I want to learn your secrets;
hear the things you've never told;
reach inside and prod your mind,
burn the things that make you cold.
I wish to know your dreams,
those that keep you awake;
peak inside and try to find
a way to give your worrisome mind a break.
I need to know your sins,
the ones you're ashamed to speak;
hold your hand, comfort them away,
reassure you that they don't make you weak.
I hope to know what haunts you
in the silence of your days,
do you think of me, do you think of her?
What words do you wish you could unsay?
I yearn to know your desires,
fetishes that make you tick;
grasp your heart, feel your skin,
discover the way our bodies click.
I crave to love your soul
in all the ways a person could;
hold your fears, kiss your tears,
adore you the way a lover should.
Where I am standing now,
I can enjoy the view.
The past was beautiful,
I changed, I grew.
The present I see
as a place to believe,
calmness and contentment
residing within me.
Every step into the future
becomes the present,
then the past.
Whatever I choose to keep,
will be what lasts.
I want to hold you in my arms
And never let you go.
Like a child holding her teddy bear
Like my favorite book that I don't want to share.
I want to love you
And cherish you forever.
But I can't
'Cause you're not mine.
And you're with her.
Hold a door for someone with their arms full
Hold a door for someone with no arms at all.
Hold a door for a mother, a father, a child
Or someone who may not be here for a while
Hold a door made of glass, of steel, of gold
Of old wood and splinters in the freezing cold.
Hold a door for a stranger and a stranger may hold one for you
It seems so rare that we help, be the exceptional few
Give your hat to shield someone's eyes from the sun
Give your shoes to someone ready to run
Give your attention when someone speaks their heart
And your heart to someone who needs attention
Give something that may mean little to yourself
But to someone else may be a beautiful blessing
Say hello to a person preoccupied with life
Date with intention of a husband or wife
Make people feel special, they'll appreciate your time
Say the words that make sense even if they don't... never mind
Failure in slow motion,
it's been taking over my life.
Been stuck on auto-pilot,
taking whatever it gives me.
My hands are bound, can't make a sound.
When the time is now I'll wait til' tomorrow.
My eyes are shut but I hear you well,
I'm cold inside but I'm in hell.
I wanted to fly above it all but I'd live with it
if I was a few off the ground, only a few.
For just a second of every day, at least
I'd have something to look forward to.
I gagged myself,
stop feeling so involved.
I hung myself up,
don't act like you got a job.
I reached out in desperation,
but don't you take hold.
Don't you take hold.
You held my hand as I showed you my deepest of scars,
and I held yours as you did the same.
We each held the moment as though it were to die should we release it.
And because of your grasp, I knew it was a moment worth keeping.
I love you.
Patience, my dear, is a mature trait,
Greater than just to love, or to hate?
I would rather keep a watch on my gait,
Shall I move on, to dirty more my slate?
Have ye moved on to demonstrate,
Would ye still hold strong to wait?
My HP Poem #1398
when i felt myself being brought into it
i was joking around with my friends
preventing me from getting up
two of them wrapped themselves around me
one around the leg and one around my waist
how was it so comfortable?
how did a mere action such as this
make me feel so at ease?
it's not like i don't hug people
hugging is my main way of greeting someone
but just the way
she held me from behind
my head resting beneath her neck
her arms wrapped around me from behind
if i try hard enough
i can recreate the feeling i felt
worry and pain leaving me
as i sighed a sigh
full of relief
she held on tight
i didn't want her to let go
but the stupid teacher
called us for the stupid assembly
and as she let go
i felt my anxiety return
and as she walked away
all i could think of was
The farthest sea
I could see
With my eyes
Indeed, my inner eyes
Like you told me
Hold your breath for a sec
Hold it in for me
Close your eyes for a sec
Flow with the river
Ahead of you
Let her carry you
Sure, you'll feel her