here and the last poem began to play
here is the last time I write this year
here's the last message is sent
farther farther on the road beautiful

go last lights go last love
go last words and feelings go
last ships farther farther farther
on the way beautiful and all around the snow and rain and heat

and cold and all under the bright bright sun under
cold cold stone
I go here and on I go on foot
and this moment will last forever and always and forever

31.12.18

I dont need a boyfriend
I'm good on my own
I've got my friends
For my love to show

I need the love from people who care
I would never let them feel in dispair.

I will do all I can to make them feel good,
Enjoying our time in our neighbourhood
My girlfriends smiles are so sweet and kind
Makes my heart flatter with happiness never mind-
Whatever comes your way always remember
The ones who where there from the start of your life, remember!

opened the window
recently
recently window
I discovered completely
quite recently

opened the window
the window opened me
the window opened wonders
imaginary cold
unreal as always

the window opened me
I flew like a bird
but where did she lead me
oh bird oh where
where am I in miracles she

25.12.18

nostalgia again
again my soul is living my eye
my hearing my words my language
all my music and all my days

nostalgia again with me
nostalgia again owns me
as always like that rainy day
when autumn leaves were like snow

nostalgia again with me
nostalgia again owns me
oh my gosh what do i do
what to do what to do now

nostalgia nostalgia again
come again again again
there comes no escape from her great steps
don't go run away never sleep

17.12.18

in created forests by
city trail
city traffic lights
shine brightly in the eyes
as always as always

in created forests by
soft asphalt
milk on asphalt as
snow or flesh I'm coming
as always as always

but always without a mind
without thoughts without inspiration
but always without feelings
just go I just go
on created planets

16.12.18

Reverse the math, also a graph would do
Days to death, well a laugh may suffice
There is no room for two
Never does it come twice

Scheduled journey, depends as you chase
Rather prepare to embrace
Explore or waste
Before you taste
Care, as the Lord calls
And stare while the curtain falls