This dark storm has been wreaking havoc within me for so long.
It starts by twisting my thoughts and feelings upside down,
Bending the truth so that all that remains are lies.
Then it tightens my chest and my throat
Making it nearly impossible to catch a breath,
I pant, pant, pant, just for a single breath of air.
This tornado lands on my ribcage and settles there a while,
weighing what seems to be a thousand pounds.
Breathe, breathe, breathe, please!
Then the destructor settles on my eyes and covers them,
making it difficult to focus my sight and see clearly,
The reality around me blurs,
see, see, see, now...
Now it decides to zap my body
so that I shake, shake, shake as if it's 0° outside.
I curl up into myself and roll back and forth.
Through all this movement in my body,
the lies never stopped waging war in my mind.
Like the sounds of swords being sharpened before battle,
the terrifying noise sends a shudder to my very bones.
My body and mind are so weak and tired from this relentless torment.
At the first signs of battle, I try to fight back with the truths I've been told since my youth,
but the enemy keeps pulling and pulling at me.
Little by little, my strength wears down,
and the only response I can seem to find to the lies is...