i am stuck.
i gave you air to fill your lungs,
yet, you still chose to go to those who pollute them.
i gave you changing colors,
shades of yellow, red, orange and green.
yet, you love those who are only black and white.
i gave you a solid foundation,
made a pact to always be there.
yet, you went to crumbling concrete.
you made me feel like i was rotting
when i was still firmly planted on the ground,
and as parts of me began to fall around you,
you stood by me,
but looked into her eyes instead.