now you leave
me here wondering
am i replaceable
or did you
somewhere behind your pride and insecurities
think "she's too good to be true."
or maybe your were right that night
when you said
"i don't deserve you"
so many nights.
and i tried to stop thinking about you this evening
and all i ever remember is you leaving
with no goodbye
no good reason
you switched up
not like the weather
but like the seasons
how was i dumb enough not to catch that?
i guess i forgot that leaves
change colors
and then fall off
i guess you were the leaves
and i was the tree
but all that grows back on me are
the memories

The morning comes without a glow, a glare, or a song to be sung.
A villainous stare creeps over above.
The ground is paved with soulless tears,
A guilty grin stands high above.

Sounds are disappearing,
In the towering shadows.  
Smiles are lost,
In deaths mile.

The sinner's will linger
Without Heaven's lover.
The children will bicker,
Without mother's fire.