I sometimes shine
And I don't know
Where that comes from.
It's something from inside,
Something I am still not aware.
Somehow I connect,
Somehow I surprise,
Somehow I am there.
But I often disappear,
And that, too,
I don't know why.
It's just an undescribable need for space.
In loneliness I try to find
This light
But the more I seek,
The further I get.
The more I think of it,
The less I have.
Maybe I should get used to it,
Surf these waves,
Hide from the storm
(Inevitable),
Float during a calm tide.
I know I have it
I don't know how to use it,
But it's ok.
It's only a matter
Of living in ignorance
And embrace happiness.