At one point in life,
This is what I dreamt of.
I thought it all made sense.
So why am I here
Peering over the fence?

I liked you better when I liked you.

sometimes, my moods go

up
     and
            down
      like
this

but usually, my moods go

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i wanna touch your hands
and dance with you tonight
our feet touch the ground
dance around through city and lights
now i look at the stars
to keep you in my life
i'm frighten now
without you here tonight

"feeling like the night i sleep why isn't enough
people walk while i'm climbing to the mountain top
there's nothing means when you break it up and fade away
i'm jumping  to the hell and try to make you stay
when you want me jump i knees down and cry
i was stabbed  by your knife you said goodbye"

but I'm not that

the feeling
of a cuddled cat

she felt so very tired
bags found refuge under her eyes
and the sahara desert on her tongue
she ate her breakfast
she drank her tea
she felt so very tired

The white flowers
will not arrive
by stallion, nor
by lightning.

The stolid courier
will knock, a door
swinging; a suitable
place prepared.

In the cold district,
the exploded heads
of trees look back at me:
why didn't I save them?

Even the sun seems lopped.
But in the face of it
I will stand, have coffee,
& be reminded of you.

It's 6:30, and the sky
turns a spoiled milk shade
before tripping
in its hurry to arrive.