Have you ever just stopped for a second and said "wait!", "what was that again?"
You're familiar with the warmth, the floating feelings, the butterflies.
You remember how happy you were, how happy you might have been until the clock says times up and woke up.
The thought still hunts you, in your dreams, places, every single thing reminds you of him.
There is always those sudden three seconds of "wait! somethings missing" kind of feeling, guess there's something wrong.
Your heart knows it fully well, you lack something.
Something important, something really special, a four letter word you keep denying ever since... love, L-O-V-E love.
You badly need a dose of it and yet here you are pretending like its nothing, you're ok and can still continue to do so.
Ask me what love is again, I believe you might have forgotten but please don't tell me you don't need it
Please don't feign ignorance on this topic, you've suffered years from it, it's the exact reason you can't give it easily to someone else. You can't move on , you still haven't moved on! why?


Because you're STUPID ENOUGH TO LET GO OF SOMEONE WHOSE PRACTICALLY THE ONLY PERSON THAT COULD GIVE YOU THE VERY DEFINITION YOU NEED ABOUT LOVE! and yes you let him go.

hey there lost friend,
are you well ?
Are you okay now? no pretense,
are you still trapped inside hell ?

Hey there guess what,
my minds full of you now, my heart beats won't stop.
In my dreams or waking hours
your words ,your gestures, you're YOU makes me cower!

Hey look, can't you tell
my pillows are abused now, my bed is a mess.
In dreams we are happy,
in dreams you are well, I wish soon I'll see you,
but sooner means death.

Hey there lost friend, are you well?
If I ask, don't ask back, well my tears won't hold up
I might do the unthinkable, I might hug mister death.

Hey, its just hey.
no more words, just say hey
I might feel better , I might say I'm well.
I really miss you though, hey!? are you there.

I met someone down the street,
he looks cloud filled with rain
hes full of pain
hes darkness reeks.

He sat next to me with eyes no soul
minds afloat, hearts' unseen

We talked in silence
just stares and glances,
but I know he itches
for me to know.

Hes in pain, hes suffering
he needs help but no saving.
He lost his soul, hes love, hes whole
he wavers and shaking.

This tall mans tears are running
I told him to weep,
make the pain wash away
make it all disappear.

He stopped me with "no",
" I can't let go for I love her so,"
I stared without words
Is a man supposed to cry but to be left alone?

does a mans definition of man mean
not asking for help nor being saved?
Is a person in pain needs saving or not?

Please pull the trigger,
I beg and I plead
My life is a mess
my heart needs some peace.

Please pull the trigger,
would you try to save  me
I'm depressed, melancholic
No more, no please.

Please pull the trigger,
the burdens too big
my body is weak now,
my soul needs to sleep.

Please pull the trigger,
Grant my last wish
'fore I lose to myself
I'm helpless. I'm weak.

Hey mister! please look and see
My soul begs for freedom
my heart wants its peace.

Mister please pull the trigger,
Please try and save me
I'm tired, I'm bored
I'm done for, I QUIT.

tik tok tik,
times too long
works too many
love too less.

tik tok tik,
its already two thirty
a few more hours
you'll soon be free.

tik tok tik,
Did the clock stopped ticking?
Times taking so long,
I'm stressed, bored.

Tik toc tik toc tik!!!
common hurry!
I miss my bed.

Tik toc tik,
time check its two thirty eight.
Tik toc tik,
times too long.

Monday, I'm awake
Tuesday, field regrets
Wednesday, almost there
Thursday,hang in there
Friday yes I'm free!
Saturday, wheres the party?
Sunday, need some rest
Monday's here again.