I took my wrist and cut myself, just to open up to you. And you watched my blood as it touched the ground. I waited for you to move from the miles you put between us. I hoped that you would come help me close my wound. Instead, you pretended as if you did not see me. And you turned around and walked in the opposite direction. Adding more distance between us.
And it's hard but it seems like the best thing to do. The past year has been so tough and things has change. Another man has the prize that she tired to give me every day. Being too blind to see and appreciate was there but of course we gotta learn the hard way. And believe me I was too stubborn to realize.
Let her grow and live her life. No more texting and random snapchat at night. Changing my routines where I go in my neighborhood so the thoughts of "we" doesn't remind me of what we used to be. To experience life with a person like me.
I gotta let her go
And I never thought it would be so soon. Maybe things would work out faster than what I expected but it went how I figured and must take it on the chin. Like a man, respect her wishes and continued on without her. It ***** but in this situation I gotta let go.
No need to cause a ruckus if she's happy where's she at. I was that person for her but it was me that held back.
So I'll let her go
For the best and to let her live her life. I did so much damage, why would she want to come back into my life. It seems to reasonable and convient to come back this way.