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mumu Oct 17
Sometimes you asks
"What's the universe plan?"
You wonder,
People around you move forward,
Then, you are here —
Still here
Stuck from the beginning
Time passes,
But still in the beginning.
You did your best
But then you ask
"Did you really do your best?"

People say "Calm—
You are where you are right now
Everything are according to life's plan"
I hope I can choose my place.
I hope I can choose the battle I can fight.
I hope that life didn't choose me for this.
I am doing my best to follow the life's plan.
Or maybe I am not
It's been a while. :) I was busy doing everything for a kidney transplant while undergoing a dialysis treatment. But life *****, my donor is not qualified to donate so I'm stuck and helpless.
mumu Mar 5
Tonight, i want to write
Not a poem
Nor a story
A diary entry?
A life update maybe
Should i jot it on a piece of paper?
Or my notes app is better?
I don't know where to start
It's been a while
But life is better lately
It is sickening mostly
But, we're getting there
One step at a time
We're going better
How about you?
How are you?
If know one haven't checked on you lately, let me do the honor, how are you? Long time no see. It's been a while and I hope u are doing great. Have a lovely day ♡♡
mumu Jun 2022
Words are just words,
Letters combined together
To give meaning into something
Words are just words,
It shouldn't weigh you
But, words can linger and haunt you
Just like the day i learned the word "dialysis"
February 6, 2022; 10:49PM
It doesn't bother, a fun word in tongue
Until I googled it —
Felt its weight,
It's overwhelming.
Since then, I am crying.
If words are just  words,
Why this word aches me so much?
If the word doesn't exist,
Will I suffer from this?
It's okay. Everything is gonna be okay
mumu May 2022
and when I die,
i'll keep my messenger open
you can say "hi :) "
or dump your doxc file
no need to say you missed me
but feel free to send the feelings
and sorry if i don't response
but i saw your message
i'm always here to listen
mumu May 2022
and the devil works harder this time
painted the city with red
promised the land with unity and lies
red, the color of the blood in their hands

but, i still believe tomorrow will be better
the red will be covered in white,
symbolizes the hope and truth
tomorrow shall be pink

i am still disappointed with the result of philippine election. the new president won by spreading fake news and disinformation.  promised "unity" but doesn't have any platform and the biggest red flag, a TAX EVADER
mumu May 2022
I never believed in "god",
But everytime before I sleep
I have a silent prayer;
"𝘓𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘥𝘪𝘦"
"𝘒𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘸"
"𝘐'𝘮 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘵𝘪𝘳𝘦𝘥, 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘨𝘰"
Over and over and over,
Thinking "he" might hear me
And punish me to live longer
Life update! I have CKD and I still can't accept my situation now. I'm getting tired, so tired. Still looking for a will to fight but any moment, I'm cool to leve.
mumu Dec 2021
It's my 23rd year
   Sure time flies so fast,
It all happened,
   In a blink of an eye
But, 23 is sure different
  Growth is still there,
But I learned to let go
  Of the toxics in life –
Of the things that makes me unhealthy
   I learned to let go,
I learned to move on
But no worries,
    No heartaches
No regrets
   And, I am still in the path I chose
But this time,
   With a different surroundings
More challenging
  Still haven't slept properly
But, I have taken my rest
Then I let go, move on
And grow

Thank you, year 23
See you again after my 24th
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