between numb and nothing,
i was somewhere in between.
where you felt lonely,
i felt relief.
— raptus to release
dont like the title of this one i cant think of one that i like enough. but ive had this sitting around for awhile like months and wanted to give you all some content. feel free to suggest a better title if you can provide one that fits with in my title style.
the villainy you teach me i will execute—
the devil has his miracles too.
—and i am no saint
love thy neighbor as thyself. treat thy neighbor as thyself want to be treated.
lips wrapped in regret,
the bitter taste of betrayal.
tipsy-tongued we tangled,
breaking all the rules at once.
— i asked if you’d remember when i should've asked if you'd regret
i held an old friend to my wrist tonight
panicked and unable to breath
a mess of sickening sobs
he pressed down against me
holding me in a comforting embrace
the tears soon ceased
and again i could breath
beneath my wristwatch band
i’ll keep this forbidden secret
nobody can know but me
nobody can know but me.
i don’t find myself writing love poetry as often anymore.
i wonder to myself;
is it because i have lost the words for which to describe you,
or have i lost you to the words?
— i don’t want to know the answer
i have died a thousand times
of a thousand cuts
of a thousand broken hearts.
— but tonight i experience death for the first time
for my great grandmother, who passed away recently.
i am in love with the ocean,
and while he is beautiful and strong,
he is turning my heart into a cliff.
eroding me away,
bit by bit.
— i'm afraid soon there will be nothing left
this was written a couple weeks ago, enjoy