certain pieces of me
still want you by my side
still want to hear the sound of your voice
but they're like fallen leaves in autumn
while the wind that blows and scatters them
are the pieces of me
that never want to see you
and never want to talk to you
ever again

Don't mess up
Other people's feelings
When they're done
With all
The crap
That you
Caused them.

Don't come back
And smile at anyone
Like nothing
Ever happened
In the past
That made them
Hate you forever.

They're living fine
They're doing great
You don't need
To step into the picture
All over again
Because it's over
And you can't bring it back.

I feel so much and I try too hard
But none of that impacts you at all.
I give you everything you ask
And everything more that I can.
You always take it for granted
Where your genuine thanks is rare
And then the heart I give to mend
Your own is just given away
To the people who destroyed yours.

You’re the kindest to everyone
But me, who is kindest to you.
I’m better off done.

My feelings disappeared
Melted away
With all of you
All there is left of me
Is empty thoughts
Unsponken words
And dry tears
... ******

i am crawling
on the floor,
looking for
the dignity
i lost, when
i told you
i loved you.

I guess I won that stupid fight of "I love you more."

The heart it leaves is broken and cracked
All that remains can't get itself it back
In the withering hours of the starless night
The tattered bits work hard to make themselves right
As the dark and cold winds blow across those feverish dreams
Pieces slowly get sewn but it's less effective than it seems
The air holds a certain mystique hidden under a scary mask
With feelings of pain and envy, and questions too difficult to ask