I just want to tell you everything will be ok. And for you to believe me.

I miss your kitchen window view
The effect I had on you
Your voice is lost in static waves
Erased by every day
I still watch the daisies you planted me
Every now and then I sit out side my window
After the rain I like to view the muddy soil
Your foot steps still echo through the walls  
I’m writing this as I paint your portrait

you are my peace of mind
seeing you gives me clairity
it provides sunshine
your smile being the rays of light
speaking with you
is almost like hearing a chorus
a chorus of angels
singing songs just for me
i find it easy to say
that i love you
it's more than sweet talk and pet names
it's honesty that i wish i could show more
you make me
wanna be a better person
being with you reminds me
that there is beauty in the world
when my phone goes off
and i see your name
it clears my mind
and reminds me everything is ok
everything is gonna be ok

Tonight was nice
Not splendid
Not great
Just nice
I guess
We underestimate
The word ‘ok’.
Everyone makes it a competition
To be better,
A description of
‘Not the same’,
But I’m doing alright
After today.
No prescription.
I felt fine.
No assistance
To make each breath mine.
I make my own way.
I cary on through.
So don’t make me say
My time was spent better than you.
I’m allowed a simple ‘ok’
And you are too.