"undertand" poems
probably you're paying for all sins you did,
not all at once,
but all of them feeling a little all day.
because you dom't know take what God gives you,
you just put friendships on the garbage like trash,
you deserve pay for what you did...
probably you already paid you lose who you loved more, yet you still can't thank to god for what they made for you...
maybe you suffer, and i cant undertand but you should be more,delicate and more lovely for people that love you.
I made some mistakes, but I was always there for you and you still
despise me,
you're unfrateful,
god will punish you believe in that,
because karma is a ***** and karma has no deadline.
-d.a
Apr 27, 2016
Apr 27, 2016 at 12:01 PM UTC
Sometimes I get so worried
Worried that you'll hurt me
I don't mean to
Just how my mind works
Like, I want to put all of my trust in you but it's hard
I know it takes time
Sometimes I just need reassurance
I feel like I'm annoying
I feel my path is not connecting with yours
I get so scared
So scared I'll get hurt
I've been stood up so much
I hate it
Before you I had no one
No one I trusted with my emotions
I couldn't
No one could handle them or even try to understand
I don't want to put all of my problems and thoughts on you
I need to let it out though
I know it's eating me alive
I know I still hurt
The distance is what worries me
I know why people cheat
I'm a psych major.
I know people
I know how they are
My mind is a curse
Sometimes I hate it and want to give up
Everything is just too much at times.
For someone to walk into my life like you
It's unbelievable
Its scary
I'm scared of what you can do
You have to power
Don't miss use it.
Please don't
If you must, then let me down easy.
I am the person who puts 100% into a relationship.
I will do everything in my power to please you and myself.
I like balance.
Have I ever told you my deepest fear?
Well it's love.
As beautiful as it is, it can end in seconds
I have so much to give
So much to show you
If you give me time I will
I don't mean to be of offence to you
I just want you to undertand
May 1, 2015
May 1, 2015 at 5:39 PM UTC
I want You to read me like I am
Your Favorite Book.
Gently stroke my spine and caress me with a hint of a smile
Lightly flip through my pages,
Playfully rubbing them between Your fingertips
Read my title with anticipation
Skim my back cover to undertand my "big picture"
Wonder how I see the world.
Then grab a highlighter
Or a pen
And dive into my first chapter
and tear Me apart
Highlight your favorite lines
Note your reactions in My margins
Laugh when I say something funny
Cry when the world tears me apart
Never put me down
Get frustrated with Me
Throw Me across the room
before your done
but follow me until
The End.
Jul 10, 2013
Jul 10, 2013 at 6:49 AM UTC
**life is currently kicking me in the back,
as my parents, teachers, and peers continue to tell me what i lack,
i silently listen and undertand that the words they tell me, are actually facts,
i really do need to get better at this and that,
but instead i walk outside the door of disbelief,
and on to a mat
that reads,
welcome to pursuing dreams and possibilities,**
which leads
Dec 27, 2016
Dec 27, 2016 at 10:49 PM UTC
Shrouded in darkness,
Smothered in pain,
Causing this hell,
To come again,
And will i choose to walk,
or to stay?
Or will i learn,
Learn to walk away.
Im done with this,
The light is gone,
Bust still im here,
Though i know you want me gone.
I wish i was gone too,
But you dont undertand,
What i chose to be,
I shose to be more than a man.
Im a shadow,
Im a demon,
Im from hell, and heaven,
Somewhere between them.
I surfacing,
In a world of hate,
Im stuck on in the water,
Like im the bait.
Baiting those creatures,
From the depths,
You dont want to catch them,
You want it to be my death.
Well im done with your ****
So find another sacrifice,
Im powerless,
Cause im stuck in a straight-jackets vice.
Ive got my problems,
You have plenty of yours,
Im not takeing conflicts,
Im not taking anymore.
Fend for yourselves,
Leave me out,
Like you always do,
I remember with absolutely no doubt.
Im done here,
Thanks for hearing my show,
But ask yourselves this:
What do YOU know?
May 22, 2013
May 22, 2013 at 8:17 AM UTC
SORRY, OK
I AM JUST WRITING STUFF OUT OF ME, IF YOU HAD VOICES LIUKE MINE
YOU’LL UNDERSTAND, YA SEE, I WAS TRYING TO POINT OUT
THAT, I WAS A BIT OF TEASER, LIKE THAT
I WAS HORRIBLE, WHEN I WAS YOUNG, I GOT FOUGHT FOR THIS
BUT I DO UNDERTAND, YOUR VIEWS, GAYS ARE NICE PEOPLE
I WAS BATTLING VOICES OF ME TEASING GAYS AS A KID
I AM SORRY, IF I OFFENDED ANYONE,
BUT I WAS POINTING OUT WHY I NEED MEDICATION
I AM NOT HOMERPHOBE, REALLY, I WAS SAYING
I WAS ONCE,
UMMMMMMM SORRY UMMMMMMMMM SORRY UMMMMMMM SORRY
UMMMMMMM SORRY UMMMMMMMMM SORRY UMMMMMM SORRY
I AM JUST GETTING NEGATIVE VOICES OUT OF MY HEAD
FOR CONVERSATION OK, COMPUTER
Jan 7, 2015
Jan 7, 2015 at 11:03 PM UTC
6:51 p.m.
I read the text you sent me.
It was hard, it was goodbye.
I never thought it would end
this way.
I've been selfish and careless
Broken and mourning.
But I hope you'd undertand why
And stay by my side.
I thought you cared,
But you didn't.
It was all a lie.
It was all for goodbye.
Mar 26, 2014
Mar 26, 2014 at 6:27 AM UTC
I wrote you a poem
But you didn't undertand.
for each word means something to someone,
and you're just too different to know.
I wrote about the summer
the haze and the roads
when we walked through the sickle scented fields
row by row
when we held hands
and kept on doing so.
and I wrote about the fall
the autmun wind that blows
and the pumpkins and the warmth
within houses
row by row
and I wrote about the winter
when leaves still sparsley hang
from limp trees
that the wind hasn't blown away
left over from the autumn
when snow has yet to fall
but gloomily we wait,
outsise preparing,
outside,
our houses
row by row
sled in hand
waiting for something to either fall
or start to grow
and I would write about the Springtime
but you never lasted very long
because when I described the three others
you just turned and frowned
and told me that I was wrong.
Feb 10, 2014
Feb 10, 2014 at 1:55 PM UTC
This fu@&!n app
I don't understand.
I'm following instructions
as best as I can.
I tried five tutorials,
and searched it online.
Why does this time saving tool drain my time?
Apr 30, 2025
Apr 30, 2025 at 4:00 PM UTC
This is why I don't speak
Because every time I open my mouth
Nobody likes it
I guess I just cant express myself well
because everything I say
Gets returned with hatred
I'm tired of people telling me to speak
yet when I do
they don't like it
Maybe I just don't undertand
I'm probably the one at wrong
I just don't get it
I don't know how to form coherent thoughts
even if when people read my writings
they say otherwise
I really don't understand
why so much hatred runs through us
I didn't mean to offend you
I was just happy
because I did something good for once
but I guess its wrong to be happy for one self
This doesn't make sense
like my voice others don't understand
but its the only way to speak without opening my mouth
May 29, 2018
May 29, 2018 at 5:26 PM UTC
Aye aye Captain,
the Enterpise its not.
Said reliable Mr Scott.
Wind it up, lets see it work.
Said courageous Captain Kirk.
Its a logical looking clock.
Said the inimitable Mr Spock.
Such wisdom to the face.
Said the life form made of Lace.
Tick Tock Tick Tock said the clock.
I dont undertand whats being said.
Im just a clock, that goes tick tock.
And now its time for bed.
Boing.
Mar 29, 2017
Mar 29, 2017 at 7:40 AM UTC