My love, we can let go now.

There's no need for us to keep on holding on to each other.
The us right now are different from the us back then.
We were young and naive.
We were too scared of losing each other that we decided to just remain still.
However, through that process, we failed to realize that slowly we already did.

We already lost each other, and we both know that.
We can't keep on hoping for a future that's uncertain.
We can't keep on hoping for a past that will never come back.
But what we can do is to live in the present,
And in order to do that we have to let go.

I can't keep on holding you back, and you can't do that too.
I know it's hard but if we don't, we'll only end up hurting each other.
I know it hurts, trust me it hurts, but I know this will heal.
Time will pass and all of this will just become a memory.

So love, I have to let us go now.
My love, we need to let go now.

I was there.
Every time you need me, I was there.
When your world seems to fall down, I was there.
When you need a shoulder to cry on, I was there.
When you lost your sense of control, I was there.
When you got nothing left to do, I was there.

I was always there for you.
But just like Thinkerbell who always with Peter pan,
Still, he chose Wendy.

And you chose her.

"I know pain too well. It eats you inside.

It makes you sketch an imaginary smile on your lips everyday so people won't ask, so people won't need an explanation why you are the way you are today, or the days before. But let's face it: people only hear what they want to hear, and pain is not one of them.

I know it too well, that all I wanted in the end was to save someone's hearts from feeling it. And in that moment, it got to be yours.
It happen to be you."

oh dear what's that?
my stomach
feels like
it's having butterflies
just by talking to you
and being close to you

but why oh why?
do i feel chest pains?
my heart aches
whenever i see you
hanging out with her

oh boy,
you give me butterflies
but you also give me
chestpains

My deepest fear isn't marriage, but the fear of marrying the wrong one. Hopes are high, heart beats a 100mph. Do I forget the lies, the cheating and all the betrayal? Do I pretend like the hurt never existed? Do I start over? Mind bobbled by so much. Please God show me a sign, or did I miss the sign? Have I been blinded all along? Questions are racing through my mind. Would it change after marriage? Would I have to go through the heartaches and pain? The lying and cheating? I'm supposed to be happy! I can't go into marriage like this. I need to clear mind, I need to get away. Let me think... is this what I really want?

I was supposed to study
right at this hour
But here I am,
making poems about you.

I was supposed to solve
the math problems that was given to me
But here I am,
thinking about which words would suit you the best.

I was supposed to leave
and forget about you
But here I am,
hurting myself even more with the memories we made, we had.

What have you done to me?

You stole my heart,
and took it away from me.

You broke my heart,
leaving so sad and heavy.

You leave me in despair,
and now, taken me for granted.

You let me explain,
but never listen for forgiveness.

You hold my hands,
but love never ignited.

Why hurting me and never understood?
How long will you let me broken-hearted?