Wish I never met you, wish you didn't try as hard as you did, wish your mother didn't love me as much. Because now it's just me myself and I. You were supposed to be a rebound but you got me tripping over the 3 years that was wasted.

When I see you with your friends
I feel mad
Because you left me for them
Even though you had both last year

But when I see you alone
I feel sad
Because your face shows the pain
That I feel.

it's that stupid small smile you give
when i am in pain
that makes me want to rip off your face

Immovable, my hatred towards you for leaving.

My feelings are a thing of the past, so are you.
In case you're wondering, I never fixed the clock after the outage.
Sitting here staring at the blinking 10:32 at 5:03 AM, I hate you.
Something in common we have: we need fixing.

Yet we keep blinking and staring, waiting to stop hating you.
Out there, do you think of me as her head lays on your chest?
U*nchanging, my mood is as I look at old photos but...
                                    
                     ­             *So what?

i made myself hate you
so that i could forget you
i made myself hate you
so that i could stop loving you
i made myself hate you
because i knew all along
that there was more bad than good
i made myself hate you
to save me, to save my sanity
to put myself first and foremost
i made myself hate you
so that i could begin to love me

Hate.
Love.
Both with two syllables
Both with such strong means
“I love you” “I hate you”
They can both be said by the same person
Which one hurts more?
When they say “I love you” how can you believe it?
When they say “I hate you” how can you not believe it?
Both of these four letter words can break people
Four letters.
Two vowels
Two consonants.
Love.
Hate.
~J.O

you said, jump
i asked how high?
however much will help you
to fall asleep at night
and by that i meant
i want you to plummet to your death
you're not jumping into the sky
you're falling in love face first
with concrete

you were always so great
at telling me to go die
i asked you how high
because i needed to know
how far must i go
for you to get the **** out of my life

Do you see me when you close your eyes?
Do you see me when you kiss her good night?
I see you;
I see you when day turns to night.
I see you when the sun shines bright.
Do you see me when you touch her hair?
What about when she asks you what she should wear?
I long for the day I don't see you anymore.
When I can drive down back roads and sing "our song" without looking at the passenger seat and see you.
E.G