Loving you had consequences.
Loving you came with pain and agony
And sorrowful puddles of tears
Every word spoken and every bitter silence had consequences
     You brought pain to my heart.
     And killed me ever so softly
     when you whispered serenity in my ears.
     you numbed the pain with his fingers.
And hypnotized me with your hazel eyes
Every soft touch, every empty kiss, all the lies
Had consequences. You left without paying your dues.
Without serving your time. So i took all the pain
And now i'm suffering the consequences,
Of loving you.

Thru I still think of us.
In the past.
I mask the pain.
With a smile.
The simplest way.
To keep sain.

Though you are in sights.
I resist from contact.
Through I know.
The consequences.
Of going back.

Here I stand...
Sit...
Lie...
With worry.
On my mind.
Did I do...
The right thing?
Of letting you go.
Letting you leave.
With no explanations.

Worry leaves me.
When happiness.
Overflow my being.
Through pretending to smile.
It became a reality.

All I wish now is.
For us to.
Never cross paths.
For that may.
Bring back.
The love.
I have.
Hidden away.

The moon speaks in glyphs
on the faces of young girls,
where miracles tear
at their souls,
rescue is nigh and
ignorance is bliss.
in the dead end of the red carpet
selling flowers hustling for gold.

Have you ever reached a crossroad in your life and with complacency or with fear of what left or right offers or entails, at high speed powered on, only to find it was actually a T junction?
Only then you realise that life has no reverse gear and that some walls are very hard?

Once, a little girl,
Once a little shy,
Grew up to be sweet,
And a little sly.

Had a big brother,
A man in her life,
Who helped her get through,
Helped her understand life.

Worried all the time,
Her angst high,
She wanted to enjoy,
Live, get high on life.

One day, she got a little high,
Couldn't help but, ran away with a guy.
Her parents chased after,
in search of their precious,
but the only thing they got,
was the news that she died.

I searched for you
High and low
Looked up at the heavens
And beneath the Earth
And when I think I’m completely lost
You guide me to nirvana
For all of my pain is lost
And I am one with my shadows

I want to let go of the past
But the scars remind me
Of the consequences
For existing in this life
A mere mortal am I
I’m nobody to tell you
How to live your life

If love is what you seek
Then look no further
Love yourself, and reach your peak
At the end of the day
I can’t take your pain
Though I wish I could
But you would never learn the lesson
That life is formidable
But not cruel