I did not go down today under the water
and after all it was necessary it was necessary
I did not go today to the waterfall
and in fact for a long time it was necessary for me he
needed his water sparks
needed his huge pearl
oh why why does not fate give me
does not allow to be clean and washed

07.08.18

hastily hastily
quickness
fast fast
my soul rushes
towards the unknown
towards speed

06.08.18

I watched my essence
I looked at her today
from all sides of existing
He looked and did not let go
and his tongue did not let go
I looked at her and looked at everything.
while the night outside the window did not appear

oh my soul is an eternal mystery
About how much time do I try
you understand and understand
but I figured it out but I realized
all for a long time already understood everything
as soon as they appeared on it
for the first time for the first time

the whole truth of what was and what will be
she was forever with us
from the birth and the first day
from the childhood of our unforgettable
but evolution is degradation
we are growing up
we lose our childhood and lose wisdom

05.08.18

for a moment my wonderful
it was raining before my eyes
or snow or the sun is black
it was not clear to me then
it was not clear to me now

for a moment this
I lit up from the inside like a star
and the singing and singing of summer
only she was with me
whether then then today either
always and forever

04.08.18

I was looking at the sea
and I saw not only myself
I saw my friend
left many years
backward

I saw my sister
which swam far away
I saw people
another century
and the future

I was looking at the sea
and saw hours there
saw the hours past
saw the clock real
and saw the hours coming
I saw everything there

03.08.18

the sea was black today
like the sun that was above
the sea was black today
like the sky that was above

and I do not understand
why is it so dark around like in a grave
and I do not understand
why when happily so sad

and I do not understand
and I think I will never
understand it all I just cry
only cry in this world
I can and I want to

02.08.18

and my heart was pounding
and the heart on the lyre played
and the heart did not forget
did not forget that day
that hour of the century

when the lightning in the sky was
when the darkness in the sky was
when the last star
in this world
telling stories
about the past and future

when death tore my eyes
when death was torn as granite
like granite hurried unknown
like gold gone
my young days


01.08.18