The worst feeling
is remembering
how much I love you
five years later;
and not having
you by my side.

'''Am home
Year 2002 😳
Sounds like long time;of course it should be
John demathew songs hits my eardrums😔
Mom's voice echoing after every chorus
Wish I knew she didn't know the song😂😂😂
My everyday tight hug and daddy you home gone with demathew song
Once questioned her love to me with the song of the skinny guy; demathew😂😂'''

i miss those days where i’d **** on lollipops and cigarettes,
i miss those days when it seemed like you missed me, and you hugged me so tight.

those days when we didn’t worry about debt and the slanted kisses on ones wrist.

i miss those days.
i miss that one yesterday.

i was always told
vampires don't exist
yet i spend hours and days
feverishly trying
to forget the feel
of your teeth upon my skin.

Its been long
Long since, we looked into eachother’s eyes
Smiled
Laughed
And said, I Love you
Long since,we held eachother’s hand
Hugged
Felt others skin
And said , I Love you
Long since, we cooked
Ate
Drank
And said, I Love you
Its been long, Since we said I LOVE YOU

Putting the shell up to my ear brings sounds of the ocean
Oceans near
Oceans far
Perhaps somewhere between
The oceans of your eyes still linger
Dripping from the shell
The empty exoskeleton
Remove the shell from my face
Place it back on it's pedestal
Remaining till the sea shines through my mind
Once again

why do i feel
like i'm always searching
like i'm never complete.

what is it
that i'm missing the whole time
is it something or someone.

I go to order a drink to help me forget
As I look at the menu one catches my eye and all I can remember is what you were wearing when we first met
Samuel Adams printed across your chest
and now you're all I can remember when I'm trying so hard to forget.