I struggle to stay balanced my asymmetry is well established my to-do list is longer than my hair which I need to cut, by the way So many dead ends, so little day So many tasks, my schedule cannot sway the gears are moving, the thoughts invasive the fears are proving to be quite abrasive too much, cannot face it so I meticulously place my crystals north so I ridiculously colour coordinate my clothes anything to escape myself mischievously I struggle to stay in one place I struggle every day
My Moon went missing and My Mercury kept rising. So I took a brisk walk, around the Rings of Saturn. As My Heart wept Tears, forming a sad Pattern. I went searching for Her, On Jupiter and Mars. Venus had seen Her, with the "Shooting Stars". Pluto suggested that, I may find Her on Charon. As it rhymed well, with Her Name Sharon. Uranus and Neptune, said "Why not try Earth? U may find Her, at Her place of Birth".
The walls, painted with the gloss of all the secrets that you and only you know, or the stuffed animal that has caught your tears through life’s afflictions. Or, the comforter that has kept you warm through those times where you swore this was the night your blood will run cold. Theres a furry, doe eyed, four legged creature of the heart, though there isn't an utter of any sort from either entity, there is a knowing. Stripped to your raw essence, he understands without question.
the sensations of the astral plane create elegant spaces in my mind the mercurian thirst for truth elevates my mind in ways that can create chaos it’s lead me to find an abundance of anxiety but beautiful truth comes from beginnings infernos within the galaxy gave me you apparent it is when the fire begins within me
Shaken away within these sounding walls The stars no longer shine and night falls In this place time is endless Once again I am completely restless Tired, I am not Simply trapped within this thought This place remains unknown But I feel so at home Lack of emotion crowds this hollow room This bed is my waking tomb
This ambience is as empty as this skin The lights only growing dim Fully immersed in this devastating calm In failure, I must be a paragon Everything is grey In this infinite void I lay Nothing exists beyond this From waking life is there anything to miss ? My voice is left unheard Is it here I will discover my worth ?