I'm exhausted from running,
Away from every stalking fear,
I'm so busy avoiding chances,
I don't have time to stop and see clear,
And although I don't know why,
I'm scared of what we'll become,
I'm scrambling to keep my distance
but what is there to run away from?
Even with reassurances,
and promises that you won't leave,
I just can't bring myself to give in;
Its just too risky to believe.
I trust you with all of my head,
and every piece of my soul,
but for some unknown reason,
My heart isnt willing to lose control.
Maybe because ive been hurt before,
and im not eager to relive,
The endless days that would ensue,
Or the damage you could give.
I would love to surrender,
To everything you make me feel,
but without a guarantee,
How can I be sure it's real?
The familiar need is coming back,
I'm addicted to your touch,
Which wouldnt be a problem if,
I didnt already care too much.
