Feeling empty and worthless and meaningless and alone how can I make it stop I need to make it stop it hurts I feel like i am burning will it ever stop please tell me that someday it will stop because if not I need to make it stop
Sometimes when I look in the mirror I see nothing but a shattered soul pieces are missing and I am searching and searching and searching but I can't find them What if I am never going to find them? What if I am never going to be complete?
I am not a bad girl I will not hurt you on purpose or play hard to get I will smile when you smile and cry when you cry Maybe I am not as fun as she is But I love you I truly love you And i hope this is enough
We drink alcohol and smoke cigarettes and kiss ****** boys that don't care about us Just to forget about life We want to feel the rush the adrenalin because in reality we have that boring job and that one ****** boy that doesn't text back. reality hurts and we don't want to feel pain
I did not want this I did not want to catch feelings for you or smile every time you text or wait for a message instead of sleep or smile at you when you're not lookin' or laugh about your ****** jokes or look in your **** ordinary eyes and feel like they're not ordinary at all.