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Jan 2016 · 573
hallelujah!
mistyholly Jan 2016
i still feel empty inside!
but its better than despair!
even though im starting to cut my skin!
they dont know!
Nov 2015 · 374
p.ain
mistyholly Nov 2015
She didn't talk to you anymore
You hated seeing her talk to people
And you hated your self for that
You told your self it was you
And it was not a lie
You were poisonous
No wonder why they don't care
Jul 2015 · 470
tavros
mistyholly Jul 2015
weak and pathetic
you fell to vriska
the devil herself
broken legs
and sad faces
#hs
Jul 2015 · 324
i
mistyholly Jul 2015
i
buiklt ny . lodw ofyou nO im fonna diw now
Jul 2015 · 451
imsorry
mistyholly Jul 2015
hat by av  i done im ahorribke oerson i wanna **** myself ishoys ahoyhd i s/>h oud
Goodbye im sorrysoryu soryuu sourry im   horrible psrson
Apr 2015 · 623
im jealous
mistyholly Apr 2015
im sorry
but im really jealous
of your wonderful friendships and inside jokes
your writing skills
and everything else
but mostly your friendships
Apr 2015 · 320
.
mistyholly Apr 2015
.
its my fault.
i admit.
im sorry.
Apr 2015 · 296
its going to be okay
mistyholly Apr 2015
you could be gay
you could be pan
it doesnt matter - i still love you
i dont care who you are
its going to be okay
i know
it seems like it wont
but
really
i promise
its going to be okay
its okay.
Mar 2015 · 242
.
mistyholly Mar 2015
.
nobody likes me
i should die
down i go
they wont miss me
they wish me dead
god im a mess
please don't spare my life
i should **** myself
Mar 2015 · 451
hi.
mistyholly Mar 2015
hi.
im not really fine
and im sorry
and i almost did something
and i don't regret it
im sorry

ive caused so much pain
its all my fault
im sorry
im so sorry
Mar 2015 · 5.9k
just ignore
mistyholly Mar 2015
im sorry john. i wonder if youre still there. i hope you didnt do it. you were really awesome. i really, honestly care for you. i know what it feels like and im so sorry. im really sorry john. i hope youre still there.
Mar 2015 · 651
it wont leave
mistyholly Mar 2015
i thought i was happy
for a few days, at least
but now i feel so lonely
it was like a sweet dream

i just want to get better
is that so much to ask?
a few minutes at a time
im living life in the dark
Feb 2015 · 5.0k
suicide dates
mistyholly Feb 2015
we've set our suicide dates
sadly we can both relate

we have scars upon our wrists
with despair in our eyes

we tried and couldn't
we've failed again
these are our suicide dates
Feb 2015 · 973
nonexistent
mistyholly Feb 2015
you see
once my mission is accomplished
it could be time
because happiness doesn't exist for me
Feb 2015 · 319
why
mistyholly Feb 2015
why
be okay just all be okay dont think negatively please just be okay
Feb 2015 · 291
john
mistyholly Feb 2015
you really don't deserve this
Feb 2015 · 632
itll get better
mistyholly Feb 2015
it takes time but it'll be okay one day
stay strong.
mistyholly Feb 2015
i have a secret
i may be bi
its wonderful, really
i really wish they would understand though
i hope you dont judge me fore having a preference for girls
sorry, its just me
boys are pretty cool too
Feb 2015 · 873
to her
mistyholly Feb 2015
roses are red
violets are blue
and i love you
Feb 2015 · 949
violet violence
mistyholly Feb 2015
i may not hurt myself with knives
but these words are causing scars
and i force myself to go back there everyday
just to hurt myself
Feb 2015 · 2.7k
all we can do is hope
mistyholly Feb 2015
our world is collapsing
our minds are very suicidal
we have knives in our hands
and we fake it everyday
we hope it'll be okay
but it won't be today or any other day
Feb 2015 · 270
fall
mistyholly Feb 2015
what do you do when your world is falling apart
Feb 2015 · 339
LUNA
mistyholly Feb 2015
please DON'T
Feb 2015 · 1.6k
o great john
Feb 2015 · 556
truce.
mistyholly Feb 2015
i swear to not hurt myself this week.
a personal oath

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