V liv

V liv Nov 2018

What friends?
All I have is myself.
Or a broken shell of her.

#alone #isolation #broken #notthesame #friends #relocation #shell #introvert #extrovert

V liv Nov 2018

What do I feel for you
Is it nothing
Is it everything
Have I fallen
Or have I found a way to plug up this hole he left behind
I want you
That way
The way that makes our hearts pound
And your cheeks flush
I know that
I think that
But do I want you
The other way?
The way that makes my heart swell
And my mind rush
I don't know
I can't even type your name
I can't even bare for it to be true
How I feel for you
Because I know
I know that I know
you don't feel it
you won't feel it
Whatever it is
If it is anything
I know.

#love #rejection #unsure #infatuation #passion #feelings #heart #soul #temporary #fling

V liv Nov 2018

Responsibility

I just want to cry
and die
But I cant
cry
or die
I have **** to do

#responsibility #life #busy #stress #cry #die #pushthrough

V liv Nov 2018

Fam

Happy
At-last
At-least
For now
With them
Family

#family #happy #love #moments #littlemoments #temporary #everlasting

V liv Nov 2018

Snooze Button

Sleep is so peaceful
Life is so bitter

#snooze #button #sleep #peaceful #life #bitter

V liv Nov 2018

A brief lapse followed by a revelation

If this car crashed right now
I would die
But the other people in this car don't deserve to die
If I were to jump out of this car right now
I would die
But the other people in this car don't deserve that guilt
So I sit
I stay in this car and I will be in this car for the rest of my mediocre life

- I'm good and I would never-

#mediocre #life #***** #failure #grief #guilt #die #jump #car

V liv Nov 2018

Done

Missing you
Doesn't mean i'm wishing for you
Reminiscing the moments
Doesn't mean I would re-live them

#missing #ex #love #done #wishing #reminiscing #memories #moments