
Read the scars of a broken heart.
                                               The reason we do it again,
                                               confuses my soul, then
                                                the proceeds,
                                                 to break my heart. Never
                                                  again, the I cross my Heart.
She crosses my path,
Then it all falls a part.
I play the fool,
While she fiddles my heart.
Wrapped around her fingers,
Trapped from the start. As
Silly as it sounds, it hurt
Being apart. A piece to her
Game, loved playing hearts.
Using darts-- playing my part; Right.
Left a crack in my heart.

Trying to get over you.
Still struggling to move on.
Don't like the path I'm on --
Cause, either way your gone.