imagine you're just sitting down feeling alright and then all of a sudden a thought hits you. you suddenly start to think that everyone around you isn't real including yourself. you're vision starts becoming foggy. so foggy. you don't know what to do because there's absolutely nothing to do to fix this. you stare blankly at the floor, hoping this feeling goes away. but no, it doesn't just go away. it's something i deal with everyday and that haunts me daily. i feel lost, trapped, unreal, detached. i feel nothing. feeling so numb. almost like i need pain to feel alive. my heart starts racing. anxiety creeps up. i am ruined. my soul is in another dimension. im carrying my own dead body i don't even think i was ever alive. i wish i can snap out if it. but i can't. depersonalization you have taken my soul and ruined me.
- Leyla Gon
