i know it's a ****** poem :/ i just really need to get it out. anyway, for those with same situation as i am, take your time :) be patient with yourself. we are doing the best we can.

It's those times where you're happy, feeling like you're on the top of the world. Then, there's one bad reason, just one, that ruins it all.

She's not my friend. We've known each other by names only.
And she told me about everything she's going through. And i told her don't let your story end. And i think, i'm telling that to myself too.

Right?

Why do guys love to make ladies fall for them? Or likewise.

I've just watched hozier's cherry wine mv. End violence.

I don't know if I make any sense :/

for the ******* nth time, don't judge the book by it's cover

I do really want to have a friend giant or titan or troll or just a huge, tall man. That's all. (And it's actually my location.)

for all the fangirls

Tbh i'm rolling my eyes while writing this. This is just rly cliche. But this is actually the summary of what i went through. I got rly depressed and almost "getting in the end of the book" the past few years. Idk if 2016 will rly happen or i'll ****** up again. I dont rly ******* know. I just dont want to imagine or hope for a life i want. I'm just getting tired of myself rly. I do rly try. Maybe i need to try harder. Does anyone went through these? Or i'm just rly ****** up?

I just want to rip my prof's head, game of thrones style. He's the epitome of unfairness.