the universe made us for each other i think, kindred spirits, connected always, but somewhere along the line, something went wrong. our timing was off. you were the sun and i was the moon, stuck for an eternity it seemed, always searching for each other in a vacated sky. i couldn't make you stay because i didn't know how. what could i offer you besides these messy fragments of myself? you know you belong in my orbit, deep down, you know that. but you're caught up in her, she is your universe now, and im left to wander this wasteland that is all that remains of us, and of me.

Watch the moon disappear
Waiting for the new day of fear

Watch the moon come back again
This midnight, this lonely friend

The best one that I have

I feel like a child
of the moon and the stars.
Every setting
of  all my daydreams
Take place at night time.
But my lust for the dark
is not why I take
my Mother's hand.

I take hold of the moon
as I was already there.
The blackened mirror
at the heart of my home.
Its captivating me
all over again. Every time.

But the moon mother
doesn't see me at first.
Show me night sky, stars
I'm ready.
Mother, I am here.