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aL Nov 2018
Darling dear
Easily be read
Like a love book
So hard to talk to.

Inside my mind
Now you are trapped
In circles, you walk
In me, you're so true.
aL Nov 2018
Your smile could bring me to death,
Too much for limited mortal breath
Wouldn't you open your weary world
Only in dream my chance isn't blurred
aL Feb 2019
An evil man who became righteous will get glory while righteous man who soon turned to be an evildoer will burn in sulfur.
But how can something blame the poor? A hard rain is falling and there's no shelter for the storm, no soup for warmth, no water for everlasting thirst and just like there ain't no god.
Cause some folks god means hope.

Fate lies just like the devil always do
Sweet words could lure a confused ears, lonely eyes could be tricked by aesthetical beauty, unsoulful heart can outbeat a purer one.

Hell could be somebody's paradise. Billions of different preferences, why cant you say yours? Everyone is afraid of something, humans tremble, pain is to feel. And beauty is so subjective you don't know what's attractive anymore.

Evil exists cause god chose a contrary. All things are balance, makes things heavenly. Some are made to be unholy and some chose to worship their own body.

2.24am sixth of my February
I cant get sleep
aL Nov 2018
Your secrets
Will be kept
Safe in me
I wont tell a soul
I am hushed
I'll be alone, too
In this room
aL Apr 2020
My absence to the real world
My solidarity with loneliness
Never had I longed for daylight
Never had I belonged to life's gift of happiness
And I fear someone's words
More than blades and swords
Because I'm much easier to harm
Not much but just a human
aL Jan 2019
Pagpuna ng makatarungang nilalang sa kabila ng lahat ng mga kahabagan ng buhay. Maaaring tanging yaman na maituturing ng iyong tainga na nabibingi na sa karahasan at ingay ng iyong paligid na nilalakaran.

Naging libangan na ng iyong mga paa na tumayo sa maling lugar. Masasanay narin ang iyong katawan na maging haligi na lamang ay iyong mga paa. Sa mapangaping buhay na wala nang kasiguraduhan.

Nakaakbay ang kaybigan **** kalungkutan, mula sa paggising hanggang sa pagidlip ng mga mata **** pilit na tinatago ang hapis ng mga luhang maari mo sanang ilabas, ibahagi at iluha sa aking harapan.

Ako naman ay naghihintay, iyo ako ay tunay na mangiibig, sa iyong pagsibol, sa iyong pamumulaklak at sa iyong pagkalanta, sa kahit anong oras na iyong mapagpasyahan. Ano man ang mangyari ako ay maaari **** sandalan.

Ang pagmamahal ay tulad ng isang anino, maaari **** palaging madadala, ngunit kung ang iyong desisyon ay magkulong sa dilim, ako ay wala nang magagawa. Tanging mananatili siguro ay pagtingin kong nakatatak sa kanyang isipan.
waiting like a fool.
aL May 2019
I bummed a cigarette from a  loving ghost, again
Seems like every sins committed by these hands and lips are twice my age
How could a kiss make you old?

Told not to a soul that I would quit obsessing
cause only her smoke comforts me inside
aL Feb 2019
Do you know who you are?
Do you often see your reflection?
Did you try talking to the inner you?
Do you feel your own objections?
aL Dec 2018
Delicate touch of fate
A mist turning into a rain
Cold but bearable
Clouds make the day end prematurely,
Skies accepting the darkness
I am getting used to it, though
Liked it how we have to part our ways
So close to a happy ending
Life is such a sadistic writer
While trying to make a full comedy
Thus making our lives tragic
aL Jan 2019
That unpolished stone could be the most precious gem you've always wanted. Non-luxurious and unconventional to their asymmetrical eyesight. See things your way and will be able to notice there's a beauty in everything.

Inside of her book, a huge city unexplored and unread
Every tiny bit, every dust, every skin she shred
Is a detailed beauty that she bear
Waiting for recognition in her thin air
Shy shy
aL Jan 2019
Pagbabadiya sa panibagong giyera
Ako ay alipin na ng kaba
Sa iyo ba ay mahalaga na
Ako na naghihikahos sa dusa?
Yugtong panibago, babago sa mapait na buhay
Sugal sa kapalaran, pambili ng matatag na gabay.
Bago pa man sarili ay ilisan
Ako ay iyong na ring hagkan
Mahina pa ang aking damdamin
Na kaya pang itaboy ng hangin.
Mahahalagang salita na bulong mo sa akin
Hindi malilimot ang boses **** malambing.
Sa aking pagkakasala, lahat ay iyong patawarin
Magulong sanlibutan lang ang gumagambala sa'kin.


Ako na hirang mo, mapa~gabang
1 am blues
Bug
aL Nov 2018
Bug
Cold and gorgeous
Prefers to be alone
In her little world
I am just a moth
Bugging you
I just want your light . . . .
Bum
aL Dec 2018
***
His life, already pawned
Got nowhere to go
Basically soulless ***
Dedicated his life
To be unthrilled
He is used
On being dead
bum1
/bəm/
INFORMAL
nounNORTH AMERICAN
1.
a vagrant.
2.
a person who devotes a great deal of time to a specified activity.
aL Nov 2018
She wrote you goodbye
Letter was unsent.

Clichè, that it took us a lot
Just to laugh.
It takes a train to cry.
aL Jan 2019
Scrounging every bit of attention
Every little glance keeps her full
She wants the whole world to watch
But her soul, still unnoticed

Still searching for something she don't know, or maybe she refuses to,
Living in denial.

Too young for this,
Too young to be thinking about fate.
Innocence and wisdom couldn't just co-exist,
Life is tougher,
Life's tougher than she'll ever be.
Cold cold cold morning for my standard


Is this even a poem?
aL Feb 2019
You never liked the
corner where you sleep
Disconcerted feelings roams
around your dreams

You know and feel it
cuddles every evening
Like some nightmare
you forgot for years
aL May 2019
Now, her heart lacks a courage
then she knew that she couldn't cry forever....

Is this madness? I forgot to ask her
And how does it feel?
aL Nov 2018
This room wont contain the happiness
Of my soul when your presence is in touch,
Your beauty is so unreachable even for a man with much luck in his sleeves, you're a rare catch

In my twenty-two consecutive lonely years of breathing
I am here to enjoy this mayhem, there's no stopping.

Such an unusual sight for my sore and weary eyes,
Perfectly unique inside my cosmos
Up all night looking in the skies



Are you a dying star?
Were you a moon in someones planet?
Was I just late?
Would you wake some love in me?
5-minute
aL Nov 2018
These eyes are entertained
By looking to these stars while glittering
Other wont even take a glance
While I'll sit and take my time waiting

For life is day and night
And I chose the dark
I still appreciate your lights
But the sky is where I look for the spark

I express my love for the rain
All my colors getting drained
I am stuck in this blurry sight
And wont be enough stars tonight

I will be perfectly alone kissing this filter
Cause you wont be needing me in your arms closer
With the smoke I inhale I feel so desensitized
This now is one of the side of my dice.
love for the ciggs
love for starry nights
love for cold rainy nights, too
starry and rainy nights could not co-exist
just like my babe and my cigarette
aL Feb 2019
wake to another morning to find
all inside of her is colored gloomy
but still perfect misfit in saddest veil
but always been dreary

waiting to be read,
thousand of words made silently
watered colors by some tears
sad essence, thievery of her beauty

cheap invisible mascara
her face to bear
smile she couldn't afford
she shall not wear

lifetime was stolen,
fear lingers in feels
in such short time, forgets to be hurt
a sudden made a heart of steel


1.19am, 6th of February
Imadethis
aL Sep 2019
Bibiguin ka na ng lahat lahat,
Tatalikuran ng iyong itinuring kaagapay
Kalilimutan ng iyong mga karamay
Ngunit sa iyong pagpikit hindi ka iiwan ng dilim,
Sa pag iisa ay siya'y iyong kapiling

Sa paghagulgol mo'y luha lamang ang hahalik sa iyong mga pisngi
Susubaybayan ka ng lungkot sa iyong  pag iisa
Sasamahan ka hangang sa huling hininga mo ng mga mapapait na alaala
Mananatili sa sugatan **** puso ang dilim ng kahapon

Hindi manhihinayang ang sanlibutan sa iyong maagang pagkawala,
Mistulang ang iyong sarili mo nalang ang dapat siyang mag akay sa iyong sangkatauhan
Tayo ay nag iisa, huwag kang palilinlang sa ilusyon.....
aL Mar 2019
It's futile to stop the malevolence
because man invented the doom,
Fate says evilness is destined to prevail
Darkness is trying to eliminated the remaining pure hearts
The solemnity and tranquility of Eden, long gone
False tongues are the ones who are full of courage
And the beholder of truth, a ghost, a surrenderer, the eliminated
For there shall be no rewards waiting to the ones who speak fluent sincerity

Oh, splendor, the devilish presence inside you alone, king of your own
league, you spend on my own expenses, you waste my taxes and my minutes while knowing we could barely buy, a thought for my kind.
No one reads this
Thank you for trying
aL Feb 2019
My obsessive thought and naivety on life,
This night, no pain cures ignorance and time passes so slow, could even see myself staring blankly
People change, life moves on and I am still, unchanged and uncultured.
Neighbours sound so happy
I want to be happy

I need hallucinations to be happy
But i chose to be alone and unhappy
aL Mar 2019
I still haven't assessed my life
Endless loop of soul searching
A smile from a stranger won't end this losing streak
Well, its hard to talk about a mess
aL Nov 2018
These dreamcatchers might be overloaded everytime I open my eyes
And I woke up forgetting all of my dreams
Overly pessimistic mind in idle every night eases some pain as time flies
Nothing beats a good night sleep
At the least
I never had one, i sleep with nightmares every **** night
aL Feb 2019
Dreamy eyes,
He thinks he's not for this deadbeat town but too unfortunate to have fate of his own
Industrial amusements, dead-end jobs,
Closed parks, dying businesses, price hikes, hunger strikes, unskilled degree holders, unfulfilled dreams, unbearable interest rates.
Before being born, life decided he'll be a slave of the system, retirement plan won't be enough to buy his freedom.


A happy-go-lucky slob or a problematic working-class?
"Ahhhhh the mistery of life"
---Homer Simpson
aL Nov 2018
Sa kalyeng punong puno ng dukha
Kamalayan ko'y nabubuksan na
Sikip at init ng mundong ibabaw
Dama lahat nitong pusong naligaw

Kahirpan talaga'y dapat maranasan
Bigat ng aking daigdig napapasan
Sakripisyo sa buhay, aking puhunan
Nang kasalatan nama'y mabawasan

Makita nawa ng iyong mga mata
Lahat ay may kanyakanyang suliranin
Minsa'y humihingi rin naman ng awa
Ang iyong nang hihinang mga alipin

Maglalaho sa mundo lahat ng hirap
Banggit ng mga kataastaasan,
Ngunit sa ngayon, ang tanging problema'y; aking kabuhayan.

11:57pm 11-14-18
Walang asenso....kasi maraming typo xD pasensya
aL Feb 2019
yawning over existentialism
too immoderate for my shallowness
i only applause for big explosions
slapstick is the one i like the best

more on the eyes, less on the head
that's me.
Pop culture today
aL Apr 2019
Notice my wishful words,
Can you be lesser of a divine if you take a heed?
Because prayers now cause me a fortune
Can I please be heard? For once,
Can you make me feel loved, for once?
All my life it seems like you never answered a call from me,
Like you never knew me
Like you refused to heal my pain
11.11pm
aL Jan 2019
Clock is ticking so softly
Every second is digesting me

Your sigh is like an eerie whisper
Subtle kiss to my ears

Inside of me, everything is decaying
Wishing to put a stop in this colliding
Notes
aL Dec 2018
Roses scent wouldn't remain
Unless you've got great memory
aL Feb 2019
Life, the nightmare that never ends
forever will be in this desolation
fiends turned to friends
but it's an unlikeliness of damnation
aL Feb 2019
Pained youthful angel, contemplated on vowing a trust to a mysterious soul,
The end of solemnity of her young and
untouched heart,
In seconds of being loved innocence quickly took her wings and forbids her to fly
Sensed some magical affection immediately but waited for true love to intrude and mortality now welcomes her to the world
And the kiss, so subtle it eases her pain, finally, a portrait for her blank canvas
aL Jan 2019
I
A man chasing his shadow
Killing his precious time
His branded suit fits hollow
Felt he wasted his prime

II
A stranger, a clairvoyant, sees what's ahead with an eye
He knows her love would turn to weary as time goes by

III
Dumbstruck lover got played by his lady's lifelessness
He still in to her, he knows what she is in her best

IV
Blind man hears them talking, he knows their mouths speak
Too young to be inside of his darkness but he thinks our sight is bleak
1. Successful old man with regrets, wanting something he will never get and he is losing precious time.

2.  In most part of life, love is declining... It is not that hard to notice, with one eye--almost effortless

3. Entwined lovers, but his lover is looking for a fix. Depressed she is.

4. Anti social man. {nuff said}
aL Dec 2018
A gift,
Is an eye that could read
Gestures with filters
Like it's a book
That love is so easy to play
And just quite a bit of a feel
While your affection-twin is confused
If is it a cigarette or
A prayer that he needs
aL Feb 2019
Small city, big dreams
Century-old churches,
Closed recreational parks,
Crummy streets,
Beat-up roads, huge malls
Unpainted houses, fresher air,
Homemade pancakes for lunch,
Cheap hamburgers and skateboarding shoes.

People come and go,
Uncherished moments,
and then Johnny said, "you can't put your arms around a memory."
aL Jan 2019
Kapag naiinis,
pipikit mata nalang
Hihinga ng malalim,
saka pakakawalan

Hindi na makikipagtalo pa,
Problema ay iiwasan na
Sa dilim nalang nakikita
parin ang pagkadismaya

Pagod na sa nilalakarang kalye
Walang laman ang isip kundi ikaw
At patapos na ang ating gabi
Ngunit musmos parin, mistulang ligaw

Pinili **** magtago
aL Mar 2019
how couldn't a finger
pull a sense out of this trigger?


saviour, saviour, hear my first prayer
for years I am muted, was no speaker
hear me, hoping my words could deliver
my soul out of your anger
A finger=tongue
Trigger=speak
aL Dec 2018
Surreal lady who wears a frown into her beauty
She said, "it's so much more if you feel empty"
Her riches made her think that life is sad fundamentally
Her religion makes it worse and now she's trapped in apathy
Taking long naps will not save her from personal aches
She is confused in nights and wide awake in days
Thinking if praying could cure her non-bleeding wounds
To her, romance is secondary and it is what she wouldn't found
It ***** to be around
People are nuts, i know you are in troubles
You are used to it
All my lovesss are sent
Still you could not.....
aL Jan 2019
Bago sana sumapit uli ang malamig kong umaga,
Aking asam ay 'yong pagdalaw sa aking panaginip
At hindi na humihiwalay ang iyong alaala,
Makulong hanggang matauhan ang pagiisip

Ang pagpawi nito sa aking nalilitong kamalayan,
Mistulang haplos sa aking napapagod na katawan
Bago pa ako uli lamunin ng sangkawalan
Mamamahinga na may saya, ang lahat ng sakit ay naibsan

Tanghali na, mulat ang araw at ang paligid ay makulay
Walang ibang makita ang mga matang mapungay
Huli na ang lahat para magtanto,
Hindi rin naman ako nararapat para sa'yo.
Sangkasalan=nothingness

A girl from years a ago
aL Jan 2019
Ngiting 'di pawawari kung para ba akin
Titig ng mga mata ay kunwari ay tinitipid
Siguro'y Diyos ay nakikinig na sa mga dalangin
Malapit na ang pagdating ng kasiyahang hinahatid

Napakalapit ng landas natatahakin
Ngunit napakahirap rin gawin
Ang premyo ay ang malaman ang sagot
Kapalit ay ang paglakad sa isang sigalot
1.26am
Shy smile
aL Jan 2019
sa kanyang magulong sanlibutan
kay daming naghahanap ng kamusmusan
tila ang pagkabata ay hindi natikman
walang tigil ang pagkulo ng tiyan
sa gutom na hindi maibsan
ng kahit ilang pagkain na nasa pinggan.
ang nalalabing alaala at kaalaman
ay natapon sa maagang katandaan
aL Feb 2019
Malaya ang iyong kaluluwa na makasama ang mga naturing **** bahaghari ng iyong buhay, magpakasagana ka sa katuwaan, ngunit huwag palilinlang.

Mga mata **** huwag sana paaalipin sa hindi makatarungang kanilang nakikita. Higit pa sa makikita mo sa salamin ng iyong pagkatao, ang unang hakbang ay iyong pagkilala sa iyong sarili. Ngunit huwag palilinlang.


Kamay mo nawa ang siyang unang magaakay saiyo sa paggawa ng tama, magtatapon rin nawa ng lahat ng bakas ng kasamaan, at huwag kang palilinlang

Ang iyong isip ay gawing mapanalig sa pawang makatarungan lamang, ilayo ang iyong sarili at bigyan ka nito ng kasarilan nang hindi ka malinlang.

Kapwa, isa ka sa kaunting dahilan ng ating pagsibol. Magsisimula sa iyo ang pagbabago. Huwag nang hanapin pa ang katotohanan, sapagkat nariyan na sa iyong harapan.

Huwag itapon ang biyaya at karapatang maka-kita ng tama, maka-tutol sa kamalian, maka-pigil sa nangaapi at maka-gawa ng mabuti.
aL Jan 2019
Ang pagtuyot ng dilang hindi makapagsabi ng ninanais
Saradong bibig sa maghapon habang ang tulala nama'y mga mata

Hawak ang hiram na pagasang kay nipis
Walang nang gustong bumuhay sa natutulog na diwa

Tahimik na nakikipagusap sa sarili
Ngayon lang nagawa marahil sa reyalidad ay takot

Magbulaybulay na walang kasama
Taon ring iniwasan bago tinanggap ang tunay na sagot

Siguro ay una pa lamang ay alam na talaga ang nilalaman ng puso

Pinipilit lang sa pagtanggi at pagisip upang hindi magsisi at makasiguro
More on head than heart
aL Nov 2018
Maligamgam na hangin halina sa mukha ko'y magdampi,
Nag-aantay ng pagbukas ng kalawakan kasama ang pusong sawi.
Ngunit walang na bang liwanag sa aking b'wan?
Mga maswerte kong bitwin, hindi na rin mahanap kung saan.
Tinakpan na ng maiitim na kaulapan.
Nagbabadya na nga siguro ang taglamig na panahon
Nililimot ang mga bakas ng kahapon
May mga araw na dapat pa atang bilangin
Tanging kasama, natatanging maligamgam kong hangin.
aL Mar 2019
He spoke violently about peace
But hurt his wife and kids
In winstons eyes,
Strawberry farm is deep nothingness,
Men hate other men for strange reasons,
Love is a profitable topic,
John, oh john, you are a fraud and you know it.
Beat less
aL Feb 2019
To the lord or to the devil
To whomever I served really well
Give purpose to these unworthy & pure hands,
Touch my unknowing soul and tell
;
Which shall I inherit?
Great life of profanity
or blant righteous enternity

Is lifetime in this very soil the damnation?
I live with trembling fear for every of my actions

With these lips I've sin
With them I confessed, too
My heart knows nothing within
With my worthless words, I ask you.
Mad confusion
aL Feb 2019
Witness of broken promises
Bearer of complete unhappiness
Deep down inside the unknown
Feelings are forgotten and thrown

~
You disappoint me and let me down
I am afraid to act strange 'cause
I don't want seeing you sad.
Looking for a new place to begin,
Feeling like it's hard to understand,
But as long as you still keep peppering the pill,
You'll find a way to spit it out again

<the title is a song, note is the song's chorus, song was written by Alex Turner for a film called "submarine", a UK coming of age film or deeper rom/com released in 2010(i think) a really good movie, not connected to this poem, tho.
aL Jan 2019
Mata **** puno ng galit,
Hindi alam kung nakatingin ba sa iba o nakapikit?
Na sakin ay humahalinang  mapapangakit
Lagkit ng tingin sa aking damdamin ang kapit

Sa mundo **** mapangpalit
Ang tadhana mismo ang manguukit
Kaya nawa'y magbigay ka pa ng saglit
Kahit na ito sa iyo ay pilit

Pinakahihintay ang pagdating
Nagtagal na nga sa dilim
Mistulang sa kanila ay iyong inilihim
Ang iyong pagsibol sa takipsilim

Sa mainit na hininga humihingi ng simpleng pakiusap
Na ang kamusmusan ay manatili sa iyong hinaharap
Ngunit sa dinidinig palamang, sila na ay hirap
Sa mundo mo ay umaalis na ang ulap
Redo, na bura yung orihinal
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