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Mary-Eliz Apr 2018
See you at APriCoT's Produce Club

we'll produce peachy poetry.
Having fun!
Mary-Eliz May 2018
...and just when I think
I've figured it
all out
Story of my life. LOL
Mary-Eliz May 2018
Husband: Our vacuum cleaner doesn't ****.

So what's the problem?#
Mary-Eliz May 2017
Where have all the fireflies gone

asked

the dark sky
Sadly, we're killing all the beautiful and beneficial insects along with the pests.
Mary-Eliz May 2017
.... are gems
Some are not
Deal with it
Being a bit impertinent. :-)
Mary-Eliz Jun 2018
from dreams
to nightmares

flight to plummet

mania to collapse

flame to meltdown

zenith to zero

in 60 seconds flat
Mary-Eliz Apr 2018
words
words
words
big or small, odd or ordinary
how many do you know
made of one or several letters
you can put them in a row

to make a question or a thought
asking, telling as a sentence ought

words
words
words
come in many forms
lots of vowels
or just one or two
a, e, i, o, or u

words
words
words
keeping track of how much they're used
every year they add a few
like this year's embiggen and mansplain
dumpster fire came along too

wanderworts, bandwidth, kambucha
schnoodle, chiweenie, yorkie-poo
cryptocurrency, bitcoin and welp
hate-watch, subtweet, glamping, too

here's my favorite of the eight hundred fifty -
not to make too much of a fuss -
but wordie's a great add to the dictionary
feels like it was put in just for us
Mary-Eliz Apr 2018
I just posted a tribute poem to Stanley Kunitz, then went online looking at pictures of him. There was a picture of his headstone:

"He loved the earth so much
he wanted to stay forever"

[He lived to be 100 just a couple months short of his 101st birthday.]
Mary-Eliz Apr 2018
every boy
needs a dog
to be a friend

every dog needs a truck
to ride in

every truck needs a bed
to stretch out in

gazing at the stars
in a dark clear heaven

every starry night
needs lovers
holding hands

every lover needs
a starry night
to muse under

every starry night
needs a dark
clear heaven

every heaven needs
stars to fill it

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

every grown-up boy
is in his own sweet heaven
when he has a truck
and a dog
to ride in it
Inspired by my husband, our dogs and our truck. Also by Greg's two recent poems "trail dog blues" and "what a view"
Mary-Eliz Apr 2018
Are you my muse?
Well, are You?

Every time we talk
ideas crop up

Sometimes crazy
sometimes not so much

But little flicks of light
appear
like a runway
signalling

along the synapses
of my
frontal lobe

Or a light bulb might
show up
in a bubble
above my head

No matter how
No matter where

They insist on follow through

even though some fizzle
and some just outright die

~~~~~~~~~~

So are you my muse?
I need someone to blame!
Mary-Eliz Apr 2018
we strip our souls
bare to the world,
leaving few secrets
unfurled.
Upon receiving comment:
I've even known a couple stripper poets.
Mary-Eliz Mar 2018
after years of your delicious love
without you I am not alive
my heart worn and battered,
my voice bruised
my eyes hot with tears...

but then you walk softly
through my mind
swollen with memories
and something in me
breathes again

your silence no longer
seems cruel.
I've been going through dusty archives of a sort, cleaning/organizing a room that has accumulated a lot, including boxes and boxes of writing. I don't remember this, but I think I must have written it for my sister when she lost her husband.
Mary-Eliz Mar 2018
Through the gray fog
of sub-conscious
she seeks the laughter
shared by others
soft eyes full
of questions and desire

With the deepening
Autumn shadows
Winter hovers
in her mind
bitter and sodden
burying all the once warm places
with its icy cover

As endless afternoons
stretch out
in front of her
she reaches
for something
to hold on to

Her slender fingers
cling
to a book
with no substance
just words upon a page

while her fragile mind
weaves a tangled
web
to catch
the scattered elusive thoughts

But the web is empty
its silken threads broken
no longer able to hold onto
eternity
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
She stood among
her brothers
they were lush
and evergreen
she couldn't reach
their heights
that tiny leafy tree

she felt so small
unnoticed
as creatures passing by
said
"Look at all those
mighty trees
reaching to the sky!"

Spring went by
summer passed
and
though she grew
a tad
she felt so unimportant
so lonely
and
so sad

then one fall day
she felt a change
that tiny leafy tree
she called to all her brothers
"Brothers, look at me!
Now I'll be noticed
my special gift
I've found"

as she stood there
oh so proudly
in her lovely
scarlet gown.
For a collection of children's poems.
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
baby steps
grown
routine
tiresome journey
seems unending
then death.
Some get even a smaller "flash".
Mary-Eliz May 2017
Part I - Words

Don’t play word games with a poet
a poem is but a skeleton waiting for mind
and imagination to fill the open spaces
fragile, fleeting thoughts arise
like Frost upon the windowpane
they write themselves
pieces bombard like pebbles
words with no more weight
than the fluff of a yellow chick [are]
magnified into the Pillars of Hercules
[resembling] a jumble of colors wild and bright,
juxtaposed and scattered  

her words are so airy
his thoughts are so keen
perhaps even [saying] the things
we wish we had
making it a page in [our] book
[but sometimes]
they don 't go down easy,
these words meant to soothe
I want to take them back,
embarrassed that I ever set them down
wishing I could forget playwright’s evil pen,
[and now]
my brain is uninhabited by rhyme.


Part II – Nature

[Evening]

it rains… I want to try to count the droplets  
[as] the breeze invites a crimson leaf
to dance one last dance
geese give a melancholy voice to leaving
their dark v-shape splitting a cloudless sky
breeze ruffling trees at evening as
stars appear to transport me home
the Daystar pulls up its night covers,
letting the darkness take hold.
…the moon pregnant with the sun’s light
round full lake of fervor
the moon holds up the sky
on silver serving tray

[Day]

the sun burns the horizon  
white foam, salt spray,
forlorn cry of gull, brown sands,
hot sands rhythmic roll of waves
[Earth]
traversing an endless “sea” holding us tight
yet leaving us free

[Home}

like me my garden is wild and free
like flitting butterflies [children] come
and pick the flowers they prize
they keep on being tulips
they keep on being red
the fragments are dandelion seeds
blown to the wind  


Part III - Melancholy

I slice the day up like a lime [because]
there’s an acutely thin line between
the total lunatic fringe and that which is acceptable

I see you falling through the purple air
like a blind hungry tiger
tiresome journey seems unending
then death
some too soon [give] up the ghost
if you die so early are you forever young?

sound and fury, sound of silence
when will the bleeding end?
I cry for the grandchildren I'll likely never have,
for the grandparents I never knew.  
if I cried as much as I need to
my 60-some percent water would dissipate,
evaporate into the abyss that’s forming,
I look at the abyss [but] it isn't mine anymore,
it’s yours
as you walk, your body tries to fold into itself.
who was your beast and where have you buried him?

what if…each person’s belief is what unfolds
if you believe in nothing that’s what you’d become

the ground is your bed, the stars your night light.
soon morning will break and melt the frost,
moving it along [your} frozen pain


Part IV – Love and Longing

if you don’t want the real truth perhaps you shouldn’t ask
[but still]
be gentle with one another the world is harsh enough
she didn’t seem really loved
didn’t seem cared for that much
clothes dropped like the delicate
gray feathers of fledglings

I've heard people say they can control
what they dream
but most are who they are and will remain

I could have loved you,
madman though you were,
sometimes the less said,
the better letting go of love
[yet your] soul goes with me always
running through me like a river...
put your hands in the earth and touch me.


Epilogue: how hard did you have to work to do it well? (a line not used)

[I worked hard but didn’t do it all that well. In spite of that, I enjoyed doing it!]
I only joined at the end of March and didn't notice the prompts at first. When I did notice I didn't realize they were for April Poetry Month. I decided to try this one by taking a line from each poem I posted during April. I managed to use all but three (thus the title). Also had to make a few minor adjustments that are in brackets.
Mary-Eliz May 2018
People sometimes call
me gullible

I prefer to say
"trusting"!
...but only to a point!
Mary-Eliz May 2018
birdsong
in cerulean sky
ceiling

green verdant grass
beneath us
lying lazily
in love
Mary-Eliz May 2018
some gifts our mothers
gave us we seem sometimes
to forget

not the teachings of how to be
kind or safe

not even the gift of love

that...

we don't usually mistake

though quite important
not her wise advice

not her bedtime kisses or
soft lullabies

all these we usually
give much sway

rightly so we should
be thankful each day

but...

I wonder if when you

look in the mirror
do you see her within

is she in your
eyes or your smile

do you have the
same shade of skin

did she give you
her sense of humor

did she give you
her laugh or her voice

do you see her hands
when you look at your own

of course, for these
she had no choice

still...

how you walk
stand
or sit

your height
and
your size

your color of hair

your color of eyes

all these and more
she gave you
by being a lover or wife

and giving to you
the greatest gift
the amazing gift of life.
My mother's been gone many years, but every once in awhile I catch myself using an expression of hers, seeing her hands or some other feature in myself. I think maybe these are the things one ponders more when their mother is no longer alive. Happy Mothers' Day, Mom!
Mary-Eliz Mar 2018
...pouring out
of my mouth,
my fingers,
my heart

all these words
aloud
whispered
living in print
(or on screen)

all these words
were gathered
and saved
by a "silent" child
a quiet, thoughtful
child

all these words
danced in her head
floated in her heart
caressed her soul

then like chance meetings
of friends
of lovers
they began to connect
realizing "safety in numbers"
feeling the power of many
consuming all the spaces
in her being

until they had to burst
like seeds of exploding plants
and the child
became florescent
Mary-Eliz May 2017
“Everyone who terrifies you is sixty-five percent water. And everyone you love is made of stardust, and I know sometimes you cannot even breathe deeply, and the night sky is no home, and you have cried yourself to sleep enough times that you are down to your last two percent; but nothing is infinite, not even loss. You are made of the sea and the stars, and one day you are going to find yourself again.”
Mary-Eliz Apr 2018
I keep reading
lovely tributes
to grandparents
especially
to grandma
it seems

I smile
sometimes
a tear
then a tug
remembering wishes
remembering dreams


I remember
kids at school
"headed to grandma's"
at the end of
school days

going to see her
going to play

I remember
my yearning
when
hearing about
the cookies she made

the stories she told
the hugs she gave

It might be
grandma
or nanny
or gran

they rang
in my ears
as I wished for
my own to listen
and understand

those names my lips
wanted badly
to form

my tongue to
taste
cookies
fresh and warm

my arms wanted
to hug her
tight

as she hugged me
back just right

my fingers ached to
brush
fine silver hair

as I'd rock
there in her chair

to tenderly stroke it
away from soft eyes

perhaps
as blue
as blue as the skies

my heart wanted
to say
I love you
grandma
I love you, I do
and
one day
I'll write a poem
just for you
I know grandparents are special. I just wish I knew it firsthand. My grandmothers both died before I was born and my grandfathers when I was far too young to remember them. Thank you to those of you who are/were lucky enough to have grandparents for the beautiful tributes I read here!
Mary-Eliz Apr 2018
You have
without knowing
reached inside
and
touched my soul
awakening it
with urgent
pulsing
like an electrical
surge

I yearn to
connect
with you
completing
the circuit

My soul seeks
yours
for a rendezvous

to mingle
in an ethereal
embrace

to share
a repast
in the soft candlelight
of awareness
and
the sweet scent
of the roses
of incorporeal
passion

filling plates
with
the words
and
cadence

wine glasses
with
the music

of poetry


You speak
the language
of my soul

whose words are
garden
          flowers
                     unfolding
                               pathways

sojourn
                   reflection
                              struggles
              ­                             life

whose syntax
is poetry
and
song

You
more than most
have taught me
to heed
and
understand
the language

to recognize
the melody

and

to dance

its rhythm
This was written some years ago upon discovering a wonderful poet, one of my favorites, Stanley Kunitz, who was also an avid gardener. I think he was in his 90's at the time. I heard him reading a poem on NPR and I was "smitten".  I bought several of his books of poetry. The one I love best has a lot of pictures of him in his late years still working in his garden.  He died in 2006, just two months short of his 101st birthday.  He's a beautiful soul. You can see it in his face, in his garden and in his poetry!
Mary-Eliz Aug 2018
Ten Word Challenge: orphan/ gilded/ scattered/ fins/ library/ pavement/ plowshares/ stamp/ outcry/ tomatoes


Orphan books at the library
scattered on rickety tables
set up on the cracked pavement
await a new home at bargain prices

Books whose stamps
of classification are faded
Some with gilded edges
like the fins of goldfish

Books rich with knowledge
ready for curious fertile minds
like soil being turned by plowshares
for corn, wheat or rich red tomatoes

Books that - if not re-homed
if tossed or burned -
would rightly cause an outcry
from book lovers everywhere
Mary-Eliz Mar 2018
-spring-
  fecund, festal
   fishing, fledging, foaling
      foliaged, flowers, fruitful, fodder
      falling, fading, frosting
    flashy, feastly
   -autumn-
Fun!
Mary-Eliz May 2017
I lie helpless on my side
eye bulging
grotesquely
body heaving
in desperate struggle
to find oxygen
mouth puffing
on a hook.
I lie for an eternity
gasping
with renewed impetus
at each bubble of surf
that teases my lips
while unrelenting waves
carry me further in
further out
scouring my underside
on the grit.

Overhead the gulls
circle
screeching as if arguing
over whose catch I am.
Finally
one breaks away from their band.
Diving clumsily
landing near my head
he follows my movement
in the surf.
In blessed relief
my under eye is scraped
away
while the upper watches
the spear of the gull's beak
as it searches
for my body's most
succulent
spot.

The spear is aimed.
My watching eye prays
to be spared
yet wanting the torture ended
begs the spear take me now.
Finding other parts
more desirable
the gull tears at my flesh
ignoring
the etiquette
of allowing death
to take
first serving.

My eye peers into
his midnight speck
of vision
and
sees itself mirrored there
and
his in mine
and
mine in his again...
souls fused
in eternity.
All the while
my flesh is ripped
and scattered.

Newly enticed
the circle of gulls return
their cries a funeral chant
raw and sepulchral.
As my gaping eye
reflects
the heavens
I watch them descend
in droves
spears ready
for the wake-feast
those awkward angels

swooping
down
for me.
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
There's an acutely thin line
between the total lunatic fringe
and that which is acceptable

I straddle the line
without
much aplomb
I'm afraid
my feet
dangerously close
to the edge of a
precipice

not brave enough
to plunge
yet
not detecting
firm footing

where the "normal" people tread

saying I care not
what they think
I watch
with both longing
and
repugnance
trying to mirror
their ways
just enough
to preserve
my secret

I have preserved my secret

haven't I?
Written when I was in a confining job. Once I left, I was my own boss...and have been since...very freeing! "Lunacy" feels great!
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
Opal
her name was
Opal
she should have been
Aunt
Opal
but she was
just
Opal

she was bossed around
and tossed around
by our Aunt Marie

we were afraid of her
Opal, that is

though Marie was no
sweet cup of tea

afraid just because she
looked different

though later
long after she’d gone
remembering her smiling round face
and thin slanted eyes
I guess we realized

but back then, we were kids
we didn’t understand
we didn’t see her much

and they didn’t tell us a thing

not who she was
not why she was there
not even that she was kin to our dad
a sister, in fact

she didn’t seem really loved
didn’t seem cared for that much
yet she was so quiet
and
calm

I’d love to go back
I’d love the chance
to smile and look up to her eyes
then
I’d take her hand
lead her gently around
and
call her my sweet
Aunt Opal!
True.
Mary-Eliz Mar 2018
How can the same sounds
at once
make my heart light
and my soul heavy

Tears forming
from both

power like none other
to move to tearful smiles
and smiles through tears

Strokes of
tenderness
creating the illusion
of floating

yet deep and weighty

Magic or
largess unknown
to those of us
who can only
listen in awe

Wishing another
chance in life
to discover how

to create

music
Upon hearing "Tally's Lullaby"; Karen Marie Garrett on piano, accompanied by cello!
As a child I ached to learn the piano. My parents couldn't afford lessons, but when I was 12, my Christmas gift was 6 months of piano lessons. I loved it and cried inside when I heard classmates complain about *having* to take piano. I always wished I had been able to start younger and to continue. Part of the powerful emotions evoked by this (and other) music stems from that regret.
Mary-Eliz Jul 2018
that crazy man Rodrigo Duterte
best watch out or he'll end up muerte
if he keeps on being a windbag
he might find himself sporting a toe tag
Mary-Eliz May 2018
The Cat’s Song
by Marge Piercy

Mine, says the cat, putting out his paw of darkness.
My lover, my friend, my slave, my toy, says
the cat making on your chest his gesture of drawing
milk from his mother’s forgotten *******.

Let us walk in the woods, says the cat.
I’ll teach you to read the tabloid of scents,
to fade into shadow, wait like a trap, to hunt.
Now I lay this plump warm mouse on your mat.

You feed me, I try to feed you, we are friends,
says the cat, although I am more equal than you.
Can you leap twenty times the height of your body?
Can you run up and down trees? Jump between roofs?

Let us rub our bodies together and talk of touch.
My emotions are pure as salt crystals and as hard.
My lusts glow like my eyes. I sing to you in the mornings
walking round and round your bed and into your face.

Come I will teach you to dance as naturally
as falling asleep and waking and stretching long, long.
I speak greed with my paws and fear with my whiskers.
Envy lashes my tail. Love speaks me entire, a word

of fur. I will teach you to be still as an egg
and to slip like the ghost of wind through the grass.
I love this one.  I'm including it in the book "Forever In Our Hearts".

My own muse is quiet so I thought I'd share another favorite of a poet I like.
Mary-Eliz Apr 2018
alleviate
remediate

bombosity
pomposity

callow
shallow

decorat­ed
celebrated

elucidate
illuminate

fantastic
bombastic

gratefu­l
plateful

humble
bumble

idealistic
unrealistic

jocund
fecund
­
knowing
growing

lush
plush

mellow
cello

noted
quoted

ocean
m­otion

pacify
rectify

quotable
notable

realize
visualize

savor­
flavor

tawny
fawny

union
communion

vow
allow

whimsical
atypi­cal

xenial
genial

younger
hunger

zany
brainy
Chose a (positive) word beginning with "a" ...selected a rhyming word that is also a synonym or in some way closely related...then same thing with the rest of alphabet. Don't know why I came up with this but it was kind of fun...and admittedly I stretched it pretty far on some.
Mary-Eliz May 2017
An elderly lady had two large pots, one hung on each end of a pole that she carried across her neck. One of the pots had a crack in it while the other *** was perfect and always delivered a full portion of water. At the end of the long walk from the stream to the house, the cracked *** arrived only half full.

Every day the woman brought home only one and a half pots of water. Of course the perfect *** was proud of its accomplishments. But the poor cracked *** was ashamed of its own imperfection and miserable that it could only do half of what it had been made to do.

After two years of what it perceived to be bitter failure, it spoke to the woman one day by the stream. "I am ashamed of myself, because this crack in my side causes water to leak out all the way back to your house."

The old woman smiled, "Did you notice that there are flowers on your side of the path, but not on the other ***'s side? Every day while we walk back, you water them. I have been able to pick these beautiful flowers to decorate the table. Without your being just the way you are, there would not be this beauty to grace the house."

QUOTE FROM LEONARD COHEN'S "ANTHEM": "There is a crack in everything. That's how the light gets in."
Mary-Eliz Apr 2018
Jubran Khalil Jubran died in New York, New York on this day in 1931 (aged 48).
"For the first time the sun kissed my own naked face and my soul was inflamed with love for the sun, and I wanted my masks no more. And as if in a trance I cried, 'Blessed, blessed are the thieves who stole my masks.' Thus I became a madman."
--from THE MADMAN (1918) by Khalil Gibran
A day late. Was April 10.
Mary-Eliz May 2017
This is a story from long ago
in the third month of the year
when on a clear and sunny day
a mighty ship set sail, crew without a fear.

They sailed along for days
on tranquil quiet seas,
clear skies, no clouds in sight
just a hushed but working breeze.

The sails were set to catch the wind
though it wasn't much.
The crew enjoyed the journey;
the captain had never seen it such.

The voyage was calm and glassy smooth;
the ship sailed along with ease.
They made great time toward their goal.
Captain Caesar was quite pleased.

On day fifteen things seemed to change;
the ship rocked a bit and swayed.
The "breeze" began to come in gusts;
still crew and captain neither were afraid.

They'd been in storms on land.
They'd been in storms at sea.
So they battened down the hatches
and turned the ship to lee.

The wind grew and swelled,
got stronger.
It moaned and caterwauled.
"SOS! All hands on deck!"
Captain Caesar called.

Black clouds grew as the storm brewed,
the sailors nervous now.
Huge waves crashed and splashed
like foamy giants pounding
on the stern and on the bow.

The ship was rocked about.
The crew began to pray.
It brought them to their knees.
As they slipped and slid
they wailed "Save us, save us, please!"

The mainsail split, the lines came loose
flapping wildly all around.
The big ship creaked and groaned.
It made a deathly sound.

Now the ship was going down.
"Deliver us from this fate.
Don't let us sink, don't let us drown!"
pleaded first and second mate.

The ship continued to descend
into the briny depths.
No help appeared, no ship came near.
These would be their final breaths.

The ship was nearly gone.
The sails had lost all starch.
As the crows' nest sank from sight,
Captain Caesar yelled,
"Beware the Tides of March!"
Repost for today's date.
Mary-Eliz Mar 2018
This is a story from long ago
in the third month of the year
when on a clear and sunny day
a mighty ship set sail, crew without a fear.

They sailed along for days
on tranquil quiet seas,
clear skies, no clouds in sight
just a hushed but working breeze.

The sails were set to catch the wind
though it wasn't much.
The crew enjoyed the journey;
the captain had never seen it such.

The voyage was calm and glassy smooth;
the ship sailed along with ease.
They made great time toward their goal.
Captain Caesar was quite pleased.

On day fifteen things seemed to change;
the ship rocked a bit and swayed.
The "breeze" began to come in gusts;
still crew and captain neither were afraid.

They'd been in storms on land.
They'd been in storms at sea.
So they battened down the hatches
and turned the ship to lee.

The wind grew and swelled,
got stronger.
It moaned and caterwauled.
"SOS! All hands on deck!"
Captain Caesar called.

Black clouds grew as the storm brewed,
the sailors nervous now.
Huge waves crashed and splashed
like foamy giants pounding
on the stern and on the bow.

The ship was rocked about.
The crew began to pray.
It brought them to their knees.
As they slipped and slid
they wailed "Save us, save us, please!"

The mainsail split, the lines came loose
flapping wildly all around.
The big ship creaked and groaned.
It made a deathly sound.

Now the ship was going down.
"Deliver us from this fate.
Don't let us sink, don't let us drown!"
pleaded first and second mate.

The ship continued to descend
into the briny depths.
No help appeared, no ship came near.
These would be their final breaths.

The ship was nearly gone.
The sails had lost all starch.
As the crows' nest sank from sight,
Captain Caesar yelled,
"Beware the Tides of March!"
Mary-Eliz Jan 2018
When my soul lies silent for so long
I ask
is it dried up?
is it sleeping?

Has the winter's bitter cold  
frozen thoughts
and feelings?
icy winds scraping through
leaving a barren landscape
where nothing stirs
nothing grows
nothing survives

what can I do?
how do I waken the soul
of my Muse?
how do I warm and thaw
the ice floes
that imprison?
subdue the winds
that chill?
break through the glacial
permafrost?

No answers to my cries
my voice itself crackled
and hoarse.
The words,
like my shivering breath
rise into nothingness
and float into the blackness
of infinity.
Mary-Eliz May 2018
oh pregnancy oh pregnancy
oh how you make the belly grow
oh pregnancy, oh pregnancy
a girl if high, a boy if low

you give us gas and stretch marks
an aching back and fallen arch
oh pregnancy, oh pregnancy
oh please, oh please won't you have a heart

oh pregnancy oh pregnancy
oh how you make the belly large
oh pregnancy oh pregnancy
you make us feel just like a barge

you make us in the morning sick
and noon and night
what a ***** trick
oh pregnancy oh pregnancy
oh how - ouch - ooh how they kick

they kick and squirm
won't let you sleep
jab foot in rib and dig in deep
oh pregnancy oh pregnancy
why don't you go and take a leap
At the moment I don't have a Mothers' Day poem...but this has to come first anyway! LOL (an old one)
Mary-Eliz Mar 2017
And the one became two
And the one became many
Yet
The many remained one
And the one, coiled
And floating in darkness, grew
And dreamed of being more
And the one dreamed many dreams
And the dreams were soft and cloud-like
And the one knew peace in this warm place

Until
The thunder came
And the heavens around the one shook
And heaved with violent shudders

She who held the heavens cried out
And her cries, coming in torrents,
Filled the air
And her voice was deep and powerful
And her lightning words
Split the heavens

Still
The thunder raged

The green man reached sinewy arms
Into the heavens
He had no mouth to speak,
Yet
He spoke
And his words fell like gentle rain
Amidst the thunder
Amidst the lightning words
Of she who held the heavens

And the one poured forth amidst the rain

And the heavens shone all around…
Mary-Eliz May 2018
what is happening

has the earth fallen
off its rotation
leaning on the edge
of oblivion

has the sun died
burnt out
like an exhausted
light bulb

has the moon imploded
crumbled
fallen to dust

I realize not

and yet

the world seems askew
out of sync

I can't find an answer
it's out of reach
beyond an eternity

my mind can't fathom
can't comprehend

my thoughts are confined
within this realm

and so
it continues

the earth spins
the sun shines
the moon exists

and I wonder
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
Who was your beast
and
where have you
buried him?
Is his crypt sealed tight
or
is it temporary?
Does he slither out
when you least expect
choking,
tormenting
paralyzing?

Who was your beast?
Does the voice persist
in your head
and
echo
in your gut
blaming,
chiding,
terrorizing?

Do fiery eyes
and
sharp tongue
raise welts
like those that burned
and
ravished
smooth
young skin,
their healing
only superficial
as the venom
seeped in
eager to impregnate
your soul
and
spawn
the next beast.
Mary-Eliz Apr 2018
pretentious nonsense

interesting that
the word bears
a resemblance
to the more modern
word "blog"
for which it is not
the root

so if you want your blog
to have a pretentious air
why not spell it
differently
and say what it really is
I know...not all blogs are "blagues"...just having some fun with words.
Mary-Eliz Apr 2018
I think I may have
an aboulia
maybe even
aboulomania

but I'll give this a
pirouette
with panache

unless I come down
with
asthenia

I'll set up a balize
to guide my figurative
calamus

as words debouch
from
my thalamus

words that have been
in the eccaleobion
for a time
aeonian

it won't make much sense
as these things seldom do
a blague is a blague is a blague
completely
all the way through
I've been "grounded" with strep...I think I have too much time on my hands!
Mary-Eliz May 2017
I spent months
setting them up

those emotional "dominoes"

black rectangles on end
balanced just so
white spots spelling out

ego
    emotions
                soul

just a sharp stroke
of a tongue
on one corner
and
they fall...
   and fall...
      and fall...

they lay
      scattered
                  and
                     chaotic

on their backs
          like beetles
unable to turn

their undersides exposed
                             and vulnerable

how many times
            can they be realigned

how many times
              before the spots erode

how many times
               before it's empty inside

like dead beetles'
                       dry, brittle shells?
An older poem I came across.
Mary-Eliz Apr 2017
A poem is but a skeleton
waiting
for mind
and
imagination
to fill the open

spaces

between the ribs

mind
and
imagination
to flesh it out

mind
and
imagination
to make it whole

for one,
full
and
sated,
it may dance
and
delight
in abundance

while another sees
embers
glowing
through
the spaces
warm
and
peaceful
yet
still
mysterious

for another
more questions
than
answers
are created
leading
down
a deep
path
of wandering
of wondering

seeking
the meaning
the light

through

the spaces
between
the bones
Mary-Eliz Apr 2018
You, my sister,
are the one friend
who has known me
all my life
and
I've known you most of yours
less
three years before I came to be
and
a few for which
I have no memory

I wish
I could recall

when I was new
did you lift me?
or stroke
my forehead?
did you sing
to me?

did you gaze
at tiny feet
and
hands
in wonder
and
amazement?

were we pals
even then?
even before my eyes
could focus
on your face
to see you
to know you?

did our spirits
know each other
and
bond in some mysterious way?
planning even then
their escapades
of
running
bare-chested, barefooted
in blazing summer sun
circling our tree
so "far" from home?
our adventures

did they see
the time ahead
when the fog would come
and
confuse?
when we'd each
be alone to struggle
with who we are?

did they know
we'd find our way
back again
never completely losing sight
of our special bond?
a bond temporarily
blurred by life
by grown up sorrows
deaths
separations

grim details
of life

like a broken branch
on a tree that hangs
by not more
than a thread
hangs on through
all the storms
clinging with all
its energy

finally
growing anew
connecting fully

better
than before
Mary-Eliz May 2017
I bend over backwards
I give everything
it never seems enough.
my shins end up kicked
till they’re ****** and sting.

they take all I have
and always want more;
graciously I oblige,
I don’t notice the pain till later
when I realize I’m sore

pained by the mental abuse
raw from emotional jabs
their cruelness I try to avert
but
I’m simply too nice to people
and that’s how I always get hurt.
Mary-Eliz Apr 2018
what point in that

a personal hell
brief but
horrible

drenched in that
which is
denounced

becoming the fuel's
further fuel

flames bursting

flare
like the inferno
of a sun'******br>
blood-colored reds
yellows, oranges
hot white

flesh
scorched
charred
blackened

licked
tasted
eaten

by the hungry flames

putrid stench

self-induced
death

to make a statement?

were those final "words"
even "heard"?

above the sizzling
sound
of
sanguine
sacreligious
sacrifice
Read today about a prominent lawyer and environmental activist who burned himself alive to protest use of fossil fuels. So pointless, a strong voice self-silenced.
Mary-Eliz Mar 2018
Let your life lightly dance on the edges of Time
like dew on the tip of a leaf.


- R.Tagore
Mary-Eliz May 2017
“My heart is so small
it's almost invisible.
How can You place
such big sorrows in it?"
"Look," he answered,
"your eyes are even smaller,
yet they behold the world."

~ Rumi
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