Concealed in my diary
in the form of words
my emotions explode
inklings of events
predicaments conjectured
or  sighs of contentment
vaguely interpreted
lights my soul
stagnant but painful
glorious yet tearful

don’t dwell on the memories
you’ll never be able to create
appreciate all the memories
you did create
those are worth so much more
then what could have been

c.w.

i’ll forgive you
when you hurt me
because i like to think
i have endless
petals to pluck
and somehow still
remain grounded


c.w.

here’s to the risk takers,

unafraid of uncertainty and the pain it carries.

what is life without risks anyway?

Thoughts like clouds,
storming my mind.
Thunderstorms,
thunderbolts,
lightning and
heavy gushes of the words,
striking against the wall,
of my brain, like blind birds.

Here I stand,
no pen to write with,
no paper to write on.
Words will escape,
by penetrating in my soul.

My fear of losing my words,
stays by the side of my thoughts.
They can come at any time,
will shower like a rain in my mind,
or they can go at any time,
leaving me to think sublime.

everything you said, I pray that you mean it
the skeptical approach makes me struggle to believe it
so spare me the details, don't feed me the lies
it was you I fell for, by surprise

Under the fallen leaves
of autumn sky ,
I missed someone
who said goodbye .
Deep inside my heart I cried,
Each and every day I died.
There was a lot to be told.
How much I loved him
With my heart & soul.

I didn't had
the courage to describe ,
But the autumn leaf
Was there to write.
I started writing about
My past and present .
My hands were unable to rest
Tired I sat under a tree.
With pace I went to sleep.

Meanwhile nature
played it's game.
To prove that
It has some fame.

The autumn leaf was wrapped
By the winds which blew.
To describe a love so true.
It took it to the one
Who was searching for me.

Now he knew the truth
he was unable to see
Suddenly I  got up and
searched for the leaf
Wondering where it might be?

Then he came ;
I remembered his face.
My lost love
Whom destiny wanted me to seperate .


He came near
I thought how it could be?
Then he gave me something
It was the autumn leaf.