Hum  to  yun  aam   hai,  pur naaz    hotey
Warna  ap   par   bhi   asar   andaz   hotey

Tere  saaz  se  kaha  mili   hai  meri  awaaz
Phir   tere   asraar    ke    humraaz   hotey

Dikhatey hum manatey  hai  yaaru ko kaise
Kabhi  aa.kar wo hum se  to naraaz  hotey

Is Ishq me daikhey  hain  jo  Qatal gah  bhi
Kaash  us   inteha  ke  hum  aghaaz   hotey

Is  bey-jaan shayiri se wo ro padi  Sharafat
Shayir na hotey, kam az kam jaanbaz hotey

I value loyalty above all.

You stick by my side no matter what.

No matter good or bad, right or wrong.

Loyalty isn't agreeing with everything,
it is on your side, no matter what,
it is staying, knowing how wrong,
but believing one day would do right.

Loyalty is guidance, support and company
no judgements.

Like Alfred to Batman.

However, Alfreds are rare since the dawn of time,
I am grateful to have you,

but understanding betrayals.

No longer are you let into my heart.

-

how you gonna lie like that?

-

you stood in my space
swallowed my air
made me feel like i was
living in a bubble
made of mirrors
i thought the world was
slipping out from
underneath me and
it seemed like i'd
fall asleep to your voice
telling me i was
unfair an unjust
cheating on you like
an attention-*****
and i'd wake up
to see you
bless me with your
kisses and your hair
falling on your
forehead
you were just
so easy to love
boy, you are
just so easy to love.

i never cheated on you
never lied, never
went behind your back
there were times
i stepped out to
take a breath of
fresh air because
i felt like i was living
in a room full of
hot air made of your
breath and
it just got too much
for me but
my walk outside
never meant
walking into
someone else's life
and i don't know
how to show you
that i would never
betray you but
sometimes i needed
to just be on my own
and even when i was
on my own sometimes
i just needed to not
hear your voice
in my head
because there were
already so many
voices inside there

but ****, boy,
i never left you
hanging and i still
want to hold on
to the memories and
the feelings i felt
(i still feel)
but ****,
you're going around
telling them i was a
cheat and a liar
as if i was made
of hell's fire
i didn't let you
burn no matter how
many times i felt
like a volcano

-

how you gonna lie like that?

-

they caught a glimpse of my heart,
broken, tore, shattered, stitched

trembling hands to hold up the sun,
heavy shoulders with pleading whispers

a burden too heavy,
and a glimpse at my heart.

Loving you is like being in a desert
Empty but wide.
Chasing you is like believing eternity is exist
Waste of time but giving hopes.

Raindrop falling down to the top of house
Tik.. Tik.. Tik..
Hoping that rain will bring a miracle
Which is You.

Trees that welcomes the arrival of rain
Flowers that bloom itself
Showing its beauty to The bee.

My soul lies between those flowers
Missed
Trampled
Forgotten
By You.

Somehow i survived
Waiting to see
You bloom that beauty.

Kiss on my lips
Stab on my back
Lie over a smile
Care out of cash
Make me believe
Prove your loyalty
Cheat in the dark
Keeping me out
Always make excuses
And I listen patiently
I wipe your fake tears
Give you a warm hug
Tell you that, it's okay
As he had my trust
But soon came worst
I saw the reality
The misuse of my cash
My love was made fun of
I was being humiliated
All this while
And I thought, I was lucky
To have such a faithful lover
I was so wrong
I saw, I heard, I cried
But he was unaware
Soon the drama started
Of an honest lover
And the sweet talks
That's when, I pushed him
Yep, out of my life
Forever!


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