I ******* hate you for what you did. You knew that my heart was yours and you did this to me .. you caused me to bleed. In that moment you made all the i love you’s ******* irrelevant. I hate you with everything I have, with my whole existence and soul. How could one person cause so much hurt. I trusted you I told you I was scared to get close to another being and you didn’t care. You took the last piece and now I’m vanished, not even dust at this moment but and aura of hate. I hope you see this one day luv.
Look down. Keep your head down as much as possible; they're judging you. No one wants to see your face. I wish I could wear a mask; be invisible. Walk through the halls without being seen, go unnoticed. “No one notices you.” I know but... just to not exist, not to go through the embarrassment of just being there. Tiny glances meaning nothing but feeling like everything.
Blank faces. If only they could all just be blank faces. Faces that don't judge. Mysterious and dark but not judgemental. No eyes so I don't know what they think of me; no analyzing, no sneering. Just faces that I can't compare myself to. Faces with no emotion so they can't: laugh at me, look at me, judge me.