I am sorry.
Sorry that I thought of you every second.
Sorry that I smiled every time I thought of you.
Sorry that I called every night to ask if you were okay.
Sorry that I texted you endless paragraphs about how much I adored you.
Sorry that I ever loved you.
I am so so sorry that I thought you loved me like I loved you.
We were everything till it became nothing.
Did I love him right away?
I don’t even think I liked him right away
He was cold, he was reckless, he was bitter
But his smile, when he smiled, he could light up a room
Did he love me right away? Of course not
I was loud, I was gaudy, I was too chipper and my laugh could make ears bleed
But somewhere along the way, somewhere along those years from 18-23...it started blending together and made perfect sense
I kept him alive and he kept me safe
Now here we are
And when we see each other on the street we might wave and we might share a smirk
But that is nothing compared to the energy we could have between us if things had gone differently
Nothing can compare to the epic love story that may have been, could have been, would have been
Just take me to the stars
So brilliant and so bright
What we were, what we are
Let's learn it all tonight
Let's fly up on past mars
From where we ran away
Healing Homeworld's old scars
We'll take you there someday
Yes, we come from the stars
But now we can't go back
Least not to open arms
For fear of an attack
But one day we'll show you
That land from where we came
But know that once we do
Things will not be the same
So let's go to the stars
Like diamonds in the sky
What we were, what we are
Up in a ship on high
Steven Universe fan poem.
Be gentle, because they don’t know any better. I know that you’re the child, and I know that you’re scared, and I know that it isn’t your job to be gentile or kind but I also know that being gentile is easier than being angry.
Make sure to give up your heart and soul first. Take your feeling and put them into a box, and shove that box far away because God knows that they’ll only heart them anyways.
Read well and often. Send your mind into a new, completely different world for a little while. You need it. We all need it.
Learn how to be distant. Learn how to love from afar. Being close will only hurt more in the long run.
The most important part of loving an alcoholic is loving you first. You are not your parent’s mistakes. You are not what caused them to break so harshly that they turned to a bottle rather than a book, a drink rather than their daughter.
I learned how to love an alcoholic before I learned to love myself. And to this day, I’m still learning.
When I was 10 my mum Told me that
I was special
The Next day was the First time
she told me to shut up
When I was 14 my Friends told me that
I was funny
The Next day I Heard them laugh about me
And when I was 16
You told me I was beautiful
You told me you loved me
You told me you would do anything for me
But I did not believe you
Because I learnt that people don't mean
What they say
And I did not want to get disappointed again
been that missing piece;
that missing piece of me
that mystery in my life
only through your eyes
can I see myself
and a new way
a new life of
I know true love!
my one star in the dark of night
my true beating heart delight
the truest beauty that holds my sight
my Sun, my forever shining light.
The beauty in my life is all YOU!!!