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"milly" poems
stuck between pride and ****** mood lurid lights, laughter, ladies, lively lips we are 96 souls away from the magic and we nevah wake up or get up, nope i swear on my momma's grave and pray may she rest in peace with good ghosts wise man told me to wear a black suit me, tho', forgot if i did so, can't help it was i trippin from dawn to dusk again probably but ya gotta triple that time and consider the weirdness of my speech dem words stumble other words upon meanwhile me and milly made luv to luv luv laid back like rasta villages, jah songs she's spreading her legs and licking 13.8, worship the fountain, that's basic gangsta poetess & burglar, membah 108 while meetin milly, i imagine her naked 64 minutes later, lolling on silver satin the lips such big perfect matches by the end of the day we float over glaciers our months vanish within a few days hihaho, tickling trip, totally toony, truly milly and tizzy equals eccentric & woozy steering dreams, mysterious mixtures golden goblets, served on light tables we falling into the floor, a voltgreen maze wondaland's gardens, we reach 'em frozen loops of yummy yearning, yeeeah all dem blankets and pillows, hundreds in a bed spacious like a football field a quarter of milly's back is my tattoo parking lot at 4:16 am, 24 k bracelet gotta look at it under the light of the sun reminds one of eazy legs & adorable greg we come, observe, read, blast and leave stuck with mental blankness, in limbo block party of creation 96, 2056 souls oh my, sweaty forehead, i'm so cold burning bloodshed, beasting bloodbath marriage of mystery and skyline tales sparkling are the eyes of yayo vampires 8 days awake, bangin in sky dunes schmock, dinosaur, sole talker
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Jul 26, 2021
Jul 26, 2021 at 6:25 AM UTC
Trippin
stuck between pride and ****** mood lurid lights, laughter, ladies, lively lips we are 96 souls away from the magic and we nevah wake up or get up, nope i swear on my momma's grave and pray may she rest in peace with good ghosts wise man told me to wear a black suit me, tho', forgot if i did so, can't help it was i trippin from dawn to dusk again probably but ya gotta triple that time and consider the weirdness of my speech dem words stumble other words upon meanwhile me and milly made luv to luv luv laid back like rasta villages, jah songs she's spreading her legs and licking 13.8, worship the fountain, that's basic gangsta poetess & burglar, membah 108 while meetin milly, i imagine her naked 64 minutes later, lolling on silver satin the lips such big perfect matches by the end of the day we float over glaciers our months vanish within a few days hihaho, tickling trip, totally toony, truly milly and tizzy equals eccentric & woozy steering dreams, mysterious mixtures golden goblets, served on light tables we falling into the floor, a voltgreen maze wondaland's gardens, we reach 'em frozen loops of yummy yearning, yeeeah all dem blankets and pillows, hundreds in a bed spacious like a football field a quarter of milly's back is my tattoo parking lot at 4:16 am, 24 k bracelet gotta look at it under the light of the sun reminds one of eazy legs & adorable greg we come, observe, read, blast and leave stuck with mental blankness, in limbo block party of creation 96, 2056 souls oh my, sweaty forehead, i'm so cold burning bloodshed, beasting bloodbath marriage of mystery and skyline tales sparkling are the eyes of yayo vampires 8 days awake, bangin in sky dunes schmock, dinosaur, sole talker
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in new york, we milly rock dance close enough to smell each other, far enough to never touch, i have my own funny stories about us, our party tricks and burning soul, we need jesus, don't we? but oh, what lies we tell we both know this life will **** us before anything (or anyone) else but i'm back in brooklyn, caught up, dress to impress pop up, car skid you loose your mind we move away from brooklyn, now we live on the face of the sun we are not lovers we just scream at each other not to switch sides, without commitment, we are nothing, we need moderation, nowadays, i try to wash you out of my mind spoiler alert: i can't i'm still stuck on those days back in new york when we milly rocked
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Aug 30, 2017
Aug 30, 2017 at 10:36 PM UTC
magnolia
St. Catharines light in the afternoon: lead oxide, pink white, dry mud shadows. They lay on her living room carpet and Anthony gloated over Milly Her cotton nightgown, her long back, and round shoulders: proof at last. "So this is gloating. It is better to gloat than to doubt. It took me a long time." Her clean faded quilt brought from the balcony rail: it Smells of clean laundry and cold air and the thrill of their power. He’s proud to be the lover of a heroine, And happy that he can see her this way.” Picnic kisses tasting of smoked oysters and beer. There were never friendly kisses of love before? "Milly, I love hearing how you defied the adults." He told Hansel and Gretel to her child, who had strep throat, And told it again, knowing it would work, Seeing the bookshelves, seeing her notebooks, Knowing that he would have his life after all: The mispronounced words of a solitary reader, The red skirt on the chair, the gold necklace of coins. Paul Anthony Hutchinson www.paulanthonyhutchinson.com Copyright Paul Anthony Hutchinson
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May 18, 2016
May 18, 2016 at 11:29 PM UTC
Picnic Kisses Tasting of Smoked Oysters and Beer
Auntie took me to Milly's place across the parade ground Milly let us in and Milly said to her daughter Elsie show Benny the blue budgie Elsie looked at me sternly and unsmiling budgie wants to sleep Elsie said budgies don't sleep in the day Milly said show Benny the bird Elsie sighed and walked to the other room where a birdcage was hooked up to a metal stand I saw the blue budgie on a perch that's the bird Elsie said glumly looking at me what's it's name? I asked why'd you want to know? She said so I can talk to it I said talk to a bird? She said mockingly boys don't talk to birds I studied the blue budgie hello blue bird I said the budgie chirped and flapped its wings it's name's not blue bird Elsie said what's it's name then? I said not telling you she said and walked off is it Elsie too? I said she turned and gazed at me no it's a boy bird boy birds aren't called girl names she said Milly came in the room to fetch a couple of plates are you talking to Billy? She asked me yes I said he chirped at me Milly smiled that's good she said Elsie glared at me as her mother walked back out the room hello Billy I said to the budgie the bird chirped again Elsie stood next to me and stared at the budgie perhaps he likes you she said I don't know why I looked at the budgie I like you I said quietly Elsie stared at me do you? She said I nodded I don't know why she added and walked away nor do I my voice uttered softly to Billy Elsie had gone and the bird flapped its wings and flew across the cage to the other side I did like her I didn't lie.
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Mar 30, 2016
Mar 30, 2016 at 12:12 PM UTC
I DIDN'T LIE 1951
Auntie took me to Milly's place across the parade ground Milly let us in and Milly said to her daughter Elsie show Benny the blue budgie Elsie looked at me sternly and unsmiling budgie wants to sleep Elsie said budgies don't sleep in the day Milly said show Benny the bird Elsie sighed and walked to the other room where a birdcage was hooked up to a metal stand I saw the blue budgie on a perch that's the bird Elsie said glumly looking at me what's it's name? I asked why'd you want to know? She said so I can talk to it I said talk to a bird? She said mockingly boys don't talk to birds I studied the blue budgie hello blue bird I said the budgie chirped and flapped its wings it's name's not blue bird Elsie said what's it's name then? I said not telling you she said and walked off is it Elsie too? I said she turned and gazed at me no it's a boy bird boy birds aren't called girl names she said Milly came in the room to fetch a couple of plates are you talking to Billy? She asked me yes I said he chirped at me Milly smiled that's good she said Elsie glared at me as her mother walked back out the room hello Billy I said to the budgie the bird chirped again Elsie stood next to me and stared at the budgie perhaps he likes you she said I don't know why I looked at the budgie I like you I said quietly Elsie stared at me do you? She said I nodded I don't know why she added and walked away nor do I my voice uttered softly to Billy Elsie had gone and the bird flapped its wings and flew across the cage to the other side I did like her I didn't lie.
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I walked Auntie's dog Dancer across by the parade grounds while Auntie did the washing in the copper the dog kept near me as we walked looking back at me to make sure I hadn't got behind we saw Auntie's friend Milly with her 5 year old daughter Elsie Dancer stopped and wagged its tail and licked Milly's hand and Elsie glared at me hello Benny Milly said hello I said say hello to Benny Elsie Milly said Elsie stared at her mother then at me hello to Benny Elsie she said stiffly no you bad girl say it properly or I'll slap your backside Milly said hello Benny Elsie said grumpily hello Elsie I said politely as Auntie said I should what's your auntie doing? Milly said she's doing the washing I said o I see well do you want to come to our place and have a glass of milk and a biscuit? she said Dancer too? I said yes Dancer too she said Elsie pulled a face and we walked back to Milly's place the other side of the parade ground and we went up some black metal stairs and into her flat Milly went off to the kitchen with Dancer following   to get him a bowl of water and us some milk and biscuits how are you? I said to Elsie she stared at me like I was a bad smell then said hope you don't stay long I want to play with my dolls and don't want you playing with them boys don't play with dolls I looked at her trying to see if there was a little bit of a smile but there wasn't just her small lips shut tight and her eyes looking at me just come for milk and biscuits I said Elsie put her hands behind her back and walked off and sat on a battered looking sofa Milly brought us milk and biscuits and said to me sit on the sofa next to Elsie and I'll go get my cup of tea off she went and I sat next to Elsie and she moved along a bit from me and sipped her milk and clutched her biscuits in case Dancer came and ate them (which he would) Milly came back and sat down in an old chair opposite near the fireplace with her cup of tea well aren't you two a pair just like brother and sister Milly said smiling don't want him as a brother Elsie said glumly that's not nice Elsie what's got into you Milly said Dancer came in and sat opposite me and wagged his tail and looked at me for a biscuit I broke off a bit and gave him some and he took it gently and it was gone in the blink of an eye then looked at Elsie his head to one side gazing at her she broke off a bit and gave it to me to give to Dancer and he took it gently and then walked off and sat down by the fireplace good dog Elsie said Milly talked about her and Auntie and about her husband in Germany and my uncle in Korea I sat a bit nearer to Elsie as Milly talked and Elsie looked at me dark eyed and moody.
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Feb 28, 2016
Feb 28, 2016 at 2:37 AM UTC
DARK EYED AND MOODY 1951.
I walked Auntie's dog Dancer across by the parade grounds while Auntie did the washing in the copper the dog kept near me as we walked looking back at me to make sure I hadn't got behind we saw Auntie's friend Milly with her 5 year old daughter Elsie Dancer stopped and wagged its tail and licked Milly's hand and Elsie glared at me hello Benny Milly said hello I said say hello to Benny Elsie Milly said Elsie stared at her mother then at me hello to Benny Elsie she said stiffly no you bad girl say it properly or I'll slap your backside Milly said hello Benny Elsie said grumpily hello Elsie I said politely as Auntie said I should what's your auntie doing? Milly said she's doing the washing I said o I see well do you want to come to our place and have a glass of milk and a biscuit? she said Dancer too? I said yes Dancer too she said Elsie pulled a face and we walked back to Milly's place the other side of the parade ground and we went up some black metal stairs and into her flat Milly went off to the kitchen with Dancer following   to get him a bowl of water and us some milk and biscuits how are you? I said to Elsie she stared at me like I was a bad smell then said hope you don't stay long I want to play with my dolls and don't want you playing with them boys don't play with dolls I looked at her trying to see if there was a little bit of a smile but there wasn't just her small lips shut tight and her eyes looking at me just come for milk and biscuits I said Elsie put her hands behind her back and walked off and sat on a battered looking sofa Milly brought us milk and biscuits and said to me sit on the sofa next to Elsie and I'll go get my cup of tea off she went and I sat next to Elsie and she moved along a bit from me and sipped her milk and clutched her biscuits in case Dancer came and ate them (which he would) Milly came back and sat down in an old chair opposite near the fireplace with her cup of tea well aren't you two a pair just like brother and sister Milly said smiling don't want him as a brother Elsie said glumly that's not nice Elsie what's got into you Milly said Dancer came in and sat opposite me and wagged his tail and looked at me for a biscuit I broke off a bit and gave him some and he took it gently and it was gone in the blink of an eye then looked at Elsie his head to one side gazing at her she broke off a bit and gave it to me to give to Dancer and he took it gently and then walked off and sat down by the fireplace good dog Elsie said Milly talked about her and Auntie and about her husband in Germany and my uncle in Korea I sat a bit nearer to Elsie as Milly talked and Elsie looked at me dark eyed and moody.
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take a close look at daniel blue: thievin' tommy's wallet floats thru his garden camouflage of a secretive spirit, bricks and daniel does it all for loads of blow milly meantime desperate since her square drawings grow into strife but that's how she acts out, love ya girl yayo, tho, remains the white magic... catch my thoughts, old friend, come over yesterday's enemy, now platin mutants lay down, relax, breathe deeply, 16 seconds eagerly governing are kingpins & eagles feel me in the midst of purple mist among dusk, dawn, and dusk, 108 hours insomnia, trance, return, greed, insights months vanish like hours, but still here you get me? this is much appreciated this is a highly desired lifestyle, kiddo especially when the mouth ironly hurts and you spot the shadows of memories
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Jul 29, 2021
Jul 29, 2021 at 5:58 PM UTC
Still Here (A Being's Insomnia)
Milly has a candy house What an invisible little house Milly told me it was not a solitude It was a gift from the childhood Milly painted it red and blue With her little scalpel See, All the puppets were doomed Milly danced to her favourite tango and suddenly all the puppets sang to the moon “It’s late, Milly you should go to bed.” Milly heard that “Milly please don’t be sad” Puppets turned to candies and said “See you again” Milly’s candy house and her little friends
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Oct 2, 2016
Oct 2, 2016 at 4:15 AM UTC
Milly’s candy house
I used to work with a guy A good friend of mine He was as sharp as anyone I knew Nobody's fool at all With laser eyes and brain He missed nothing A hard and shrewd man was he In his slightly younger days He had been a member of the Samurai The local biker gang He used to go around With a dead mouse sewn To the shoulder of his leather jacket Doing the things that bikers do One day we were hand packing Half a dozen or so of us Working quietly, for once All of us elsewhere in our heads It's the only way to cope with the boredom Steve was next to me and I heard him Singing to himself unaware of listeners And what was this shrewd hard man singing? "Milly Molly Mandy as sweet as sugar candy....."                                               BY Phil Roberts
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May 19, 2016
May 19, 2016 at 4:25 AM UTC
STEVE THE SAMURAI
Sun and moon Flower and bloom This is a cartoon But also in tune With reality The stream flowing freely Merrily, dreamily The me flowing me-ly Mealy Milly We are Grist for the Mill That’s the gist, I’m just a shill In the mist, I don’t shoot to **** I aim my arrow with love To heal, I wield this skill And I point my pistol high into the sky I will throw away my shot Again and again So that others know where to aim I am but a photon blasting into and out of the sun I am all and I am one Just begun, yet fully spun Not just having fun, I am become
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Mar 28, 2021
Mar 28, 2021 at 6:10 PM UTC
Grist for the Mill/My Shot
i trust in you and you love me forever protected, the umbrella maybe i'm scared, here and there i, then, close my eyes and speak to you you, then, answer me and calm me we don't need any poetry, God it's you and me, it's you and me... YOUR SON, Mikey, Tizzop, Max protect my mom and my dad, my brothers and sisters Elias, Christoph, Katharina, Chris, Alin and Valerie, Andreas, Dennis Nicholas, Eden, Beza, Milly, Janet, Albin, Richard, Robin, Davis, Gisi and their LOVED ONES. FOREVER. i do thank you from the bottom of my heart and my soul. forever yours, Mikey, Tizzop, Max
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Oct 20, 2020
Oct 20, 2020 at 12:55 PM UTC
GOD
I sat on the top step of the black metal staircase leading up to Auntie's second floor flat Dancer Auntie's black dog had its chin over my shoulder looking down the stairs it was a warm morning soldiers were marching on parade on the drilling square to my right the sound of voices and marching feet hung on the morning air Elsie Auntie's friend Milly's five year old daughter began walking up the stairs one step at a time holding on to the black metal rails which held up the banister rail with her small hand I watched her walk up slowly she looked at each step as she came Dancer softly growled she looked up at us what do you want? I said she looked at me pouting got to ask your auntie about borrowing some sugar my mum said Elsie said as she reached the third step from the top is your auntie in? sure she is I said did you want me to ask her? Elsie reached the top landing of the staircase and looked along where Auntie lived no I can ask her Mum said I was to ask Elsie said don't need a 4 year old to ask for me she said ok   I said and watched   as she walked along to Auntie's door and knocked on the wood with her small fist I got up and walked to where she stood Dancer just sat on the step and looked at us I waited to next to her waiting for Auntie to come to the door where is she? Elsie said moodily knock again I said she knocked again then the door opened and Auntie stood there and stared at me o Elsie what can I do for you? Elsie looked up at Auntie and said Mum said to ask for some sugar as she wants to make a cake but hasn't got enough and I am to ask if you have any spare Elsie said sure I have Auntie said and went inside we stood on the landing waiting didn't need you to stand next to me she said glaring at me just making sure you got an answer I said she looked at me with her dark eyes Auntie came to the door with some sugar wrapped in a brown paper bag be careful Elsie should be enough there Auntie said Elsie took the brown bag and said thank you for the sugar and walked along the landing to the stairs then holding the bag with one hand she held each rail and she went down with the other hand holding I walked along to the top and looked down and said you want to come out and play later she looked back up at me why would I? she said and walked on down and off the bottom step and began to walked away then she stopped and looked up and said must ask Mum first see what she says I thought I almost saw a smile lingering there but she walked on and it had gone.
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May 23, 2016
May 23, 2016 at 2:16 AM UTC
SUGAR BORROWING 1951.
I sat on the top step of the black metal staircase leading up to Auntie's second floor flat Dancer Auntie's black dog had its chin over my shoulder looking down the stairs it was a warm morning soldiers were marching on parade on the drilling square to my right the sound of voices and marching feet hung on the morning air Elsie Auntie's friend Milly's five year old daughter began walking up the stairs one step at a time holding on to the black metal rails which held up the banister rail with her small hand I watched her walk up slowly she looked at each step as she came Dancer softly growled she looked up at us what do you want? I said she looked at me pouting got to ask your auntie about borrowing some sugar my mum said Elsie said as she reached the third step from the top is your auntie in? sure she is I said did you want me to ask her? Elsie reached the top landing of the staircase and looked along where Auntie lived no I can ask her Mum said I was to ask Elsie said don't need a 4 year old to ask for me she said ok   I said and watched   as she walked along to Auntie's door and knocked on the wood with her small fist I got up and walked to where she stood Dancer just sat on the step and looked at us I waited to next to her waiting for Auntie to come to the door where is she? Elsie said moodily knock again I said she knocked again then the door opened and Auntie stood there and stared at me o Elsie what can I do for you? Elsie looked up at Auntie and said Mum said to ask for some sugar as she wants to make a cake but hasn't got enough and I am to ask if you have any spare Elsie said sure I have Auntie said and went inside we stood on the landing waiting didn't need you to stand next to me she said glaring at me just making sure you got an answer I said she looked at me with her dark eyes Auntie came to the door with some sugar wrapped in a brown paper bag be careful Elsie should be enough there Auntie said Elsie took the brown bag and said thank you for the sugar and walked along the landing to the stairs then holding the bag with one hand she held each rail and she went down with the other hand holding I walked along to the top and looked down and said you want to come out and play later she looked back up at me why would I? she said and walked on down and off the bottom step and began to walked away then she stopped and looked up and said must ask Mum first see what she says I thought I almost saw a smile lingering there but she walked on and it had gone.
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I gaze into the distance, silhouettes of cranes stand elegantly on crystal water. Behind me, moonlit mountains crouch with their caves and rocks. And the spirits, charged atoms, flutter with the wind. Beneath me, only hope, immortal like Styx cracked beckoning as I cross to that other time. I search for my dreams, one lost between dark branches. But in vain; battle, battle, clammer, gather, go, I am still…. To fall into the rupturing sky. -milly and jonte
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Jan 26, 2013
Jan 26, 2013 at 11:28 PM UTC
Hume's Moral Philosophy
Who knew someone so beautiful Could be hurting so badly Most precious human being around That i wish you could see The book i long to read and understand The smile which i hope could be real one day Amazing eyes hiding hurtful memories My only wish is that you are set free
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Nov 4, 2010
Nov 4, 2010 at 7:40 AM UTC
Milly
I don't want to be your saviour But i wish you would believe in me like i believe in you Let go and let me catch you Protect you from the outside world Pick you up whenever you fall Let me be the one to hold you when you don't want to hold on anymore Just let me be that one for you
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Nov 4, 2010
Nov 4, 2010 at 7:49 AM UTC
Milly 2
Auntie took me to the large hut where the wives of soldiers met for tea and a chat (or gossip) there was big black stove in the center of the room and a big urn over in the small kitchen where women were serving cups of tea and cakes or biscuits there was a lot of noise and voices and baby's crying and a few kids like me under 5 or 5 years old there's Milly Auntie said so we went over to where Milly was sitting with her little daughter Elsie Auntie and Milly started talking and I sat next to Auntie and Elsie sat the other side of her mum Milly staring at me why don't you two go and get a lemonade or orange juice and biscuits Milly said Elsie pulled a face not with him she said don't be daft Benny's a good boy now do as you are told and go get some drinks and biscuits Milly said firmly I looked at Auntie then at Elsie all right Elsie said glumly and we went across the room to where women where serving yes dearies the woman said what can I get you? I want an orange juice and biscuit please Elsie said you'll have to ask for yourself she said to me moodily the woman got a small beaker of orange juice and a biscuit tin of broken biscuits and Elsie helped herself staring at me I asked the woman for some lemonade and a biscuit and while she was getting it for me I said to Elsie you can around to my auntie's place and we can play with my toy soldiers she sipped her orange juice looking at me the woman gave me a beaker of lemonade and I took a few broken biscuits in my other hand and stood looking at Elsie I don't want to play with toy soldiers I'm a girl girls' play with dolls and skip not play with boy's toys and she walked off back to where Auntie and Milly sat talking and sat down I stood watching her I can come and play with your toys I said she frowned at me boys don't play with girl's toys she said and my doll doesn't like you Elsie don't be so horrible Milly said if Benny wants to come and play he will or you'll get a slap Elsie frowned and looked at the floor she was no more friendlier than she was before.
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Jul 22, 2016
Jul 22, 2016 at 3:34 AM UTC
ELSIE'S MOOD 1951.
Auntie took me to the large hut where the wives of soldiers met for tea and a chat (or gossip) there was big black stove in the center of the room and a big urn over in the small kitchen where women were serving cups of tea and cakes or biscuits there was a lot of noise and voices and baby's crying and a few kids like me under 5 or 5 years old there's Milly Auntie said so we went over to where Milly was sitting with her little daughter Elsie Auntie and Milly started talking and I sat next to Auntie and Elsie sat the other side of her mum Milly staring at me why don't you two go and get a lemonade or orange juice and biscuits Milly said Elsie pulled a face not with him she said don't be daft Benny's a good boy now do as you are told and go get some drinks and biscuits Milly said firmly I looked at Auntie then at Elsie all right Elsie said glumly and we went across the room to where women where serving yes dearies the woman said what can I get you? I want an orange juice and biscuit please Elsie said you'll have to ask for yourself she said to me moodily the woman got a small beaker of orange juice and a biscuit tin of broken biscuits and Elsie helped herself staring at me I asked the woman for some lemonade and a biscuit and while she was getting it for me I said to Elsie you can around to my auntie's place and we can play with my toy soldiers she sipped her orange juice looking at me the woman gave me a beaker of lemonade and I took a few broken biscuits in my other hand and stood looking at Elsie I don't want to play with toy soldiers I'm a girl girls' play with dolls and skip not play with boy's toys and she walked off back to where Auntie and Milly sat talking and sat down I stood watching her I can come and play with your toys I said she frowned at me boys don't play with girl's toys she said and my doll doesn't like you Elsie don't be so horrible Milly said if Benny wants to come and play he will or you'll get a slap Elsie frowned and looked at the floor she was no more friendlier than she was before.
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Auntie and I went to her friend Milly's place (a flat on the other side of the parade ground) she knocked at the door and we waited after a little while the door opened and Auntie's friend's daughter Elsie stood there staring at us is your mum at home? Auntie said Elsie glowered at me with her small eyes I'll ask her the girl said and went back into the flat there was a murmuring of voices from inside then Milly appeared o sorry about that I was in the loo Milly said come on in so we went in the flat smelt of past dinners and hanging washing we followed her into the sitting room and she said to sit down so we did Elsie her 5 year old daughter stood by her doll's pram staring at us want some tea and a bit of cake? Milly said that'd be nice Auntie said what about you Benny ? Milly said can I have a glass of water please? she nodded and went off into the kitchen and Auntie said you go play with Elsie let me and Milly have a chat I looked at Elsie who was pushing the doll's pram around the room looking at me darkly ok I said Milly brought me a glass of water and a piece of fruit cake and I said thank you and then she brought a tray with cups and pieces of cake and sat with Auntie and began to talk go play with Elsie Auntie said I nodded and went over to where Elsie was rocking her doll against her chest I've come to play I said she looked at me boys don't play with doll's she said coldly let Benny play her mother said don't want him playing with my doll Elsie said you'll let him play or I'll tan your backside Milly said Elsie stood looking at her mother then at me you have to be the dad she said as if chewing a piece of tough meat I nodded and walked with her to the pram I didn't want to be the dad or play with the doll as I was a 4 year old boy but it was better than sitting listening to Auntie and Milly talk Elsie moodily pushed her pram into the passageway and I followed glumly we're going shopping she said I push the pram dads don't push prams so I walked beside her wisely silent smelling the carbolic scent she was wearing and watching her moody glare wishing I was elsewhere than there.
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Feb 1, 2016
Feb 1, 2016 at 3:16 AM UTC
BEING DAD 1951.
Auntie and I went to her friend Milly's place (a flat on the other side of the parade ground) she knocked at the door and we waited after a little while the door opened and Auntie's friend's daughter Elsie stood there staring at us is your mum at home? Auntie said Elsie glowered at me with her small eyes I'll ask her the girl said and went back into the flat there was a murmuring of voices from inside then Milly appeared o sorry about that I was in the loo Milly said come on in so we went in the flat smelt of past dinners and hanging washing we followed her into the sitting room and she said to sit down so we did Elsie her 5 year old daughter stood by her doll's pram staring at us want some tea and a bit of cake? Milly said that'd be nice Auntie said what about you Benny ? Milly said can I have a glass of water please? she nodded and went off into the kitchen and Auntie said you go play with Elsie let me and Milly have a chat I looked at Elsie who was pushing the doll's pram around the room looking at me darkly ok I said Milly brought me a glass of water and a piece of fruit cake and I said thank you and then she brought a tray with cups and pieces of cake and sat with Auntie and began to talk go play with Elsie Auntie said I nodded and went over to where Elsie was rocking her doll against her chest I've come to play I said she looked at me boys don't play with doll's she said coldly let Benny play her mother said don't want him playing with my doll Elsie said you'll let him play or I'll tan your backside Milly said Elsie stood looking at her mother then at me you have to be the dad she said as if chewing a piece of tough meat I nodded and walked with her to the pram I didn't want to be the dad or play with the doll as I was a 4 year old boy but it was better than sitting listening to Auntie and Milly talk Elsie moodily pushed her pram into the passageway and I followed glumly we're going shopping she said I push the pram dads don't push prams so I walked beside her wisely silent smelling the carbolic scent she was wearing and watching her moody glare wishing I was elsewhere than there.
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The gun at my hip is ready to make you disappear, The club your ancestor loved is no match for mind I run, Think you’ve got the better of me, Let’s wait and see who welcomes another day of agony, Life is rough and resembles damnation, From conception, Making it to your twenty’s, ******* impressive, I would have aborted your *** Just a dramatic demon, Despite the deaths of other humans, Across the ocean, Far from where I hide, Far from where I can see, Where I would mind, Out of sight, A place where the bodies lay, Where militaries fill graves, Land of the free, land of the incubated, Indoctrinated, Intoxicated, Belated by your brutality, Why do you think I reach for my 9 milly’ Betrayed by your humanity, Why do you think my trust in you diminished? Because you are ******* human, And Darwin wasn’t dimwitted, Ignorance graced by intellectually \ lives, Sprinkled amongst the ash, However I feel like I should last, What was I talking about? That’s right your demise, At the hands of you despise, But this shouldn’t be a surprise, Since you spawned this stupid stride, I feel like picking on those who can’t find their way out of a compromise, I don’t mean to pry, But your confessional is so humanly inviting, I’ve gotta criticize your justifications for the way you live a life, The fact you can’t forget the dollar, The fact you still pop a collar, Who the **** do you think you are, You are just a bump in the modern mold, What am I saying? Oh yea you’re the prey and I seek relief, I believe in the possibilities of this species, But evolution out grew a generation of intellectuals, So who is going to take the helm? And make sure we don’t end without spewing a few words, A generation enslaved by self-entitlement, Nothing is given to you my son, You’ve gotta reach for you guns, And earn your stripes,
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Jan 12, 2013
Jan 12, 2013 at 12:32 AM UTC
Judith’s Guy
The gun at my hip is ready to make you disappear, The club your ancestor loved is no match for mind I run, Think you’ve got the better of me, Let’s wait and see who welcomes another day of agony, Life is rough and resembles damnation, From conception, Making it to your twenty’s, ******* impressive, I would have aborted your *** Just a dramatic demon, Despite the deaths of other humans, Across the ocean, Far from where I hide, Far from where I can see, Where I would mind, Out of sight, A place where the bodies lay, Where militaries fill graves, Land of the free, land of the incubated, Indoctrinated, Intoxicated, Belated by your brutality, Why do you think I reach for my 9 milly’ Betrayed by your humanity, Why do you think my trust in you diminished? Because you are ******* human, And Darwin wasn’t dimwitted, Ignorance graced by intellectually \ lives, Sprinkled amongst the ash, However I feel like I should last, What was I talking about? That’s right your demise, At the hands of you despise, But this shouldn’t be a surprise, Since you spawned this stupid stride, I feel like picking on those who can’t find their way out of a compromise, I don’t mean to pry, But your confessional is so humanly inviting, I’ve gotta criticize your justifications for the way you live a life, The fact you can’t forget the dollar, The fact you still pop a collar, Who the **** do you think you are, You are just a bump in the modern mold, What am I saying? Oh yea you’re the prey and I seek relief, I believe in the possibilities of this species, But evolution out grew a generation of intellectuals, So who is going to take the helm? And make sure we don’t end without spewing a few words, A generation enslaved by self-entitlement, Nothing is given to you my son, You’ve gotta reach for you guns, And earn your stripes,
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Auntie met her friend Milly in Milly's place at the other side of the barrack grounds and she took me along not wanting (or maybe willing) to leave me behind with the black mutt back at her place sit down Eileen I'll get us tea and biscuits o fine Auntie said did Benny want a drink? Milly asked would you like a drink Benny? Auntie asked have you lemonade? I asked Milly said no but she had orange juice the stuff you can give babies but it's good stuff Milly said I said that'd be good her daughter Elsie came in to the room straight faced carrying a doll by the neck (motherly kid) hello Elsie Auntie said hello Elsie replied and walked to her mother and took hold of her skirt are you shy? Auntie asked the kid said nothing but stared at me with her beady eyes Elsie Eileen asked you a question it is rude not to answer Milly said not shy Elsie replied her eyes not leaving me I looked at the doll (slowly being strangled) it had a dull pink dress on and little else its hair was yellowy dull and matted nice doll I said Elsie looked at me deeper and said her name's Miss White why Miss White? I asked because she is white Elsie said or pink I said Auntie and Milly talked over by the oven where Milly was stirring something she's white Elsie said my dad brought it back from Germany is it a German doll? I asked no she said glumly it's China and looked at her mother by the oven o I said can I play with it? no she said get your own doll she hugged her doll tighter to her chest I don't want a doll I just want to play with your doll I said well you can't she said o right I said 4 year old boys don't play with dolls they play with guns and toy soldiers and such stuff she said have you got any guns or toy soldiers? I asked no she said and walked away and that was me done for for the day.
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Oct 29, 2015
Oct 29, 2015 at 4:29 AM UTC
AT MILLY'S PLACE 1951
Auntie met her friend Milly in Milly's place at the other side of the barrack grounds and she took me along not wanting (or maybe willing) to leave me behind with the black mutt back at her place sit down Eileen I'll get us tea and biscuits o fine Auntie said did Benny want a drink? Milly asked would you like a drink Benny? Auntie asked have you lemonade? I asked Milly said no but she had orange juice the stuff you can give babies but it's good stuff Milly said I said that'd be good her daughter Elsie came in to the room straight faced carrying a doll by the neck (motherly kid) hello Elsie Auntie said hello Elsie replied and walked to her mother and took hold of her skirt are you shy? Auntie asked the kid said nothing but stared at me with her beady eyes Elsie Eileen asked you a question it is rude not to answer Milly said not shy Elsie replied her eyes not leaving me I looked at the doll (slowly being strangled) it had a dull pink dress on and little else its hair was yellowy dull and matted nice doll I said Elsie looked at me deeper and said her name's Miss White why Miss White? I asked because she is white Elsie said or pink I said Auntie and Milly talked over by the oven where Milly was stirring something she's white Elsie said my dad brought it back from Germany is it a German doll? I asked no she said glumly it's China and looked at her mother by the oven o I said can I play with it? no she said get your own doll she hugged her doll tighter to her chest I don't want a doll I just want to play with your doll I said well you can't she said o right I said 4 year old boys don't play with dolls they play with guns and toy soldiers and such stuff she said have you got any guns or toy soldiers? I asked no she said and walked away and that was me done for for the day.
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Saturdays we left for epic adventures
Through snow capped Kashmiri mountains Falling in love amid flowering Swiss fields Dancing wildly in dimly lit Spanish bars After two hours we'd stop for Intermission For fried pakoras and warm ketchup Or cold chai spiced with Milly Aunty's gossip as old as the stained theater seats From Monday to Friday we’d work In offices in warehouses in farmyards Until late nights became early mornings
And our bowed heads kissed concrete With our eyes blind & our ears deaf silently waiting for our stars to come
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Jun 24, 2017
Jun 24, 2017 at 7:32 PM UTC
Bollywood Saturdays
to love a person, is a risk rejecting this risk, means to reject love -- what does this mean? i love a girl called milly she likes her cousin and sometimes, i'm scared imagining her soft skin these hands, touchin anotha dude; FUCKK! but i be good, my friendz cause i called popz his old voice calmed me my popz has become a real friend by now; he's experienced listen to dem old ones you be good, too..
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Oct 25, 2020
Oct 25, 2020 at 8:47 AM UTC
Fear Of Love
Auntie took me to the hut where the wives of army men could meet and talk and drink tea and eat home-baked cakes or buns it was quite crowded with wives and their kids and she saw Milly and her daughter Elsie and walked over to them where they were sitting here sit here next to me I'll get you a tea and cake Milly said o thank you Auntie said Benny you go with Milly and she'll get you something so I walked with Milly and she got me a beaker of orange juice and I took a cake and she got Auntie's stuff and we walked back Elsie was sitting the other side of Auntie and stared at me as I approached move up Elsie Milly said let Benny sit down next to his auntie Elsie pulled a face and moved along a seat unhappily and sat staring at me I wanted to sit there she said it's my auntie I said she's my Mum's friend and my friend Elsie said you're not I sat in-between Auntie and Elsie she pouted and glared with her little eyes I'm 5 and the oldest of us so I should sit where I want to she muttered I sipped my orange juice didn't you bring your doll? I asked her no it wanted to sleep and its too noisy in here she said maybe I can see your doll at sometime? I said no it doesn't like you she said I nibbled my cake did you want some of my cake? I asked her looking at her not if you've touched it she said Milly moved a hand across and slapped Elsie's leg don't be so horrible to Benny she said sorry about her Benny she's got a mood on her Milly said and sat back and talked to Auntie again Elsie pouted harder and stared at her reddening leg your fault she whispered rubbing the redness want to look out the window at the parade ground and look at the soldiers marching by I said she sighed softly suppose can she said we got off the chairs and walked through the crowded room and across to a window at the other end and climbed on chairs to look out she held my hand to steady herself then let it go and we stared out at the ground and at soldiers marching by I thought I saw a tear in her 5 year old eye.
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Apr 22, 2016
Apr 22, 2016 at 2:51 AM UTC
TEAR IN EYE 1951.
Auntie took me to the hut where the wives of army men could meet and talk and drink tea and eat home-baked cakes or buns it was quite crowded with wives and their kids and she saw Milly and her daughter Elsie and walked over to them where they were sitting here sit here next to me I'll get you a tea and cake Milly said o thank you Auntie said Benny you go with Milly and she'll get you something so I walked with Milly and she got me a beaker of orange juice and I took a cake and she got Auntie's stuff and we walked back Elsie was sitting the other side of Auntie and stared at me as I approached move up Elsie Milly said let Benny sit down next to his auntie Elsie pulled a face and moved along a seat unhappily and sat staring at me I wanted to sit there she said it's my auntie I said she's my Mum's friend and my friend Elsie said you're not I sat in-between Auntie and Elsie she pouted and glared with her little eyes I'm 5 and the oldest of us so I should sit where I want to she muttered I sipped my orange juice didn't you bring your doll? I asked her no it wanted to sleep and its too noisy in here she said maybe I can see your doll at sometime? I said no it doesn't like you she said I nibbled my cake did you want some of my cake? I asked her looking at her not if you've touched it she said Milly moved a hand across and slapped Elsie's leg don't be so horrible to Benny she said sorry about her Benny she's got a mood on her Milly said and sat back and talked to Auntie again Elsie pouted harder and stared at her reddening leg your fault she whispered rubbing the redness want to look out the window at the parade ground and look at the soldiers marching by I said she sighed softly suppose can she said we got off the chairs and walked through the crowded room and across to a window at the other end and climbed on chairs to look out she held my hand to steady herself then let it go and we stared out at the ground and at soldiers marching by I thought I saw a tear in her 5 year old eye.
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We stood, Auntie's dog Dancer and me, on the black metal balcony looking at the soldiers marching on the parade ground over the way; sergeants bellowing at marching feet and turned heads. Dancer wined. I stared. Elsie walked past on edge of the parade ground looking at the soldiers; her small face unsmiling, her eyes peering. Slowly she climbed the black metal stairs up to the balcony. Dancer turned and growled; I stood watching her climb. She was Auntie's friend Milly's 5 year old daughter, a bit older than I was. She stood on the top step and stared at us both: will he bite? She said. No he won't bite, he just growls, I said. She walked towards us gingerly, her eyes glaring at Dancer, who looked away and watched the soldiers again through the bars of the balcony. She stood next to me: Mum said I can play with you if I want to, Elsie said, but not to get into mischief, her voice was moany. I never get into mischief, I said. Elsie stared at me. Mum said you climbed under one of those gates back there with your dog, and was climbing a window looking at soldiers in a classroom, Elsie said matter of factly. Who told you? I said. Mum said she heard it from a sergeant, but never told your auntie in case you got into trouble, Elsie said, her eyes studying me. O, yes I remember that, I said; what shall we play? She looked at the balcony, then the dog, then at me. Why didn't you tell your auntie? She said. Don't like worrying people, I said. She looked down at the parade ground: the soldiers were falling out and walking off. What do you want to play? I said. Not sure I want to play with boys who get into mischief, she said, then she walked away and down the stairs. I played with the dog Dancer instead.
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Jun 28, 2016
Jun 28, 2016 at 2:58 AM UTC
NO DATE THAT TIME 1951.
We stood, Auntie's dog Dancer and me, on the black metal balcony looking at the soldiers marching on the parade ground over the way; sergeants bellowing at marching feet and turned heads. Dancer wined. I stared. Elsie walked past on edge of the parade ground looking at the soldiers; her small face unsmiling, her eyes peering. Slowly she climbed the black metal stairs up to the balcony. Dancer turned and growled; I stood watching her climb. She was Auntie's friend Milly's 5 year old daughter, a bit older than I was. She stood on the top step and stared at us both: will he bite? She said. No he won't bite, he just growls, I said. She walked towards us gingerly, her eyes glaring at Dancer, who looked away and watched the soldiers again through the bars of the balcony. She stood next to me: Mum said I can play with you if I want to, Elsie said, but not to get into mischief, her voice was moany. I never get into mischief, I said. Elsie stared at me. Mum said you climbed under one of those gates back there with your dog, and was climbing a window looking at soldiers in a classroom, Elsie said matter of factly. Who told you? I said. Mum said she heard it from a sergeant, but never told your auntie in case you got into trouble, Elsie said, her eyes studying me. O, yes I remember that, I said; what shall we play? She looked at the balcony, then the dog, then at me. Why didn't you tell your auntie? She said. Don't like worrying people, I said. She looked down at the parade ground: the soldiers were falling out and walking off. What do you want to play? I said. Not sure I want to play with boys who get into mischief, she said, then she walked away and down the stairs. I played with the dog Dancer instead.
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Auntie said to play on the black metal balcony while she gave the flat a good clean through Auntie's mutt was sent out too and we stood looking out over the barrack ground it was a warmish November day and in the distance I could hear soldiers marching on gravel and sergeants bellowing at them the mutt's ears lifted up and he made a groaning noise and Milly(Auntie's friend) with her daughter Elsie came up the black metal stairs at the side of the flats and along towards us is your auntie at home Benny? she said I looked at her she was wearing a grey dress and an old brown coat her daughter Elsie stared at me unfriendly yes I said she's spring cleaning the place o maybe I've come at a bad time she said looking at me shall I go tell her you're here? I said o if you would she said so I went in and told Auntie and she came out with me O Milly just having a clean around you want to come in for a cup of tea and biscuits Auntie said o I don't want to disturb you while you're busy Milly said o I can do it later come on in I could do with a chat and tea Auntie said the daughter pouted her small lips and looked at me with her small eyes you stay out there with Benny her mother said do I have to? Elsie said glumly yes you do her mother said and they went in and shut the door the mutt lay down and closed its eyes I stared at Elsie want to play a game? I said no she said and walked away a few paces and stared out at the barrack grounds I've got a ball we can play catch with I said don't want to play catch she said in a moaning voice she gazed at me I was 5 years old yesterday and you're still 4 years old so I'm oldest and so choose what game to play if I decide to play at all I'm nearly 5 years old I said don't matter none because I am 5 and you are not and so I choose what game she said glaring at me I sighed softly ok what game do you want to play then? I said eyeing her features catch she said we'll play catch with the ball so I went to a box by the front door (where the mutt kept its things) and took out a rubber ball and showed it to her it looks chewed she said it's the mutt's ball I said it's all I have she frowned and said is it wet with dog's slime? no I said it's dry now she gazed at the ball in my hand is it clean? sure it is give it to me she said I gave her the ball and she wiped it on her green coat and looked at it then she stared at me guess it will have to do she said moodily if it goes over the balcony she said you'll have to go get it she added I looked at her white ankle socks and black battered shoes and hair in ribbons ok I said with a smile but she didn't smile back soldiers still marched and sergeants bellowed and the sky looked black.
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Dec 11, 2015
Dec 11, 2015 at 3:25 AM UTC
GAME OF CATCH 1951
Auntie said to play on the black metal balcony while she gave the flat a good clean through Auntie's mutt was sent out too and we stood looking out over the barrack ground it was a warmish November day and in the distance I could hear soldiers marching on gravel and sergeants bellowing at them the mutt's ears lifted up and he made a groaning noise and Milly(Auntie's friend) with her daughter Elsie came up the black metal stairs at the side of the flats and along towards us is your auntie at home Benny? she said I looked at her she was wearing a grey dress and an old brown coat her daughter Elsie stared at me unfriendly yes I said she's spring cleaning the place o maybe I've come at a bad time she said looking at me shall I go tell her you're here? I said o if you would she said so I went in and told Auntie and she came out with me O Milly just having a clean around you want to come in for a cup of tea and biscuits Auntie said o I don't want to disturb you while you're busy Milly said o I can do it later come on in I could do with a chat and tea Auntie said the daughter pouted her small lips and looked at me with her small eyes you stay out there with Benny her mother said do I have to? Elsie said glumly yes you do her mother said and they went in and shut the door the mutt lay down and closed its eyes I stared at Elsie want to play a game? I said no she said and walked away a few paces and stared out at the barrack grounds I've got a ball we can play catch with I said don't want to play catch she said in a moaning voice she gazed at me I was 5 years old yesterday and you're still 4 years old so I'm oldest and so choose what game to play if I decide to play at all I'm nearly 5 years old I said don't matter none because I am 5 and you are not and so I choose what game she said glaring at me I sighed softly ok what game do you want to play then? I said eyeing her features catch she said we'll play catch with the ball so I went to a box by the front door (where the mutt kept its things) and took out a rubber ball and showed it to her it looks chewed she said it's the mutt's ball I said it's all I have she frowned and said is it wet with dog's slime? no I said it's dry now she gazed at the ball in my hand is it clean? sure it is give it to me she said I gave her the ball and she wiped it on her green coat and looked at it then she stared at me guess it will have to do she said moodily if it goes over the balcony she said you'll have to go get it she added I looked at her white ankle socks and black battered shoes and hair in ribbons ok I said with a smile but she didn't smile back soldiers still marched and sergeants bellowed and the sky looked black.
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My name is Milly Aswillbe, I wish there was just one of me, But in fact, there’s twenty-three, Each takes their time and place To occupy my frame and face, And have their stint upon the stage Being good or madly rage Or being sweet and kind Or being wild and speak their mind, Each has a different name from mine One of which is Cassy Kline, But each is odd to some degree, For each is some part of me.
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Jun 24, 2012
Jun 24, 2012 at 11:33 AM UTC
ALL FOR ONE.