I thought when I'd turn to moss,
- when i had left myself to root.
When I had laid me down at last,
Than I'd not miss you endlessly.
I did not know I'd find my soul
dancing lithely in a flame.
A spanish dancer I've become
flickering my reds and blues.
I jump from wick to match to ash
and dance my saraband, contritely.
Yet I thought that when I sighed so lastly
undone would neatly fold away
like origami boutonniere
I'd be pressed between your book
something that you'd heave to shelf
and only gather dust and time.
Regrets, it seems, don't like
to die. So
I'm left haunted by my haunting.
And had I known before I wept
that remonstration without intention
was leaving all the notes unsung
by leaving catching in my voice.
I am singing in the mountains, madly
about what does not skip in the fields
and what does not drip from the sapling...
For love does neither frolic gayly
as much endures beyond repentance.
and I am left, on pebble shores
forever with my sharp withholdings
Stubbornly I held onto them,
Now they cut my like small diamonds.
I am glass and they are listless
wasted, mindless, pointless prattle.
Remind me fresh our penalties for
All the love we do not spend.

Sahn
7/01/2014

He conquers my mind.
As if he controls my every thought.
His lips so soft yet so ice cold.
As I feel them on my own.

I can still feel his rough knuckles.
And slender fingers intertwined in mine.
Fitting perfect into the right place.

His vivid chocolate eyes staring at me as I lye next to him.
In the soft wet grass.

The stars are shining in the pitch black sky.
As we gaze above into its beauty and delightful scenes.

The crickets churp.
The city lights are now descending and fading.

He caresses me as I fall into his arms.
Willing to cease the moment I drift into a deep slumber.

I feel as though he's observing me.
Watching me take in every breath.
Under that onyx sky.

Yet his presence is absent.
And this is nothing but my own little fantasy.
Lost in my own little world.
As they told me.

I slay girls with dark hearts
Real love rips them apart
They melt with true love kisses
They want to be beep's misses
But i know better im up for forever
But a loving girl never comes around

Henry, You lost the love I love the most....
                          You ginger hair is the suns warm rays shining upon a blue eyed angel who doesn't see the love coming from the one who needs that angel to save her but she realizes he needs to be saved, she is his angel who is there to shine light upon a broken wing who needs to fly up above those blue skys so hey can together become one In harmony, not to be broken not to be frayed not to be left in the rain but to bring back the Tenerife sea in his eyes, to make her glow like a bright sunrise in a cloudy sky, she needs him as much as he needs an angel to make him shine, nobody understands why their love is so strong and deep and why a beautiful angel is with a broken wing but nobody knows that he is her everything, hes not only a majestic thing he is her sunlight on a rainy evening, he sees the angels scars but doesn't think they make her unlovable, shes difficult, but angels need to love too, no love story can save this angels broken wings but this broken thing will try to make her see that if she believes she can be saved, he doesn't see the love that she is trying give but Is not receiving, she doesn't understand why she is pretty but she understands that she is unlovable, she is making a permanent scar on her arm unlike the one that she can only see, he doesn't understand why she doesn't see what he sees but cant tell her these amazing feelings.... they both say why as their love is starting to die, the cry, they fight, they love, they sceam, they hurt, and they bleed, if only that broken wing came to save the beautiful angel dieing, bleeding, screaming, and crying why as she died... He finaly started to wonder if she is going to be alrigt so he decided to go in the middle of the night to fix things to tell her these amazing feelings and when he  got there he fell to his knees, crying in front of this broken beautiful amazing angel that saved him but couldn't be saved, he held her and cryed out ”please don't leave me, I need you, I love you, im so so so sorry I never told yu that your beautifula nd perfect for me, PLEASE PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME!!” he never understood why god let this beautiful angel die for him? but one day as he was going through her journal he cried as he read the last sentence that she wrote and it was about him, it said “If my angel were to ever read this, I didn't leave because of you, I left because I am not fit to be a mother,” he stopped and thought “A MOTHER?” and continued to read the letter “I know what your thinking what is she talking about? but im carrying our daughter, I didn't know what to do who to tell, I couldn't let me ruin you future, your so smart, live your life and continue to succeed, I know that you will be anything that you want to be and I know you will find someone thatloves you more than we ever could, im sorry for all the pain I have cause, we love you -your broken wing” he cried and cried and cried and screamed “WHY GOD WHY?” he never understood why until 6 years passed, he was a journalist with 4 best author awards, he always new that he had an angel watching over him, the day that his first daughter was born was the day he realized that, that angel couldn't be saved but needed to save him, he wasn't a broken wing any more, he was an amazing thing who had these 4 beautiful daughters and a loving wife who would never hurt him, he understood that his angel was set free!

There never was a story of more misery and woe
Not even that Juliet and her lovely romeo
Not Caesar's death at the hands of Brutus
Nor Christ's betrayal by a kiss from Judas
A story surpassed the age'd grace of time
A biter sweet symphony born from a kissing "crime"

Her breath raced faster as she sat among the oaks recalling
In small white puffs they looked lace like, free falling.
The pink beneath her cheeks had long since turned to red
While her pale and slender body laid upon a leafy bed

His lips pursed so tightly while his ears were stained for sound
Eyes locked with hers, praying that they would not be found
He held her close and whispered the purest words of love
None could stop them not those on earth, below, or those above.

But as they kissed and whispered such sweet and idle things
A crowd approached to end the rule of the forest queen and king
Their torches from afar just looked like fireflies alight
The lovers knowing better fled...swiftly into the night.

They ran until it seemed as though their hearts would just give out
While branches scratched and brush scraped flesh and blood about
Tired, torn,and tattered the lovers paused to catch their breath
Would they fail in their endeavor? would they die with no regrets?

She gasped as she knelt upon the cold and harden ground
"Run! Escape! Away from here where you can't be found!"
He looked out into the dark as the mob inched in steady flow
"Without you dear where is it you think that I could go?"

He smirked and lifted her batter frame holding it gently tight
"True love does not quit, we won't go down without a fight."
With new found strength he started running faster then before
His pace it would not last now that the weight was so much more.

A cry of anger surgered across the now burning forest land
The mob was at the lover's heels just waiting for commands
"Burn them! Burn these heathen for their devilish desires
We shall make them pay upon their own beloved oaken pyres."

They caught the lovers by the hair, and head and limbs
Prolonging their suffering by bruised and bloodied skin
They did not beg nor did they plead, not a solitary word
Not until they were tied and set a flame was a noise heard.

They kissed each other earnestly as the flames moved ever in
They did not break even as the flames coerced and licked their skin
As the sun broke though the trees the smoke had all but cleared
Left there was a sight to stir mankind, a sight to be revered

Upon that old oak tree where their fate had been assigned
There stood the lovely lip locked lovers bodies
Divinely Intertwined.

Ugh
I fall in love
With everyone
And I mean EVERYONE
My heart can
Only hold so much.
Can only beat
So many be
Ats at a time
Fast slow
It doesn't matter
It's both
Keep up
I will
We
W ill
V ie
I love you
I may not
Know you
But I do
And I know
You could
Love
Me
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