What the hell is normal
anyways
everyone's running around
with these terrible secrets
so devastating
keeping it in
making them alone and
disconnected
that phone off the hook noise

ive got me shovel
and ill ***** some more dirt
into this hole
but there is no bottom

You haven't replied to
The letters I've written
because
I haven't sent them

Throw my hood up
get the **** away from me
No don't wanna talk about what's wrong
(Is it going to be okay)
Slam the door to let them know
How upset I am and now
Its off its hinge
and I'm off to binge
that will show them
give the finger
from the back of 911

I listen to your music
it makes me feel closer to you
and calms me down
since you've gone
I'll do it until I'm dead
god knows when the ****
that will be

my hand could pass
through the table
if I pressed hard enough
my feet
through the floor
I just want to melt
until I disappear

Past me was an *******
He didn't care that future self
would be miserable
selfish ****
I want to trade places
with that *******