I always tell the truth Every moment of the day I always write what I'm feeling And what I really wanna say I don't ever let myself get walked on Or abused or put through pain I never hide my face with sunglasses Or let my tears fall silently like rain I've never gone back to a man whos cheated Or beat me or made me feel less than nothing I've never based my opinions of others on my past Or cut myself so I could at least feel something I'm never gonna make another mistake Or fail or treat someone unkind I've always thought I was worth more than others think And I've never lost my mind
Next in my series of "lies" (I've lost track.of how many) To read the rest click #mylittlelies and #mytruths. Thanks.
and yet.... everyday I F A L L deeper Into Your Eyes Into Your Words Into Your Voice The feelings my heart. and mind have created Leave me very little choice I cannot control the musings in my soul the desperation in my heart or the erratic thoughts in my mind That keep tearing at my insides Making me want to fall apart perfection = you Especially, in regards to me I just wish you could see I know I sound crazy But, sometimes we just can't help how we feel It's too much to ask of you But I'm a fan of the truth and I know these emotions that I'm trying to conceal desire chemistry love they're all real I tried and tried and tried but I just can't control what's deep in my soul and how my heart feels...
I know what you'd all like to say To make me feel better "Beauty is on the inside" Or "You are beautiful" But my soul is so tattered And my heart Has been repeatedly shattered All the scattered bits and pieces You might find in there Between the scars and creases Would make you all run and hide If beauty shines from the inside, Then I'm the **ugliest beast alive
The second in my series of 'lies'. Click #mylittlelies and #mytruths to read the rest. Thanks.
I told you all some truths about me To be honest, It was kinda sickening Completely disconcerting I'm not sure I like opening up like that They were only ten words each And most of you probably didn't understand their deeper meanings But to me, They were everything All the little parts of me That I truly don't like admitting So, I've decided I'm done with the truth At least for a little while It's time for some Pretty Little Lies A few to make you smile And a few to make you cry Since everyone else can tell me so many lies Well, now it's my turn.
The first in my new series of ten word lies. #mylittlelies Click #mytruths to read the previous series. Thank You.
My final truth in this series of mytruths. Honestly, it's getting too hard to admit some things... I don't even have a place to go for Thanksgiving. I'm not looking for pity, I'm just admitting things y'all didn't know.