repressi0n: Favorites

Dec 2014 repressi0n

Shae Jean

It’s been three months. 
I’ve finally excepted it, 
That you’re really gone.
 Still, it hurts me inside. 
Did you have any clue? 
I freakin miss you, girl. 
You were my best friend. 
I trusted you, so why? 
I always tend to wonder, 
If I’d crossed your mind, 
But inside I know I didn’t. 
If you had, you’d be here, 
Because you’d remember. 
How I’d fought for you, 
And you’d fought for me. 
But you had forgotten, 
As you let your soul be free.

#suicide #broken #depression #hurt #bestfriend

Dec 2014 repressi0n

sad love

Dec 2014 repressi0n

Hello it's me

sad love

I liked you I did
But fear was in my heart
I couldn't tell you
Was to afraid to be hurt again
Like a coward I hid

Now you have someone
How will make you smile
Cry in your sadness
Be there for you always

It hurts, yes
But I'll swallow my pain
And tell you
I'm happy for you
I mean it from the bottom of my hurting heart
I wish you the best

Take care my dear friend

#love #sad #hurt #bestfriend

Dec 2014 repressi0n

The Exception

Dec 2014 repressi0n

Tom Pearson

The Exception

You play on my mind like a looped vinyl disc,
Your words are my new favourite song,
To utter my thoughts, are too great a risk,
For you and for I, for ‘us’, I long,

How can I live leaving great all unsaid,
Dare I wear my heart on my sleeve?
Hands and legs entwined, entangled in bed,
The last I would want to aggrieve,

-

I confessed, you are the one, the exception,
Best friends, we are - forever more?
The one to which I pour my affection,
Don't bloom this wound, open and sore,

A soft whisper disregards all my plight,
'Your heart is pounding like the rain',
'Breath with me', soft, you console that night,
In that moment we were the same

#love #life #breath #whisper #bestfriend #exception

Dec 2014 repressi0n

Birds Who Stopped Chirping (Far Too Early)

Dec 2014 repressi0n

WickedHope

Birds Who Stopped Chirping (Far Too Early)

One of the saddest things is
We never got to fly together.
You were the one I could turn to,
When the one I usually turned to
Became unbearably intolerable,
But you never got to roll 'em
While I popped caps off.
So, I ******* hope you're happy,
Because you flew yourself into a tower,
And I'm flapping circles.
And it's funny, because
Everything you did was for everyone else
But me? I just hate myself.

http://hellopoetry.com/poem/952611/drowning-myself-here-alone/
- - -
Breathing ***** without you, but at least we're both numb.

#alone #breathe #gone #birds #fly #selfharm #**** #high #bestfriend #inhalants

Dec 2014 repressi0n

stupid bling

Dec 2014 repressi0n

Amour de Monet

stupid bling

Everything it changed when you met her
Yea, you went and gave her our whole world (our whole world, our whole world)

I thought we would always be the same
Then you went and gave her our last name (and that ring, that awful thing, stupid bling)

Now I'm left here layin' all alone
Thinking about me thinkin' about you thinkin' about her

There are things that I shouldn't really say
But I'm gonna say 'em anyway (like I hope she ***** in bed and gains a lot of weight)

Everything it changed when you met her

(Funny teasing thing I wrote and sang for a friend who dumped me for a lady)

#friendship #relationship #her #bestfriend

Dec 2014 repressi0n

Friend Love

Dec 2014 repressi0n

Brandon Navarro

Friend Love

When  you
told  me
about your 
last relationships I realized 
that I like you. 
A lot. 
I wanted to hold you and kiss your head. 
I wanted to make the hurt go away and then help the scars. 
Your smile was nice 
and hearing your words
 slither out your mouth as you held back tears. 
I knew we will be good friends 
I really want you.

This bottle of ***** 
makes it worse
 because your eyes scream of hurt 
but your mouth spews hate. 
Makes me wonder what you think about me 
and what you’d say.

#love #poem #poetry #pain #happy #happiness #hurt #friend #friendship #thoughts

Dec 2014 repressi0n

Balloons

Dec 2014 repressi0n

Hailey P

Balloons

Friends are like Balloons
Once you let them go,
You can't get them back.

So I'm going to tie
You to my heart
So I never lose you.

#love #boyfriend #loss #friendship #relationship #cute #girlfriend

Dec 2014 repressi0n

stranger > (best)friend

Dec 2014 repressi0n

Rea Mae Y Calingo

stranger > (best)friend

I prefer strangers became lovers than (best)friends became lovers. Why? Because there are no awkward moments if a stranger became yours. You will have no regrets on a destroyed friendship. Yes, there are many advantages if you know the person long enough. But what if the relationship wont work? It’s hard to be friends again with that person. No matter how hard the both sides try to be back like the way they always do, it will never be that way again. I don’t want to lose someone who is special to me. I don’t want to see someone not talking to me like we never knew each other for so long. I don’t want to lose a friend. It’s hard to lose someone who has always been part of your life than someone who suddenly become a part of it. I treasure friendship more than anything else. I know I’m being negative about this. But it’s easier to forget a person who just suddenly became your everything than a friend who always there for you since you know when.

NOT A POEM

#love #poem #friend #friendship #feeling #rant #prose #bestfriend #stranger #feels

Dec 2014 repressi0n

All I had

Dec 2014 repressi0n

Queen Sidus

All I had

I gave you all I had.

When you were sad, I gave you my happiness. When you were weak, I gave you my strength. When you had nobody, I was your friend. When you were unloved, I loved you. Not a single 'thanks' was even said through your mouth.

Now that you have everything I have given, I have nothing. I became nothing. So, you go to other people to enjoy life, be free, give them what you have, and suddenly, they ruin you. Then, you come to me asking for help. And I reply, "I gave you all I had."

boredom

#love #sadness #loss #friendship #everything #waste #destroyed #special #losingafriend #takenforgranted