I’m fading back
It’s achin’

Two times I cried
Times are changing
It’s a blue day  
wasn’t always that way
To see you smile
And be okay .
I’ll sip the vial
Goodbye I’ll say

Forget my stain
Bring ease
To my tired brain .
If only I
Could be so sure
That this could end what I’ve endured
Maybe no
Hard to tell.
Maybe so
But straight to hell

Know I’m wrong
but can’t deny
Being gone
But want to fly
See me here
On another ledge
Fall into
My sunken head

Like an old friend inviting you to come inside.
Familiar. Comforting.
It will grasp you in its arms and hold you close;
And when you're ready to leave, it wont let you go.
You will beg and plead to be happy,
and it will put up a fight.
It will make you think that the only way to escape it is to take your own life.
If you are lucky, you can break free;
and it will sit and watch you from afar.
Calling your name.
Welcoming you back into it's arms.
It will intrude your thoughts.
Make you think you are worthless.
That you're better off dead.
Just keep telling yourself that it's all in your head.
Keep moving. You will get far.
Depression is not who you are.

Hey stranger,
You look sort of weathered
A simple smile can make your world better
But I wait .
I’ll try
I’ve put something together
Crying eyes and no replies will soon seem tethered

And that claddagh means nothing
Trust me I know
I got my own tunes that are running

She cries again
And I lost my head
Can’t wait till you tell me
This has to come to an end.

I’ll pretend it’s all good
And act all together
I’m just alone and I needed a friend
Once a day I can just see you again

It's 4 am and I can't keep up ,
Thoughts in my head fill like a cup
Tragedy strikes and hunger kicks in
Closing the void we've crushed so thin

Oh baby it's fine
We all need some time
Something's are not so kind
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Patience is cruel but rewarding
Throwing out all until the morning .

what sins are we in
Bathing our selfs with feeling so grim
What happened to the words that came so easy
Feelings we had were so appeasing

Just like the water, air and the sand
We shape each other like this ridged land .
Carving out for better or worse
Everything heals, it just needs work
But
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What a horrible night to have a curse .

Back to black I chose this
I don't want to lose this.
Feelings are strong the love is there
We need to throw this in the air.
My darling so sweet I need to hear you say it again
I need to hear our creativity mend.
A whirlwind of love
A whirlwind of death
Show me what's inside that chest.
Lets clear I love you my dear .
Here's to a million more years

2 eagles circling in the air .
Effortlessly hanging
Slowly spiralling to the earth .
10am
Notice the moon still in the sky
Chilly but the sun provides a temporary blanket.
Loads of people walking for cancer.
It makes me reconsider my habits .
Amazed the moon is out and the birds are still slowly stalking what ever prey lies in the fields.
I glance over to the west and more birds are gliding. Together in unity
People marching. Together in unity .
All for a cause .
The moon and sun in the same sky
Together in unity .
I was thinking of the woman that loves me .
While she works so hard to keep afloat I'm here alone
But still feel like we are together in unity

She leaves it open
Eyes are closed
Ignoring me
She’s leaving clothes

I guess it was the foul play
That made you think it was okay
Don’t treat me that kind of way
Did you forget what I did
Yeah You’re just a kid.

So she thinks ‘I’m in the clear’
Cuz I made the rules here
Did you really think
This was gonna end well.
I was a fool to really care right

Gave you my heart
gave you my Ear,

It wasn’t where I wanted to be
But when someone is suffering

I can’t let them free.


It didn’t mean anything right
For All those sad nights .
Wasn’t looking at your backside
Actually wanted you to be alright .
Who was the one that brought you there
I thought I was owed a thanks.
Turns out all your moods are blanks .