YourNightLight

YourNightLight Nov 2018

This pain,
This love,
It's all too much.
What's going on?
Why can't I let go?

Why can't I free myself from this pain, this love.

I'm a slave.
I'm hurt,
I'm hurt,
I'm hurt,
Yet I can't let go.

I try,
I try,
I TRY!

I can't...

My heart is bound to you & it hurts.
There's a fire inside of me.
I can't release this love.. it's destroying me.
I need help..

Borderline Obsession

#help #pain #heart #love #hurt #slave #stuck #loyal #cant #fire

YourNightLight Oct 2018

Dark & Light are one

The past is the past,
let the present be a present for you.
Fully embrace all the bad that has happened just as you fully should embrace all the good.
The hard & dark & painful is what brings most change & growth & strength & development.
Look around at all the things to be grateful for & let the focus on all the negative go.
The past is the past,
let the present be a present for you.

Oct 16 2018

#past #present #life #letgo #live #grateful

YourNightLight Aug 2018

Broken Blue

I'm in a rut, when will it end, I'm sick of toxicity in my guts.
They tell me stop being bothered, what's wrong with you?
Your like a broken doll that's always wearing blue.
We don't wanna hear your cry anymore or see your tears, we wanna be happy, what's wrong with you?
I'm struggling inside, more than you know but I can feel it all too well and you turning your back on me makes me feel it more.
I'm trying to be the best me everyday, when my emotions come out to play and I make a mistake just know I'm trying my best.
I'm like a broken doll that feels like I belong back on the shelf.
What do you do when your best isn't good enough?

#depression #anxiety #negativethoughts #broken #doll #sad #blue #mybest #best #try

YourNightLight Aug 2018

Suffocate

My body is hot, within me is a flame, boiling the blood in my veins, my skin is warm & I feel bothered internally.
It won't take much to set me off.
I can't run away from myself, I can't escape these feelings.
I feel like I'm suffocating in myself.
How can I feel better, who will understand, how can I make it go away?
I don't know where to turn...

#suffocate #help #suffer #anger #hot #irritated

YourNightLight Jun 2018

Hush, hush

Little girl with the large, dark eyes.
Adorable & innocent, nothing to sexualize.
Man in black with the twisted mind.
Never thought or perhaps cared just how much he would put this little girls life in a bind.
She did not speak for a long time.
No recollection but over time, there's things she would find.
No justice was delivered.
No recognition, it seems.
Everyone has buried the trash.
No more talk about the past.
Hush, hush.
Woman with the large, dark eyes.
She holds anger & silently cries.
Hush, hush.
Keep it all inside.

#sexualabuse #hush #quite #little #girl #man #abuse #*** #sad

YourNightLight Apr 2018

My Favorite Color Is You

Like sweetness to my soul,
A love like this existing, I did not know.
A secret place in my heart you have made a home.
Call me crazy, call me obsessed, where my heart calls me I must go.
I don't know what it is that makes me so in love with you.
You don't have to do much at all it seems.
One look at you & I feel whole.
You are the missing piece.
A heart made of gold.
I love all of you & all you do.
I love your form, your mind, your soul.
You delight me.
Ignite me.
After I met you, the world had a new color to it.
My favorite color is you.
You don't just kiss me, you kiss my heart.
You ignite the flame deep inside.
Touch me deeper than anyone else.
You give me comfort & love.
For this I love you with all the fiber in me.
Your a different breed to me.
Forever mine & I'll be forever your's.
A love like this I can't ignore.

#love #relationships #truth

YourNightLight Nov 2017

Call me Crazy

Crazy is who I am.
I love with a passion & I fell for you.
So call me crazy for wanting to be there.
Call me crazy for loving you.
The truth is that I do.
I don't deny it anymore.
I don't want to hold back.
I love you & that's all there is to it.
I'm not a fighter but I fight for what I love.
You break my heart.
I give you space.
You run back to me.
I love you still.
I always will.

#love #crazy #you #relationship #breakup