From the moment
You came to talk,
My hands perched upon my waist
And they refused to move,
The air became denser,
Stifled my breathing,
The universe narrowed.
Some moments swell in time.
Thoughts that lay on the ground
All jumped up at once,
Flew to the eye of the needle
And all tried at once to fit through.
Eyes flutter,
Looked to glitter
With the light dispersed,
Magic burst.
I can barely move.
My words are dumb!
They aren't clever,
Not chosen,
Words that constitute a conversation.
My chest,
Frozen in time.
I do my best
To untense.
The man of apathy!
Conscious of every second,
Every eye flicker,
My arms of cement.
I must blush!
She must know,
I try to hard to settle
And not show
That the flaking debris
Of my faded countenance
All rallies,
Pretends to be a person.
But it hasn't adopted
That mould in a long time.
The picture is fragmented
And it takes a lot to stay together...
Just so she won't see
The running colours
Inside of me.
I am sorry there isn't more.
Stupid crush
