They don't always go hand in hand I love you with all my heart But I don't trust you anymore I wish I could and I'm trying to forgive you But something keeps holding me back Maybe it's for the better though I tend to trust all the wrong people Mistake poison tipped arrows For cupids call to love
I trusted you, more than enough. I had closure, just not enough. I was woman, more than enough. You had me, just not enough. You taught me, more than enough. I loved me, just not enough. I loved you, more than enough. You loved me, just not enough.
1:42am 10/5/2015 i want to scream to the sky the same sky that i told id love you forever and you promised youd never leave and scream with all the breath left in me that i am terrible at keeping time and you are terrible at keeping promises
1:49am 10/5/2015 I'm not in love with you anymore, I'm just so ******* hung up on how stupid I feel for having believed anything you ever promised me. I know you meant it. But I'm still as broken as those promises. I have an ex ******* fiance now for ***** sake **** **** me
To trust is to give yourself wholly to someone You have no secrets You have no wall in which you hide behind and cry You have nothing to protect yourself from the times when your guards down
Your defenseless if they want to hurt you You are weak if you trust some say You let yourself open to someone Which sometimes makes it hard to be brave
Why would you let this person into yourself? Welcome them with open arms Why let them have ammunition to hurt you with? It's like you have given them a loaded gun Why would you let them have that much power over you?
That is stupid So stupid but humans are stupid They let themselves trust Let their love for another bring them to their knees
I was stupid enough to trust That person let me down Now I know that trust is stupid I'm stupid for loving again
For letting my hopes get up Because they always crash and burn And it takes years for me to pick up all the tiny pieces of my heart I know now I can't trust I just can't anymore
Everyone in the world find it impossible to not hurt each other To take the trust & break it To exploit the trust that was bestowed to them To hurt
Because that's What people do That's why I can't trust Not anymore
I shatter on the floor in many pieces; My jagged edges sharp and menacing. Putting me back together takes sweat, blood and patience, but I am forever altered. From afar I look complete, Come closer and you can see that I'm held together only by sheer determination. Time will allow the painful betrayals to fade until I'm brave enough to try again. However, I tip-toe carefully, always hesitating.
To the one who lost my trust: You can go **** yourself.
I promise I still love you, but I tried. I trusted you and you dropped me, planned on picking me up at your convenience where I accepted with a warning and a second chance. You had your warning and nothing changed. You have to earn my trust, not expect it.